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bookworm1999 01-17-2013 03:44 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408982)
Thanks. (: I am loved?
(*sulks happily*) This is meant to be! 8^)
No, it is not crap crap but worse. ^_^ jafkfkkcrlk WHATEVER WHO CARES ABOUT ME x___x
(*glomps you*)

Yesh ^-^ By many in fact, shall I mention Ary who labels you as the 'sweet' guy. LST who thinks you're undoubtedly awesome. Ash, who is always by our sides, now why wouldn't she care if she wanted to help? DR, Tess, Tyger, Rachel, Lauren, Lily, Me XD Too many to say you aren't love Max. We all care :)
*hugs*

maxi 01-17-2013 03:47 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 408984)
Yesh ^-^ By many in fact, shall I mention Ary who labels you as the 'sweet' guy. LST who thinks you're undoubtedly awesome. Ash, who is always by our sides, now why wouldn't she care if she wanted to help? DR, Tess, Tyger, Rachel, Lauren, Lily, Me XD Too many to say you aren't love Max. We all care :)
*hugs*

I feel like I wanna write a rant. Maybe tonight.

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 03:48 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408985)
I feel like I wanna write a rant. Maybe tonight.

You mean word vomit?

maxi 01-17-2013 03:49 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 408986)
You mean word vomit?

Nope. A rant about something particular...

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 03:50 AM

I
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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408987)
Nope. A rant about something particular...

Okay... don't know if I should ask what it is or not....*meep*

LaurenM 01-17-2013 03:50 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408945)
i dunno how I feel but it is not good

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 408967)
ive just been crying and crying and cutting and cutting and i hate it but i can't just ugh why me

Sometimes we all wish we can switch off for a while...can you try and lose yourself in something?
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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408971)
meh I just think that I need to be better than I am. :/ I am not perfect but I dun wanna be and I feel like plain crap. >_> asdfghjkl

I wouldn't want to be perfect. I've always hated how Gary-Stu-ish that guy in the Chinese textbooks is. No one is. Everyone feels like a fail sometimes.
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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 408984)
Yesh ^-^ By many in fact, shall I mention Ary who labels you as the 'sweet' guy. LST who thinks you're undoubtedly awesome. Ash, who is always by our sides, now why wouldn't she care if she wanted to help? DR, Tess, Tyger, Rachel, Lauren, Lily, Me XD Too many to say you aren't love Max. We all care :)
*hugs*

/nods. We do.

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 03:51 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 408989)
Sometimes we all wish we can switch off for a while...can you try and lose yourself in something?


I wouldn't want to be perfect. I've always hated how Gary-Stu-ish that guy in the Chinese textbooks is. No one is. Everyone feels like a fail sometimes.

/nods. We do.

*points finger at Lauren*
Seeee!?!

maxi 01-17-2013 03:51 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 408988)
I

Okay... don't know if I should ask what it is or not....*meep*

Wonderful yet absolutely terrible high school nerves.

maxi 01-17-2013 03:53 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 408989)
Sometimes we all wish we can switch off for a while...can you try and lose yourself in something?


I wouldn't want to be perfect. I've always hated how Gary-Stu-ish that guy in the Chinese textbooks is. No one is. Everyone feels like a fail sometimes.

/nods. We do.

Lauren.
Can I like glomp you hard?

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 03:53 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408991)
Wonderful yet absolutely terrible high school nerves.

Ha, high school nerves? I'm going into high school next year..... some days I'm glad I'm homeschooled.... XD

maxi 01-17-2013 04:00 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 408993)
Ha, high school nerves? I'm going into high school next year..... some days I'm glad I'm homeschooled.... XD

I am scared of it. ;v;

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 04:04 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408994)
I am scared of it. ;v;

I understand why, I'm not saying you shouldn't be. But really when you look at it, its just school. I have heard that all the popularity crap leaves, heard some of it stays. You can be scared, but we are right here, your friends at home are, your fam. Ha, heck, we can be scared together :)

maxi 01-17-2013 04:06 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 408995)
I understand why, I'm not saying you shouldn't be. But really when you look at it, its just school. I have heard that all the popularity crap leaves, heard some of it stays. You can be scared, but we are right here, your friends at home are, your fam. Ha, heck, we can be scared together :)

Popularity doesnt matter. 0_o
I am just worried of it.
I might be some new nerd there...
...but I just want to live there and not not get to work. P:

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 04:09 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408996)
Popularity doesnt matter. 0_o
I am just worried of it.
I might be some new nerd there...
...but I just want to live there and not not get to work. P:

I know it doesn't mattwr, that's my point. Everyone that thinks they're cool, hip, stylish, modern, powerful or whatever, people say that they basically leave that behind in middle school. Some don't say that, it all depends. I didn't get the last sentence....

