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maxi 11-16-2012 01:17 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363753)
So? <:^J Forget them. In a few years, they'll be jealous that you can talk to the girls without making a fool out of yourself, like how they always do. However, I know how you feel. x_x I've never been able to fit in with the girl cliques at school. I always hung out with the guys because the girls always irritated me. -_- That, of course, got me everything from saying I had a crush on one (or all...wat? o_o) of my guy pals, to being called a lesbian. o_e I don't know if your situation is that bad, but, point is, I know how you feel, kinda.

Loneliness comes with being unique. Especially when your a writer, for some unknown reason. <:^J Plus, all adolescence go through a period of loneliness, just because their brains are changing how it processes emotions and stuff, which is kind of unavoidable. x_x I'm sorry you feel like that, Max. I wish I could help.

People try to stay away from me because they think I'm stupid. o_o They think that I can't consider anything straight and that, to me, feels like I'm a lonely person and nobody cares about me. ,_, Screw 'em. Haters gonna hate; writers gonna write...and be lonely with only a mind of characters to think of. Ashley, I have loneliness stuck in me and that is why people avoid me.

Because I'm a "retard" or a "fa**ot".
They can get lost. o_e

otaku 11-16-2012 01:19 AM

numbly saddened/heart's rended/ cleav'd in two

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 01:24 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363756)
People try to stay away from me because they think I'm stupid. o_o They think that I can't consider anything straight and that, to me, feels like I'm a lonely person and nobody cares about me. ,_, Screw 'em. Haters gonna hate; writers gonna write...and be lonely with only a mind of characters to think of. Ashley, I have loneliness stuck in me and that is why people avoid me.

Because I'm a "retard" or a "fa**ot".
They can get lost. o_e

Wow, Max. I will say this too, you are not retard. Sure we all have bad days and make mistakes, everyone does. I wish i could put it in a better way to comprehend, being we all have different faiths in such, but, I love you :D Ash loves you, APO loves you, A LOT OF PEOPLE LOVE YOU! Including my God, but I don't want to push religion on you or anything, so ya. But if that doesn't make any difference than I don't know what does :)

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 01:25 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363756)
People try to stay away from me because they think I'm stupid. o_o They think that I can't consider anything straight and that, to me, feels like I'm a lonely person and nobody cares about me. ,_, Screw 'em. Haters gonna hate; writers gonna write...and be lonely with only a mind of characters to think of. Ashley, I have loneliness stuck in me and that is why people avoid me.

Because I'm a "retard" or a "fa**ot".
They can get lost. o_e

O__O You are NOT stupid, Max. You're not ANY of those things!!! You're intelligent and funny and deep and an amazing friend. Those guys are totally missing out on having you as a friend. People don't avoid you because you're lonely... <:^/ People avoid you because you're unique and they know they're just commonplace people, so they get jealous, and think it will make the jealousy go away if they avoid you. The loneliness isn't stuck in you. I used to feel that way all the time. (I still do, sometimes, and it makes me feel like I'm drowning in the silence in the room and no one wants to rescue me...) You need to remind yourself that there ARE people out there that care about you. I care about you, everyone on KP cares about you, your anonymous guest readers care about you, your parents care about you, your sibling(s) care about you, and many MANY more people also care about you. <:^)

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 01:26 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363757)
numbly saddened/heart's rended/ cleav'd in two

;w; *hugs* It's okay, APO...

maxi 11-16-2012 01:26 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 363758)
Wow, Max. I will say this too, you are not retard. Sure we all have bad days and make mistakes, everyone does. I wish i could put it in a better way to comprehend, being we all have different faiths in such, but, I love you :D Ash loves you, APO loves you, A LOT OF PEOPLE LOVE YOU! Including my God, but I don't want to push religion on you or anything, so ya. But if that doesn't make any difference than I don't know what does :)

Kendra, sorry, I may go spazz here but you CANNOT bring God into what I have been currently experiencing in my school days. Our god has nothing to do with this and I just can't keep in mind that you would say such a thing but I don't want religion to be put onto this.

o_e Ramble. Sorry.

Thanks; it's not here; it's school, Kendra.

maxi 11-16-2012 01:28 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363759)
O__O You are NOT stupid, Max. You're not ANY of those things!!! You're intelligent and funny and deep and an amazing friend. Those guys are totally missing out on having you as a friend. People don't avoid you because you're lonely... <:^/ People avoid you because you're unique and they know they're just commonplace people, so they get jealous, and think it will make the jealousy go away if they avoid you. The loneliness isn't stuck in you. I used to feel that way all the time. (I still do, sometimes, and it makes me feel like I'm drowning in the silence in the room and no one wants to rescue me...) You need to remind yourself that there ARE people out there that care about you. I care about you, everyone on KP cares about you, your anonymous guest readers care about you, your parents care about you, your sibling(s) care about you, and many MANY more people also care about you. <:^)

Ash, thanks, but they are NOT jealous of me. <:^/ They embarassed me online. I can't accept that jealousy theory.

otaku 11-16-2012 01:30 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363760)
;w; *hugs* It's okay, APO...

