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I care. What's wrong?

How did you come close?

O_O H-h-h-how? *immediately thinks of that crazy day* Gosh, it feels like a lifetime ago... *stares into space for a moment* :o I'd rather not say. *kicks a random pebble awkwardly*

Girls at my school: Dafuq? You're too young to date? How do you even go on one? You can't drive, you're thirteen!
You break up the next day, anyway!

I'm the only sensible person in a sea of idiots.

I agree, but maybe not in that usage of words, hehe :D I don't date either :)

Oh dear god please please please please PLEASE make him let me go back, please please please, I'm not SICK, I'm FINE goddamit I am FINE. D:<

Those are just some of the MANY reasons why I've never been out on a date. o_o

Kids these days don't have a clue. -_-

Agreed............

Happy.
Happy happy happy happy.
For the first time in a month, where I've had lingering depressional thoughts and been kinda out of it, I think I might really, truly be happy.
THE LIST OF THING THAT MAKE ME SMILE:
~The Play I was in today... we were amazing ;-; oh god, i love my school so much. the sound effects and tech all fixed all the kinks, the stage hands were great, and oh god the actors... my homefries... i love everyone so much we were amazing :'D
~My crush :'D I think he finally likes me. Not, like, LIKE-LIKES me, but he likes me as a person. Respects me. and my acting...(?) He was stage hands, and every time I had a line, i glanced at him. he was smiling <3 and after the play, all the eighth graders (and one seventh grader xD) were hangin' at the tower and he was one of them and ohmigod i love him and i mad him laugh and junk
~My appearance. I'm starting to lose weight.
~I think i might be slightly more popular now :] not that that kind of stuff really matters to me, but i feel more liked and more at ease around my classmates
~MY LOVELY FRIENDS. <3 Sophia, Heather, Katie, Eilean, and Marzi, mostly, but Hannah, Grace, Penina, Carmen, Callie, Livi, Lauren, Catherine asdfggjhkkl; the most amazing people ever :'D even all those boys who annoy me... gawd i love them


Yeah.
I'm happy.
(:

Do I have a crush or am I just randomly staring at her? ._.

Pretend it's the latter. Life is much easier that way.

Pokey, can i have a cover request?

._. What's a latter?

Translation; pretend it's the second.

I KNOW. I'm so proud whenever someone posts happiness. :'D

He's awesome. The only thing is he's popular, but according to friends, he smiled and laughed during all my lines... *le dreamy sigh*
And THANKS. :D

I think it is me having a crush.

I've a crush.

Post it on the thread, I'll try to get to it. xD

Yes, but like you said, pretend that you're just staring at the back of her head. So much simpler.

Maybe this will cheer you up: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0RMDVDPFEv0

Or this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QsmL-Xe783c

The first is awesome. :D

I don't know.

Well, you're too young to date anyway.

MY FEELS
MY FEELS ARE KILLING ME
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AxZYAp6KOhQ

Are you referring to me?

Yes.

I mean, crushes are okay, but you're too young to date. It's kinda silly, you can't drive or go anywhere and you don't even know what you're doing, really...

I wasn't going to date. XD That would be rather stupid.

Exactly why it is best to ignore her for now.

What if I can't? *sighs*

Then... try to become friends with her, if you aren't already. But don't make it obvious that you have a crush on her. I dunno. *twitches* I'm bad at this stuff.

To make up for my bad advice, her's a book cover I made for Future Wars. :D http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/album.p...pictureid=5592

I saw the cover and commented. :D

Thanks for trying to help, bud. <:^J

I read it and commented back. :D

Your welcome.

YAY. You love me. :D

I finally broke out of it. Every single time I saw someone post on here, my heart broke into smaller pieces. But now- pity- no. Last night, I thought I wold have to do the sound for the play all alone, and I broke. I cried hysterically into a pillow, and killed several pieces of paper, by the way of crumpling and throwing them with force into the trash. But it's gone. All gone. Now, I AM happy, I couldn't be happier. The play was amazing, the actors were perfect, on cue, the sound went perfectly, and Heather showed up- THANK YOU HEATHER- and I want to cry, because life is so perfect.

Reasons I'm Mad/Sad:

~My friend is a liar.
~I'm crushing on my best guyfriend, but he has a girlfriend.
~I have a big project due Monday and me and my friend have to get together over the weekend to work on it but my parents won't let me skip church. *eyeroll*
~I'm NEVER allowed to skip church.

Reasons I'm Happy/Excited:

~My group's KYA bill got picked.
~I get to see my best guyfriend twice a week.
~My best guyfriend is going to KYA, too.
~I have finally mastered The Cup Song. :D
~Mom is bringing home pizza tonight for dinner.

What I Hate About Myself:

~My nose is too big.
~My teeth and gapped out.
~My soccer thighs are huuuuge.

What I Love About Myself:

~Personality
~Choice in friends
~Body
~Attitude (for the most part)
~My Laugh (or "cackle" as my friends call it XD)


I don't know...my feelings are all over the place. I'm trying to tell myself I'm happy, but it's honestly back and forth. Things just don't seem worth the effort anymore. I wish people didn't change, and everything didn't get so difficult. This kinda helped me, though. Making those lists ^^. It's Friday, and I'm just going to try to enjoy it.