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 04:47 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 408998)
Going to high school in 12 days, yay, get my laptop back ^_^

Your going into highschool? I'm already halfway through the semester and is in 8th. I am turning 14 on Sunday. Meh....

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 04:48 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 408999)
About the stylish bit... The most popular girl in my grade isn't actually too pretty... honestly, I think I'm prettier than her. She has wrinkles and she's 12 xD

still fighting tears

Wo. Interesting.

I'm sorry girl. You're fine, you are alright and you have to tell yourself that. Let yourself believe you're fine. *hugs and doesn't let go*

LaurenM 01-17-2013 07:46 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 408992)
Lauren.
Can I like glomp you hard?

I guess. However, I have a cold, so don't blame me if I sneeze into you xD

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 408999)
About the stylish bit... The most popular girl in my grade isn't actually too pretty... honestly, I think I'm prettier than her. She has wrinkles and she's 12 xD

still fighting tears

Seriously, what made you relapse?
I still love knives, but I swing them around (kitchen knives >_>) and dig them into walls when I feel like cutting. Or stabbing something.

soph-soph27 01-17-2013 08:37 AM

http://www.kidpub.com/story/what-if-...below-12-18451

Something I did awhile ago on Microsoft Word. It was a spontaneous vent.

soph-soph27 01-17-2013 08:59 AM

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 408441)
Jaaaaayy H.?

Maybe. But also the general populace. *holding virtual brick that I intend to throw at them through computers*

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 02:22 PM

Wishes to shoot self and fall over due to my aching amount of annoyingness I burst with and choke people with. They say I'm not, but I can't tell if its truth or just fake reassurance....

DragonRider 01-17-2013 02:50 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 409256)
Wishes to shoot self and fall over due to my aching amount of annoyingness I burst with and choke people with. They say I'm not, but I can't tell if its truth or just fake reassurance....

WHAAAAAT NOOOOOO.
YOU ARE AWESOME.
AWESOMENESS PERSONIFIED.
ANNOYINGNESS IS AWESOME TOO. *high fives* ANNOYING AWESOMENESS BUDDIES.

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 02:55 PM

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Originally Posted by DragonRider (Post 409270)
WHAAAAAT NOOOOOO.
YOU ARE AWESOME.
AWESOMENESS PERSONIFIED.
ANNOYINGNESS IS AWESOME TOO. *high fives* ANNOYING AWESOMENESS BUDDIES.

Some people don't think so....

DragonRider 01-17-2013 02:57 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 409274)
Some people don't think so....

*prepares to throw tanto from sleeve*
*asks casually* So... Who was this?

And anyway, since when did we care what society thinks? XD

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 02:59 PM

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Originally Posted by DragonRider (Post 409276)
*prepares to throw tanto from sleeve*
*asks casually* So... Who was this?

And anyway, since when did we care what society thinks? XD

Well its different when they are a close friend and you want to respect them and their feelings but can't help but ask and then feel overwhelming ignorance or guilt...

DragonRider 01-17-2013 03:01 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 409279)
Well its different when they are a close friend and you want to respect them and their feelings but can't help but ask and then feel overwhelming ignorance or guilt...

Oh, I remember when my best friend (literally like a sister to me) decided she hated me and that I was annoying. Broke my heart - she was one of my only true friends. D:
*hugs* It's hard, and takes a while to get over, but you will get over it. *glomps* You are awesome.

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 03:03 PM

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Originally Posted by DragonRider (Post 409281)
Oh, I remember when my best friend (literally like a sister to me) decided she hated me and that I was annoying. Broke my heart - she was one of my only true friends. D:
*hugs* It's hard, and takes a while to get over, but you will get over it. *glomps* You are awesome.

Thanks..*hugs back* I still feel totally terrible though. I mean she didnt say it but I can just tell, tell that she doesn't want to be around me or ignores me...
/isanattentionseekerme

DragonRider 01-17-2013 03:26 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 409285)
Thanks..*hugs back* I still feel totally terrible though. I mean she didnt say it but I can just tell, tell that she doesn't want to be around me or ignores me...
/isanattentionseekerme

/highfives We are both attention seekers, then... XD /brohug
Look, if you feel like that, then just leave her. I mean, if she does think things like that, she doesn't deserve to be your friend. YOU ARE TO EPYKFUL TO DEAL WITH PEOPLE LIKE THAT.