The state of the world... It depresses me. Ugh, I'm finding my earphones so that I can ruin my hearing without waking my sister up before i start getting anymore sad...

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 01:33 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363762)
Ash, thanks, but they are NOT jealous of me. <:^/ They embarassed me online. I can't accept that jealousy theory.

You'd be surprised, but people get jealous over the tiniest of things...if someone they like talks to you, people get jealous...if they wish they were better at a subject and see you getting A's, they get jealous...stuff like that can make kids go nuts. x_x

But, if you're really sure that's not it, then they're being malicious because they have no other way to vent their own anger. e_e Which is imbecilic and immature and just plain WRONG. Mind if I ask what happened online...? D:

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 01:35 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363763)
The state of the world... It depresses me. Ugh, I'm finding my earphones so that I can ruin my hearing without waking my sister up before i start getting anymore sad...

The state of the world IS horrible. x_x That's why I don't watch the news anymore. However, APO, I don't know what you believe in, but...the world is going to heal. Mankind won't ruin the planet totally. It will heal in time. You just have to try not to let it bother you, since it's out of our hands at the moment. <:^J Things WILL get better.

maxi 11-16-2012 01:35 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363764)
You'd be surprised, but people get jealous over the tiniest of things...if someone they like talks to you, people get jealous...if they wish they were better at a subject and see you getting A's, they get jealous...stuff like that can make kids go nuts. x_x

But, if you're really sure that's not it, then they're being malicious because they have no other way to vent their own anger. e_e Which is imbecilic and immature and just plain WRONG. Mind if I ask what happened online...? D:

thisdudeputavideoofme,sayingthatilikethisgirl.

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 01:35 AM

Why is everyone writing in white?! ;w; *flails*

maxi 11-16-2012 01:37 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363767)
Why is everyone writing in white?! ;w; *flails*

'cause we all depressed.

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 01:40 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363768)
'cause we all depressed.

D8 But...white text is supposed to be for when you're nervous about everybody seeing what you're talking about, not when you're depressed...it makes stuff MORE DEPRESSING when everybody writes in white!!!! *whines like a sad puppy*

otaku 11-16-2012 01:40 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363765)
The state of the world IS horrible. x_x That's why I don't watch the news anymore. However, APO, I don't know what you believe in, but...the world is going to heal. Mankind won't ruin the planet totally. It will heal in time. You just have to try not to let it bother you, since it's out of our hands at the moment. <:^J Things WILL get better.

Fun.'s album was made for me right now. "Carry On," "It Gets Better," "One Foot."
Yeah, I think I'll take a deep breath, and try and believe that. Though it's hard sometimes thinking of the stuff that happens day to day... That's why I'm glad I can write. Otherwise, I think I'd just get swallowed, no return. No more surface, just bottom. I think I'm going to write a depressing short story that won't strike me as depressing, but people will tell me as so :/ I don't vent well.

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 01:42 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363766)
thisdudeputavideoofme,sayingthatilikethisgirl.

Whaaaat? o_O But, wait...not to make you more embarrassed about this--I SWEAR, I won't laugh or think less of you, but....what do you mean? Was it an actual video of you talking about a girl, or, something else...?

otaku 11-16-2012 01:43 AM

Everyone on here, listen to this, now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efGMdKAX5kU
Not sure if it's depressing, or uplifting. A bit of both, I think.

maxi 11-16-2012 01:45 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363771)
Whaaaat? o_O But, wait...not to make you more embarrassed about this--I SWEAR, I won't laugh or think less of you, but....what do you mean? Was it an actual video of you talking about a girl, or, something else...?

Talking about the girl and he videovkfopvkopkcedk0. Ignore my sobbing. X'D

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 01:49 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363772)
Everyone on here, listen to this, now: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=efGMdKAX5kU
Not sure if it's depressing, or uplifting. A bit of both, I think.

APO!! *flail* I 'm sorry I didn't see this earlier! You awesome amazing and make the world a little bit brighter! You make a lot of people happy (including me) and I LOVE YOU, as a good friend :D

otaku 11-16-2012 01:51 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 363774)
APO!! *flail* I 'm sorry I didn't see this earlier! You awesome amazing and make the world a little bit brighter! You make a lot of people happy (including me) and I LOVE YOU, as a good friend :D

I'm going to play it gets better on loop now, so it's funky rhythm can side with your words in combating the cesspit of weird that is my mind.

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 01:53 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363775)
I'm going to play it gets better on loop now, so it's funky rhythm can side with your words in combating the cesspit of weird that is my mind.

