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no dad of course I didn't want to go see ryan thats totally why i asked a couple days in advance with a semi defined plan it's totally cool that you'd rather take out the woman that you're married to and see every time you're both at home i'm not at all disappointed

i!!! just!!!!! want!! !to!!! DIe 1!!

I'm upset right now and I feel like I shouldn't be because it's over such a small thing, and there are lots of people with real problems out in the world and on KP, but, yeah...my dad went to a hair appointment instead of coming to show-off night for gymnastics. And it shouldn't be a big deal. I keep reminding myself that it's not important, it doesn't matter, i've been in gymnastics forever and i'm sure he thought that missing one show-off night wouldn't be that bad.
I just kind of spent a lot of time on the particular skills I wanted to show him. And I don't have anyone else to show them to because my mom and siblings are all in gymnastics with me. And it sucks that he went to get a haircut instead..
Whatever, I shouldn't have gotten myself so excited about it in the first place. It's not like I wanted to prove to him that i'm not the lazy slacker he thinks I am or anything..

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 591288)

I need emotional support. I just read the hat fic. Any scrap of innocence I had has now vanished. I'm scared for my life. I don't know if I can watch another one of Dan and/or Phil's videos again. Pray for me.

Lol jk, I'll get over it someday.

But it's literally traumatizing

chRIST

WHY DID YOU DO THIS THING

GOD THAT TRAUMATIZED ME TOO

GOOD LORD AND I THOUGHT THE MILK FIC WAS BAD

WHY DO I DO THESE THINGS TO MYSELF?????

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Originally Posted by Zelda (Post 591545)

ok so this whole "someone has bigger problems then me" is something i also struggle with a lot, but the thing is there is always going to be someone else. your worries and disappointments are important.

that really, really sucks. did you talk to him about it at all? i think that's really the only thing you can do in this situation. i hope you figure things out and you're not a lazy slacker and your concerns and thoughts are valid and yeah. it's all important and i think you should talk to him.

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Originally Posted by otaku (Post 591403)

wow. that really sucks. can you change his mind at all?

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Originally Posted by strawberry (Post 591426)

i!!! just!!!!! want!! !to!!! DIe 1!!

i'm sorry. i promise that whatever it is, it will get better.

i hate the fact that i can't open my mouth without sounding awkward and i can't think without cringing and i can't write without being worried what ill think of it later and i wish i wasn't forever attacking myself i just want to enjoy things not constantly be worried about messing them up

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Originally Posted by HazelHope (Post 591599)

i understand how you feel. every time i talk to someone that i haven't known closely for at least five years straight i want to slap myself.

was actually doing alright for once and now i'm straight back into intense dissociation and sadness lol nobody cares alaska

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Originally Posted by Alaska (Post 591745)

was actually doing alright for once and now i'm straight back into intense dissociation and sadness lol nobody cares alaska

hey i care. we care.

i'm sorry. i know it sucks. but everyone has setbacks. it's ok. i hope you feel better.

Guys help please big help super big thx would be very much appreciated