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 03:30 PM

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Originally Posted by DragonRider (Post 409304)
/highfives We are both attention seekers, then... XD /brohug

But I don't want to be an attention seeker. That's selfish, I don't want to be known for that, clinging to anyone and everyone for attention to the point where she irritates everyone so much their ears begin to bleed... not me, I don't want to be known for that -_-

DragonRider 01-17-2013 03:42 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 409305)
But I don't want to be an attention seeker. That's selfish, I don't want to be known for that, clinging to anyone and everyone for attention to the point where she irritates everyone so much their ears begin to bleed... not me, I don't want to be known for that -_-

*hugs* Hey, listen, you can't change who you are. You can try, but then people love someone who is not you.
I'm sorry, I'm not good at advice... *feels helpless*

bookworm1999 01-17-2013 03:47 PM

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Originally Posted by DragonRider (Post 409314)
*hugs* Hey, listen, you can't change who you are. You can try, but then people love someone who is not you.
I'm sorry, I'm not good at advice... *feels helpless*

I don't think its who I am but what I havp secretly clung to as something to fill my emotion tank; friends and wanted attention. But I need to realize they won't, as much as I love them, as much as anyone would. I already know who I must cling to... and I been ignoring him.
No you're not *huggles and doesn't let go* you listened, that's all that matters.

HeatherB 01-17-2013 08:15 PM

DEAR DAD
DON'T LOOK AT MY MOTHERFUCKING COMPUTER SCREEN OR I WILL CUT A BITCH
LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER WHO IS TIRED OF BEING HARASSED


adskghjsagdkh

AlgebraAddict 01-17-2013 08:22 PM

I hate them. I hate a lot of things. I feel really bad. I should probably just hate them, because hating things is what I'm good at. I hate you. There.

MaryElizabeth 01-17-2013 09:23 PM

You're not supposed to like the feeling of revenge, but I'm not supposed to do a lot of things. For once, she was the spectacle, I was the one who laughed and won the argument. I don't need to do anything else, I'll leave her be. I love revenge, even though that statement makes me sound like a murderer.

HeatherB 01-17-2013 09:30 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 409500)
DEAR DAD
DON'T LOOK AT MY MOTHERFUCKING COMPUTER SCREEN OR I WILL CUT A BITCH
LOVE YOUR DAUGHTER WHO IS TIRED OF BEING HARASSED


adskghjsagdkh

DAD
STOP
PLEASE
NO I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS FOR HIGH SCHOOL
YES I AM CRYING BECAUSE YOU ARE BERATING ME
OH YOU DON'T CARE YOU MADE ME CRY
I EXPeCTED THAT
but it still hurts

L.S.Trendom 01-17-2013 09:31 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 409570)
DAD
STOP
PLEASE
NO I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS FOR HIGH SCHOOL
YES I AM CRYING BECAUSE YOU ARE BERATING ME
OH YOU DON'T CARE YOU MADE ME CRY
I EXPeCTED THAT
but it still hurts

*hugs*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hCg8DsJv-t4
maybe he does care, somewhere inside, but he's just not showing itů

TheAshWolf 01-17-2013 09:31 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 409570)
DAD
STOP
PLEASE
NO I DON'T WANT TO DO THIS FOR HIGH SCHOOL
YES I AM CRYING BECAUSE YOU ARE BERATING ME
OH YOU DON'T CARE YOU MADE ME CRY
I EXPeCTED THAT
but it still hurts

;w; I don't know what to say, Heather.....I'm so sorry you're going through this. I wish I could make him stop. *hugs*

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m39zf1KJ5G1qg8thq.gif

He does care about you, I'm sure. He just wants what's best for you, and thinks he knows what that is, even though it may not be.
People are complicated like that. ._.

HeatherB 01-17-2013 09:40 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 409573)
*hugs*
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hCg8DsJv-t4
maybe he does care, somewhere inside, but he's just not showing itů

Thank you. *hugs back*
I guess so. It's mostly just that he's so convinced that he knows what's right for me and I don't, when, in fact, it's the exact opposite. ;w;
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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 409574)
;w; I don't know what to say, Heather.....I'm so sorry you're going through this. I wish I could make him stop. *hugs*

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m39zf1KJ5G1qg8thq.gif

He does care about you, I'm sure. He just wants what's best for you, and thinks he knows what that is, even though it may not be.
People are complicated like that. ._.

*returns hug*

Yes, that's exactly it.
Unfortunately.

HeatherB 01-17-2013 10:06 PM

Me right now:
http://media.tumblr.com/eaaeae51bb22...Bsv1qidfg2.png

TheAshWolf 01-17-2013 10:12 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 409597)

Me right now: *as le kitty*

http://gifs.gifbin.com/052012/1337880370_cat_hug.gif

toriluv91750 01-17-2013 11:15 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 409616)
Every time I go to post here, I stop myself because my problems are really tiny compared to yours.

Dito

Why does there have to be ten characters? There?! Is that enough for you you stupid computer?! Thank you!


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