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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 440479)

Eh...but you're still lucky. Today I'm feeling better, though :D

It doesn't mean I have don't have regrets, fears and sometimes a horrible time. Everyone's lucky. Only a few people actually realize it. :')

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 440480)

if you dont fucking care so much shut the fuck go the fuck away and stop fucking talking to me
dont talk to me about my grades
dont force your religion down my throat
dont try to say that you're a good father because you buy me stuff
because really, items dont make up for the yelling and the screaming and the hitting and the 'you're so worthless'
dont fucking say to me that i have absolutely nothing to worry about that all i have to do is study whycantyoujustdoyourwork, stupid?! dont say that
you
guys
are
supportive
because last i checked
you guys actually aren't
you wave your religion in my face, call atheists wrong, and then call me unaccepting
mom shot down my idea of having a GSA
you want me to be friends with people that i dont want to be friends with
and these are just some of the things
go ahead and
dont fucking care
because i dont want to talk to you
i dont want to see you
i dont want to live with you
here's the thing:
i
dont
fucking
love
you
you
are
not
family
to
me
a 16 year old, 13 year olds, and 12 year olds that i have not met are my fucking family
and i find that quite sad but i also dont give a shit
i am biologically family
but i will never ever love you because this relationship is pretty much broken beyond repair, ever since I was in fourth grade.

so dont act like im required to love you or give you hugs or be a normal daughter because i cant do that
and im not sorry.

*hugs* It'll be better, IT WILL. I find that if you believe in God, everything gets better. And I'm not stupid. I'm just stating the truth. Ask God. Pray to Him. Believe in Him. Just once. For me. Try it. It'll help. I guarantee. God always help, Lily, He always does. That's who I turn to when I feel like poop.

stop it, i already have one person bugging me about religion i dont need two
sorry if thats rude but i already tried once it didnt work too well

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 440480)

if you dont fucking care so much shut the fuck go the fuck away and stop fucking talking to me
dont talk to me about my grades
dont force your religion down my throat
dont try to say that you're a good father because you buy me stuff
because really, items dont make up for the yelling and the screaming and the hitting and the 'you're so worthless'
dont fucking say to me that i have absolutely nothing to worry about that all i have to do is study whycantyoujustdoyourwork, stupid?!
dont
say
that
you
guys
are
supportive
because last i checked
you guys actually aren't
you wave your religion in my face, call atheists wrong, and then call me unaccepting
mom shot down my idea of having a GSA
you want me to be friends with people that i dont want to be friends with
and these are just some of the things
go ahead and
dont fucking care
because i dont want to talk to you
i dont want to see you
i dont want to live with you
here's the thing:
i
dont
fucking
love
you
you
are
not
family
to
me
a 16 year old, 13 year olds, and 12 year olds that i have not met are my fucking family
and i find that quite sad but i also dont give a shit
i am biologically family
but i will never ever love you because this relationship is pretty much broken beyond repair, and it started breaking since I was in fourth grade.

so dont act like im required to love you or give you hugs or be a normal daughter because i cant do that
and im not sorry.

You shouldn't be sorry.
It sucks that they're assholes and that you're not really family. But you know what? It's okay, and it's okay that we're your family, and you're going to be okay. *hugs*

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 440488)

stop it, i already have one person bugging me about religion i dont need two
sorry if thats rude but i already tried once it didnt work too well

Suit yourself. I'll stop if if you want. I'm just saying that He helps.

And you're not being rude, you're being blunt. And unfortunately for the world, not many people are. :/

Quote:

Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 440450)

Anytime. If you ever feel like ranting, I'm always here. ;)

For a minute, I thought it said "I'm a penguin." xD

You're not alone.

My parents have extremely high standards. It' all marks, marks, marks. And I do well in school but sometimes, it just doesn't feel like enough. I mean, as long as you try hard.

My parents are exactly like yours. I tell them I got a 97% and they'll ask what happened to the other 3%. Well, sometimes. The point is, as long as you do your best and push yourself as hard as you can, you're fine. You have to feel satisfied with yourself.

I guess I'm not one to speak because even if I get 100%, I'll still look over my work to make sure I didn't make any mistakes or if the teacher made any mistakes. I guess I'll never be satisfied with yourself. xD

Just do your best. And 99.9% of the time, doing your best results in something good. Take it from me. I've had the pressure since I was young. I've always had to be the best whether it would be sports, academics, competitions. I know I sound cheesey but... it's the truth.

I have faith in everyone. ;)

:D I'm really glad to know I'm not alone.

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Originally Posted by avbhabra (Post 440493)

Suit yourself. I'll stop if if you want. I'm just saying that He helps.

And you're not being rude, you're being blunt. And unfortunately for the world, not many people are. :/

Yes, but half of her rant is about her parents forcing her to be religious and I don't think you're helping by asking her to pray.

i have trust issues it seems
and i hate myself for it
but honestly i think i hope i'm—right i guess the best word is?
i'm so confused and lost right now
and i'd sort of been having a good day, kinda
and now i have no idea how i should feel
and ugh
can i go to sleep and wake up and today have been a dream

Quote:

Originally Posted by Arin (Post 440527)

:D I'm really glad to know I'm not alone.

You most definitely aren't xD

Quote:

Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 440529)

Yes, but half of her rant is about her parents forcing her to be religious and I don't think you're helping by asking her to pray.

It was only a suggestion. It's entirely her choice.

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 440530)

You're an amazing person, LST, you can pull through. ^_^ *hugs* You. Are. Awesome. And I forbid you to deny it. xD

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 440530)

/hugs
i hope you feel better soon. you shouldn't hate yourself for it.
/hands a happy

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 440530)

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 440535)

/hugs
i hope you feel better soon. you shouldn't hate yourself for it.
/hands a happy

Don't hate yourself, LST... D:

And this is sort of totally unrelated, but Lily, can I have your Skype?