It kills me to know that there are other people out there being raped right now. Compared to my life, theirs are horrible--no offence. I now know to be grateful for everything I've got. Like...seriously. Even though my mom said I'm stink, I'm still living. Who gives a damn? She can say all she wants--I don't care. I would load myself in perfume and she would still tell me I stink. So what? It's not like she doesn't stink once in a while. :rolleyes:

How do you know that those people hate you?

At the beginning of middle school, I only had three friends, and only because we were friends in elementary school. When two of them turned their back on me, it was up to me to find new friends. Well, I was just this ugly little sixth grader, but then I had an idea. I needed to be the person people looked forward to seeing everyday. I became the funny person who could make anyone laugh, whether it be because I cracked jokes, made awesome comebacks, or made fun of myself for being a blonde. xD But that's how I became known..and now I'm friends with pretty much everyone in my grade. No matter who I talk to, whether or not I like them, I can make them laugh, and if you can do that, I think that bumps you up and more people will want to be your friend and be around you. :)

I hate crying over my friend changing plans over the last minute. I hate feeling angry when my mom makes me do the dishes. I hate all of these emotions that i get for no damn reason!! There are people out there who have it so much worse then me, and all I can do is find faults in life. I'm trying to create my idea of a perfect me, but that won't be happening anytime soon, if only i could control these damn emotions.

You ARE likeable. <:^J Most people are just really shortsighted and can't accept anyone different. >_<

I seriously doubt they hate you. And, even if they do (they don't), why would you sink to their level and give them a reason to hate you? O_O Why feed their unfair fire by accepting them as your enemies?

Thanks, everybody.

I just feel like, I mean, why bother trying if it gets me no where?

Well, you just have to keep trying. <:^J You never know what might happen tomorrow. Someone might just see the light and become your friend the next time you go to school. It WILL be worth your effort in the long run. (Besides, I know you, Camille, and you're certainly not the kind of person that gives up easily. ;))

I know you hate me, but I just want you to know I always thought you were one the coolest people here, and I really do like you.

Once again, how do you know that these people hats you? Did they just go up to your face and say "I hate you" or what? I'm gonna be really blunt with you here. I just don't get it. :confused:

Whoo ;~; Last night was a friggen hard night. It's over now. Thanks everyone for your help! My friend made it through the night and all she did was cry. Not cutting or any more thoughts of suicide. But it was scary >_< And now we still have to deal with our other friends whose status on MSN for everyoonneee to see is F****** B****** ruined my life.
No, we didn't ruin your life. You ruined ours.

It's almost halfway through the second nine weeks at school. This year has gone by so fast and MREH. I don't want it to end so soon but I'm looking forward to so many things. First of all, in this rant, I hate how emotional I am. I find myself thinking really mean things when people ask me to do stuff for them, and I'm getting further and further away from God. I've quit praying altogether, and it seems the only reason I go to church is because I have alot of friends there. I don't want to be that kind of person, though. :/ I want to love God again and do all the things I used to do.
My second part of the rant for today is the fact highschool is coming faster than I had expected. I'm scared me and my five best friends are going to get seperated, and I guess I just don't want that to happen. All of them are on the highschool dance team as eighth graders, and they really want me to try out next year so we can all be together. I've played soccer for the past ten years, and although I took dance lessons when I was young...that was when I was young. xD I've been working so hard trying to learn my handstand, double pirouette, backroll, etc. But I'm scared I'm not going to learn everything in time. D: No one seems to understand how badly I want- and need- to make the dance team next year. I don't know if I'll have any classes with them, and I guess I just don't want to lose them. So for those of you who dance, any advice for me?

I'm not an "actual" dancer, seeing that I don't take lessons, but I do love to dance, so here;s my advice. Just have fun with yourself. If you can't do something, find something you like doing, and then do that. I cannot do the splits. It annoys the heck out of me, but what id do... I find other moves that amuse me (hip hopish like) and then I feel more confident in myself, and I am slowly getting better at the splits.

I've been making a lot of progress. ^.^ I've already mastered a pirouette, front roll, C jump, and I'm getting better at my splits, handstand, double piroette, and backroll. I haven't even tried to do a cartwheel, though, because I want to master my handstand first to make it easier. :D But thanks for your advice! I'm really not a bad dancer, and a month ago I performed with my friends and some other people at halftime at a football game. :D Twas much fun.

Um. Why you no email me about horrible things? I try to protect you. How bad was it on a scale of 1-5?

So... you aren't okay. Email me if you ever need help even though you probably just want to talk to Heather.