Good idea. :D

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 01:54 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363773)
Talking about the girl and he videovkfopvkopkcedk0. Ignore my sobbing. X'D


HE VIDEO TAPED YOU?! O_e What an inconsiderate jerk!!!!! Ugh, Max...I'm so sorry. x_x You didn't deserve that. But, in all honesty, if you really do like this girl, it's nothing to be embarrassed about. I know that's easier said than done, but it's true. <:^J *pats you on the back* You'll survive this. Don't worry.

otaku 11-16-2012 01:55 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 363776)
Good idea. :D

:) You heard of Fun.? *band*

maxi 11-16-2012 01:56 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363777)

HE VIDEO TAPED YOU?! O_e What an inconsiderate jerk!!!!! Ugh, Max...I'm so sorry. x_x You didn't deserve that. But, in all honesty, if you really do like this girl, it's nothing to be embarrassed about. I know that's easier said than done, but it's true. <:^J *pats you on the back* You'll survive this. Don't worry.

I do like the girl. She is nice and very honest to me...

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 01:59 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363775)
I'm going to play it gets better on loop now, so it's funky rhythm can side with your words in combating the cesspit of weird that is my mind.

Good idea. :D

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 02:01 AM

FOR APO:

You make the world a little brighter
Like a flame flaring up the dark.
You make me feel a little stronger
You give life a little spark.
You make me taller,
Greater.
Higher.
When I need help I'll
Call you, cry, and sigh
"Thank you."

otaku 11-16-2012 02:01 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 363780)
Good idea. :D

and yet, somehow, depressing thigs still keep coming. *sighs* The majority of my music is not... upbeat. I think I'm going to waste data and listen to that particular song I found, and Caramelldansen.

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 02:03 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363783)
and yet, somehow, depressing thigs still keep coming. *sighs* The majority of my music is not... upbeat. I think I'm going to waste data and listen to that particular song I found, and Caramelldansen.

Did you see it?

otaku 11-16-2012 02:04 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 363781)
FOR APO:

You make the world a little brighter
Like a flame flaring up the dark.
You make me feel a little stronger
You give life a little spark.
You make me taller,
Greater.
Higher.
When I need help I'll
Call you, cry, and sigh
"Thank you."

Thank you :)
you're a great person. I'm going to cry sweetly now over that, and not be abe to stop smiling. I'm going to put this on my wall, and not take it down.

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 02:04 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363779)
I do like the girl. She is nice and very honest to me...

Well, then, that's great! ^_^ It's nice to know someone who's nice and honest. The people who make fun of you for it are immature and don't deserve your attention at all. Just try to pretend they're just chattering, stupid birds and ignore them. Crushes and love aren't something to be made fun of. o_o AT ALL.

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 02:06 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363785)
Thank you :)
you're a great person. I'm going to cry sweetly now over that, and not be abe to stop smiling. I'm going to put this on my wall, and not take it down.

Aw, thanks, posting it on Kp too so everyone can see what a great person you are. But I have to g o now. Bye :D

maxi 11-16-2012 02:07 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363786)
Well, then, that's great! ^_^ It's nice to know someone who's nice and honest. The people who make fun of you for it are immature and don't deserve your attention at all. Just try to pretend they're just chattering, stupid birds and ignore them. Crushes and love aren't something to be made fun of. o_o AT ALL.

i like this girl and yep.

otaku 11-16-2012 02:08 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 363787)
Aw, thanks, posting it on Kp too so everyone can see what a great person you are. But I have to g o now. Bye :D

Thank you for helping me out. :)

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 02:08 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363789)
Thank you for helping me out. :)

Any day :D

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 02:09 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363788)
i like this girl and yep.

Do you only get to see her at school? (You don't have to answer that. I'm just curious. ^_^)

otaku 11-16-2012 02:09 AM

Alphaville and Kendra will save me from my deep and darkness. Thanks to both.

maxi 11-16-2012 02:13 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363791)
Do you only get to see her at school? (You don't have to answer that. I'm just curious. ^_^)

Yes. Unfortunately. x_x I want to see her more. dkasjkdopsjcopdskpcskcokcioijdsicjodjdpI just freaking said that. FUUUUF(joifjd

bookworm1999 11-16-2012 02:16 AM

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 363792)
Alphaville and Kendra will save me from my deep and darkness. Thanks to both.

Haha, yes we will. I'd become knight worthy any say to save you :)

TheAshWolf 11-16-2012 02:19 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 363793)
Yes. Unfortunately. x_x I want to see her more. dkasjkdopsjcopdskpcskcokcioijdsicjodjdpI just freaking said that. FUUUUF(joifjd

Don't be embarrassed! That's emotional progress. ^_^

maxi 11-16-2012 02:20 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 363795)
Don't be embarrassed! That's emotional progress. ^_^

Thanks, Ashley. Did you have a crush or went out with anybody? *don't need to answer that*


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