ily all so much <3

It really would, I wish sexuality and crap was just something you automatically just Know. LIke, am I straight or bi or a lesbian or what? I usually write or draw or something, but I feel like I dont have enough time. I have a huge research paper and a project with a paper due in about a month. I just have no idea what I'm doing or how to actually research it and not bs like in the middle school era of my life and through to now. I feel like Mr. T expects me to know though, and I don't feel like I can do it and I'm just stressed about it. And because I'm trying to figure that out I don't feel like I have time for my art and crap which is my kinda outlet. paradoxical. I probably should talk to him, but i feel like he's not going to tell me something I don't already know, like be independant, budget your time well and work hard. I try really hard at all the above but it's difficult to do stuff when I don't want to which feels like all the time now. And that makes me stress about what real college is going to be like, since it's only a year and a half away, roughly. Thanks, that means a lot to mean. I'll try to remember that, since I forget everything constantly.

i just read one of the best books i have read in my entire life
i put a book review on the nsp it's that good
wow

shh Sravani don't give up and wait it out. it might not change fast but it will, i believe that, and when it does, you will most definitely deserve it. i know how you feel, i keep doing the same bad things (lazy, prideful, especially) but life is breaking out of ruts and getting into new ones, and very little is in your control, even your ownself. but you'll find your niche, don't worry... just keep trying, but don't obsess about it, mkay? i'm pretty sure this is a long-term change

(wow sorry that got preachy why do i think i understand)
(do i understand??)

thank you (: it means a lot

Hey, You stuck up for me and I'm gonna stick up for you. Whatever it is, you're not a fuckup and you do deserve stuff. Just because you made one mistake doesn't mean everything is gone. It just means you made a mistake, and every does. I don't know what, or exctly how you feel, but try not to let it drag you down. I know it sounds cheesy and Trevor-y, but it does get better, maybe not necessarily all at once or forever, but it'll get better, even if just for a little while.
Also, your advice did help, and prodded me enough to go see Mr. T and he was very helpful. It removed some of the stress, not all, but a nice bit.

Thank you so much, and I'm glad my advice helped c: I still feel overwhelmed but the depression has subsided for now. Thank you for sticking up for me you're awesome <33

not going into great detail on the drama at school but crap I'm a terrible person and I have this strange feeling the majority of this is my fault