I nearly forgot.
I found out that one of my classmates is racist. Sort of. And her cronies follow her rules obediently like a docile little dog. One didn't, though, who was kinda my friend and she stormed into our room swearing. xD
So, she's one of those people who isn't really good in English and hates the fact that my friends and I love speaking English. They say they don't understand what we say and Renee, my classmate who had her period (look at Girly Thread) told us that. Twas the reason that she took an age to come over to our room to rest. Renee was actually considering going back to her room because she was scared that Karen, the racist person would scold her *eyeroll*
Then my awesome friend Rachael and I stormed over to Karen's room to talk to her. I wanted to shout everything in English--that will somehow will be embellished by 'floccinaucinihilipilification' xD but Rachael told me to stay calm. They denied everything we repeat back to them. We were like, "Look, karen, we were calling Renee to come over because she said it was too noisy here and she wanted sleep, not because we want to drag her away from you guys."

Oh gosh, this is going to sound so weird.
 

Ummm... yeah. This is really awkward and strange, and I really hope that no one from school sees this... uh... alright, here goes nothing.

Anyways, I've been getting this strange feeling lately, that... uh... *oh gosh* well... I've been wanting to feel loved.

Now, I know what you're thinking. "Um, no duh? Is there anyone in this world who doesn't want to be loved?"

But, I want a guy to like me. Like, everywhere I go, I always see people holding hands and kissing and being all lovey-dovey and stuff, and me... well... I don't know.

I mean, can you imagine being in... his arms... having someone who loves you no matter what... all sweet and stuff.

I even had a dream about falling in love. Like, I was with this guy named Nathaniel (huh, same name as my character) and he was holding my hand and I just got this really nice, warm feeling and...

*facepalm* I don't know, maybe my family doesn't love me enough and maybe that's why I feel like this. So, does anyone ever feel the same way? Or do I need to see a shrink??

H-hh-hugging session? :^D WANT.

XD

Never Gonna Happen *sighs*
 

I'm really passionate about singing. I sing everywhere; in the shower, in talent shows, at church, etc. But I want to do something bigger. I would really like to post videos of me singing on YouTube, and maybe even audition for American Idol or America's Got Talent. The thing is, my parents are kinda strict about me putting myself on the Internet, cause they're kinda paranoid I'm going to get stalked or something. Singing is what I reaaaaallly want to do. I write songs, am re-teaching myself how to play guitar (I played for two years, but my teacher quit and moved away), and am really serious about it. But the thing is, I'm kinda scared to put myself on Youtube or audition for anything because I know society will judge me based on my looks. :/ *sighs* I have the gappiest teeth in the world, and I may have to get more teeth pulled in September so I can get braces. I've already been told by my friend's little sister that she doesn't like me because I look like a hobo. I don't know anymore. I used to not be that self-conscience about myself singing, but now it's like....I have to be a Barbie doll or something.
But singing is something I really want to do, so any advice will help me. :) Thanks in advance, guys.

I haven't felt like this before, but i think it's perfectly normal. Much better than people who want to fall in love just to be kissed.

I do not have that feeling, but then again, when asked how I'd react if a boy asked me out (a particular boy that is) I said:

'Bog off, you're an irritating sod and I hate you.'

Though I didn't say some of those words.

No, it's just because you're having mate-attracting hormones.

I feel the same way. There's a couple at my school, the first one since 5th grade, and I'm really happy for them, but I just really want a guy to like me, to ask me out or something. My friend, Ella, is getting asked out today by a really short gujy (she's really tall and i forgot his name) and yea...I just want to feel reconized too. :/

I feel the same way she does, but it's because i've never really been loved by anyone in my life. When my bro was born, my mom had to spend all her time with him and I guess I kind of shut out her affection. My dad isn't really home, because he travels a lot. So there hasn't really been any love in my life. I think that's why I want a boyfriend, so I can feel like someone cares.

Okay, rant over. :D

TODAY AT 9:15 AM IS A VARIETY SHOW AT MY SCHOOL AND I'M IN IT!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH! I'm gonna sing "Safe & Sound" by Taylor Swift.