Both of you: You are amazing people, and I never ever ever ever want you guys to feel the way feelings are get projected from your posts. *virtual hugs*

I sometimes feel like that. I can be arrogant, rude, loud, cruel, obnoxious, irritating, hypocritical, angry, depressed, and critical. But I can also be funny, intelligent, energetic, positive... happy.

You just have to realize that you don't suck, and can amount to great things.

This sums up MOST of my life. Literally, everything they say in this song applies to me. It's amazing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RCYC9...feature=g-like

Join the club.
I'm always so scatterbrained, often forget things and am irresponsible--I realise what my mother said was true. I wonder what I can do when I grow up.
I don't want to.

There's nothing wrong with Atheism.
Personally, I think religion screws up a lot of stuff.

You will have to admit your beliefs some day. That day may not be today, but you will tell them one day.
Hell doesn't exist. Don't worry about THAT.

God is always there to help you. Even though it might sound hard, ask your priest/pastor if you can talk to him about this. Pray even harder. Everyone faces those times when they feel like God is not present in their lives. Mother Teresa faced it. She just prayed even harder and look where she ended up. I hope God finds a way in your life and remember, just dont stop praying.

I will be praying for you. :D

Yeah, I know it is hard. I have never been to high school, but I can see how stressful it is. As for loving God again, pray harder. Just take five minutes a day, and pray. It helps me if I pray outloud, (as long as no one is listening :D) so I can stay focused. Ask God to help you become closer to him. I know how it feels to slip away from God. I have been there, and it is hard.
As for dance, I have been taking ballet.. not for very long.. but advice. Stretch your muscles EVERY SINGLE DAY. Even if you dont do major dance moves, still stretch for five to ten minutes a day. Trust me, it helps SOOO much! Also, dont take dance lessons from your friends, unless you are 100 percent they are right. (I dont mean that in a bad way) What I am trying to say is, they might be doing it wrong, or siciling or something like that, then you start bad habits. Dont do that. :D

Good luck with life!

I think that's pretty much the worst thing you can say to an atheist.
"Don't worry, God loves you! Just pray!"

Instead of trying to convert her, try to comfort her.

Thanks, that makes me feel really good about myself. I am just trying to help. I am not saying she has to convert, I am just trying to... whatever.

But she's right. What if I said to you, "Don't worry! The Hindu gods forgive! Maybe you'll be reincarnated into a nice beetle when you die!"?

This is an emotional venting thread, not a religion one. Take this conversation elsewhere, please.

I agree with Ruza.

It's sort of on-topic.
But just end the conversation anyway. This isn't a thread for fighting.

Yeah, I know. I was just trying to help… I'm sorry that I said that, ok? I meant for it to help, not hurt.
Oh, and also Mary Elizabeth, not to he rude or anything, but Hinduism is not what we were talking about. Even so, I'm not Hindu so it wouldn't affect me.

Ok, I'm done w/ that now. End of topic.?

Autumn, Mary Elizabeth was meaning that if you were Christian (which I believe you are, correct me if I'm wrong, on A/N, so get on...), and someone said to you "Don't worry, the Hindu gods will forgive you..." that would be totally weird. NOW WE'RE DONE!

Yep, I'm a Christian! :D I gotta go… D: but maybe later!

Wacked up: Stupid Daylight Savings Time. Now WB says it's like two hours ahead of me, and I'm not in the mood to do math! I know, petty rant, but I just don't get Daylight Savings Time...

She was venting her emotions on religion. If you don't like it, don't pay attention.

It's amazing what a liar I've become. Whenever you ask how I am, I say I'm fine. You ask if I'm mad at you anymore, but heck yeah, I'm fricken angry! I can't forgive you for what you've done. You've hurt me, and others, too much. So say farewell to our friendship.

Not just weird, but rude.

What's life without a crush or best friend? My crush moved and so did my BFF. I am heartbroken and sad. Life bores me. My chapters with my crush and BFF are still not complete. I tried so hard to get my BFF, then she moves. Every day, memories of both of them randomly fill my mind, then pain take its place. It's been months since I have seen my crush, and i still miss him. Its been weeks since I have seen my BFF, and life is just not the same. I miss both of you!

But, you have us, Autumn, and you can come vent to me on A/N, okay?!

Kay :D

WHY DO I always have to leave when we are talking!! Argghh!
Meet you at AN and I will talk/vent as long as I can.

Great job! :D I've been dancing since I was 2 (ballet, hip-hop, jazz, tap, contemporary... although my hip-hop... is .... interesting). Are you trying to be a drill team type dancer or a jazz one or a ballet or contemporary?

Personally, contemporary and modern are my favorites :)