ohk well that's good then c:

hey i don't know you v well but you should know that everyone here and everyone irl would care so much. pretty much what milo and theashwolf said okay you've come so far and you are a strong person who will make it through this and life will get better. this is so hypocritical but please keep living for something, art, music, writing, and in time you will live for yourself bc you deserve to be happy c: *awkwardly trails off haha*

Nonononononononono. Stop. Just stop. That's the wrong way to sort things out :( I'm really sorry that things are bad for you right now, and i know you probably get tired of hearing this, but things will get better. I can promise you that. It may seem impossible to see things getting better and brighter right now but time can do amazing things. There are other ways to deal with sorrow and anger, but thinkig about harming yourself won't solve any problems. What was that quote....suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem? It went something like that I think. I don't know. But whatever's happening right now will come to an end eventually, so please try to keep your head up! So many people on here care for you and will try to help you through what you're going through. So please stay strong :(

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
I LOST THiS WRITING CONTEST
LITERALLY HALF OF THE PEOPLE WHO ENTERED GOT SOME RECOGNITION
WAS I REALLY THAT BAD
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i'm so mad
i had this plan worked out for this morning where i was going to get up like two hours early and get tons of stuff done for the week so that i wouldn't have to stress about it
but i set my alarm wrong - for 4 pm instead of am
and it's awful because this isn't the first time something has gone wrong like this and i keep trying to do well but something goes wrong and i just
it's affecting me more than it should

omg. Omg. omg. omg.
i hhate when people r like "im soo fat lol I have rolls on my tummy I'm so obese!!!" like?? no……omg…omg……u r literally just… omg…..
like u may have some tummy tub….or some extra junk on ya thighs……but you're not fat. you HAVE fat. You're NOT fat. IM not fat anymore—I still have fat I'm tryna lose, yea, but I'm not fat, ok. I used to be fat. and i still feel like i am most of the time because im still not average-sized. so when u say that ur fat and u weight about 30 pounds less than me, do you……do u even realize what that's like? have u ever had someone scrunch their nose in disgust when someone else asked if they would date you? have u ever have someone say to the brattiest girl in class "I would even date [your name] over you!", like you're the worst of the worst to be compared to? has anyone ever called you A pig, or a cow, or a hippo, or a fat lady, because those are all equivalent when it comes to things you would kill not to be? have you ever jammed your fingers down your throat until you sobbed and wretched, starved yourself until you couldn't sleep, worked yourself until you curled up and wailed, or clawed at yourself until your skin bled because you weren't good enough in your own skin?
because you were fat?

i can feel myself slowly slippingback into depression.fucckkcck

i can help u with inattentive/mixed adhd !!!

Also, a lot has happened in the last week

hi hello i am very cold and broken because even though i convince myself i am normal i will never experience the awesomeness of a crush or whatever and that apparently makes me less of a person

hey you are absolutely not less of a person or cold or broken. there is nothing wrong with you and anyone that tries to convince you otherwise is just awful ok *hugs*