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I haven't been sleeping well. IDK why!

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 338176)

I haven't been sleeping well. IDK why!

If you just recently started school, that might be the issue. Since I would stay up so late in the summer, I would go to bed at nine and randomly wake up at three in the morning for most of the first week.

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 338176)

I haven't been sleeping well. IDK why!

Just try to relax your mind. Let your thoughts ramble for awhile and keep your eyes closed. Don't re-hash that day.
Let starbucks handle the rest.

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Originally Posted by wildwolf (Post 337830)

It's okay, Sandy, Robin had a terrible childhood too.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z8pEzi1E5Og

...
:I

I must live in a different part of Canada than her.

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 337774)

I've seen your pictures on dA, and you don't look fat. No, you're not really skinny, but you seriously don't look fat or ugly or unattractive. Really.
And so what if you don't match the standard definition for beauty? Someone will think that you look better the way you are. And I weigh about ten pounds more than you, and I don't look fat.

I know how you feel about your mom, that happens to me a bit… Though not as bad. :/
You're not like your mom. You're much, much awesomer. And you are so bloody talented—in writing and art. I'm in awe of your drawings. Even your quick sketches make me wish I could draw that well.

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 337797)

Just looked at some of your drawings, Sandy, and you are the most amazing drawer I have ever seen (I like your Swine Flu one).

Awww, thank you. <:^J I've got some things I've been trying to work on (... like eyelids... >_>) and I wish that I had better stuff on there to show you, but thank you. <:^j

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 337799)

Big surprise. :P

Thus ends the third week of school for me. My math class, Algebra II, is still on review (which isn't really review for me… 'cause I only did half of Algebra I). After the third week. And despite me not finishing Algebra I? I still have, I think, one of the highest grades in the class. School in general just seems kind of… slow. Meh. And I wish there were advanced classes. And I'm not ahead in math because I haven't done geometry. Which annoys me greatly.
I tend to stay up kind of late finishing homework, despite not having much. So how badly would I fail if I actually had much homework, homework that was difficult? And because of that I haven't been reading or writing much.
Meh. I'm angsty and I wish I went to a better school. Mehhhh.
fml
/sitsincorneroffailness
http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5...evt4o1_400.gif

And it's a week into September… Time Y THE HELL U FLY BY SO EFFING FAST?

So... you're in a public school now? o_o How are you finding it (like, besides this)?
Ahhh... I remember the times when you would post about wanting to go to a public school and I would reply being like, "NO, NO, DON'T DO IT! WORST MISTAKE EVER!" XD XD DX DX
The fact that you find school slow isn't really a surprise to me--chances are you're probably the most dedicated and intelligent student there, right? I know how that goes... x_x
Wait... they don't have advanced classes where you are? You're in high school, right? Don't they have the Locally Developed-Applied-Academic thing, with at least some AP (advanced placement) classes?
I mean, I'm in IB and I find it so easy, I feel like I'm going to steal the diploma--then again, the Catholic school board took me in, pounded me into the ground, pummeled my face into the dirt, devoured me, chewed me up and spat me out until any complaints I had had been beaten out of me, so I guess ANYTHING would seem easy. OTL
How come you're concerned with how much you would fail if you DID have difficult homework? O_O I would relish every moment of not having crazy home assignments. XD Even if your homework WAS difficult, I'm pretty confident that you could tackle any task that the teachers flung your way. X^3
owo I'm actually really psyched for time to start picking up--I need this curriculum to really take flight! I'm sick of reviewing BEDMAS and integers--where's the mathematic relationship of the pattern of the hair on a man's head and lessons of divine proportion and physics I was promised? 8I

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 338278)

Thanks a lot, LST... For some reason, hearing (or reading, whatever) that from a guy seems a lot more legitimate than from a girl, because girls tend to just blurt out "ERMEGERD YOUR BEAUTIFUL&DA SMEXX, DONT FEEL BAD!" and flail it around like it's nothing.

(The pics that were on dA suck though... ;_;)

Yeah... I guess. It's just... I hate that this other part of me is forcing me through this. It's so... aghhh, it's so complex... I can't even explain it. =_=
Thanks for that bit of rationality, there... I needed it.

... Wow... o_o I'm not even very good... but thank you so, so much. You know that I feel the exact same way about your poetry, right? x_x

Again... thank you for taking the time to talk to me. <:^/ You really helped.

So... you're in a public school now? o_o How are you finding it (like, besides this)?
Ahhh... I remember the times when you would post about wanting to go to a public school and I would reply being like, "NO, NO, DON'T DO IT! WORST MISTAKE EVER!" XD XD DX DX
The fact that you find school slow isn't really a surprise to me--chances are you're probably the most dedicated and intelligent student there, right? I know how that goes... x_x
Wait... they don't have advanced classes where you are? You're in high school, right? Don't they have the Locally Developed-Applied-Academic thing, with at least some AP (advanced placement) classes?
I mean, I'm in IB and I find it so easy, I feel like I'm going to steal the diploma--then again, the Catholic school board took me in, pounded me into the ground, pummeled my face into the dirt, devoured me, chewed me up and spat me out until any complaints I had had been beaten out of me, so I guess ANYTHING would seem easy. OTL
How come you're concerned with how much you would fail if you DID have difficult homework? O_O I would relish every moment of not having crazy home assignments. XD Even if your homework WAS difficult, I'm pretty confident that you could tackle any task that the teachers flung your way. X^3
owo I'm actually really psyched for time to start picking up--I need this curriculum to really take flight! I'm sick of reviewing BEDMAS and integers--where's the mathematic relationship of the pattern of the hair on a man's head and lessons of divine proportion and physics I was promised? 8I

Yeah, it's more awkward, so… :P

"Not even very good"?
/rollsonthefloorlaughing

Helping at all is great. :^J

Yeah. :P It seems pretty cool for the most part, other than the slowness. And my not really being good at making friends/failing at being talkative.
So public school didn't go well for you? :/
I… dunno. Quite a few people seem to not really care about grades, and I don't think I've heard anyone say anything about caring a lot about their grades. /shrugs Whereas I find a 98% per cent infuriatingly disappointing. xD
Yeah to both, pretty much. There are, like, only two Honours classes and they're for seniors/people in twelfth grade. :^/ Which really really really p**ses me off. Though in junior and senior year you can do dual enrolment at a local college…
Wait, Catholic school board? I thought you'd went to public school? Was it really difficult or just… meh?
Because I tend to procrastinate and be slow about doing homework. :/
The end of the last sentence of your post is… xD

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 338312)

I just feel... bleh. I don't know why I'm here, sometimes I just think that II'm not useful for anything and that no-one would care if I was gone. I like to write about the people in my life making me feel like that sometimes, and it feels awesome. I dunno... I just feel like crying most days and sometimes even dying. I don't know what is causing it.

Meh, maybe I'm overreacting...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FLkMA3wn70Q
*Death stares* You're awesome enough that even people on the internet who have never met you would miss you.

I'll sum this up in three words.
I. Am. Insecure.

I am in war with Owen.

I feel like Hermione in Math so far...move on to algebra already!

Mreh.

I want to vent.

But I don't.

But I do.

But I don't.

I really don't.

And then there's my sister.

It's messed up.

It sounds like some kind of great novel.

It's not.

Gah.