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i don't typically come on here but god my day was just. exhausting. emotionally, physically - i'm so so tired and i want to crawl in bed and sleep for maybe a month and i just feel really shitty today
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like, what right do you have to say that my parents are losing their relationship with my brother and i because they have their own way of reprimanding us
i made a joke you wouldn't get at dinner and you're just saying everything bad to YOUR family i don't give a **** that you're my grandmother it's how our family works, deal with it do you have any idea that i'm in the next room, listening to your little speech on everything that's bad about our family? you've only been here for four months and you're already acting like you're the boss you just call your family back in china as soon as my parents and my brother leave and start spouting bad things about our family? low. i'm done with you |
some positivity!!!
im so motivated today and idk if its just the adhd med or just that today is a good day but i hope it continues!! today just feels like a good day. i dont know im in a good mood and i love how i look and more importantly, i really like who i am and im so glad i chose recovery. im so glad i am alive right now. please keep going guys and seek help if you need it. it is so scary but it is so so worth it ! |
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I hope your good day continues (forever!) and know u can always e-mail me if you get upset |
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altho tomorrow testing for private elite high school and anxiety and death and shtuff |
Only now am I truly realizing how alone I am. All because I'm too afraid to show people who I really am. Frick, I don't even know who I am. Here I was thinking that I had finally found some real friends and I don't know anymore I'm just so done with everything I need to lie down and sleep for the rest of eternity I'm done I'm done.
Frick why are there no stars I don't know I know the stars aren't important I just don't like talking about my real feelings so I need the stars to talk anout and I need to talk about how much I hate where I live and how much I hate all this other petty crap just because I don't want to address my real issues which is that I'm alone and I hate who I've become and I don't want to be this this can't be me it just can't I'm supposed to be a heroine like all those goshdang books friggin tell me to be right I'm supposed to be happier and wittier and nicer and skinnier and more beautiful and I'm supposed to make people happy and be radiant but I'm not I'm not and I never will be I'm not going to be who I thought I was supposed to be and I honestly don't know what I'm going to do and frick this is long I'm sorry I'm sorry I'll stop now. |
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