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First World Problems

ijshgdfkjhsvafkhdkvjadkv!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! e_e

What the HECK, Internet?! My connection just...died. DX THAT'S NOT OKAY, INTERNET! Not. Okay. #_#

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 429547)

A GUEST IS VIEWING THE FUTURE WARS THREAD.
omg
x_x *dies from happiness*

XD That always happens to me when I see a Guest is looking at the Charbretta thread.

*checks Who's Online* OH MY GOSH THERE'S ONE NOW!!!!!!!!! :'D Hi, Guest!!! X3

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 429565)

if it died how are you on? e_e

It revived itself. O___o

I tell people over and over again, TECHNOLOGY HATES ME... XD XD DX DX

WHY SPORTS GROUND WIFI YOU NO WORK?! Then I could've swooped in like superwoman and helped everyone! Wait, who am I kidding? I don't know anything about this. Sooo...

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Originally Posted by scorp64 (Post 429300)

Never be afraid to speak your emotions to your friends. That is what they are for. They will completely understand.
Second, if you are being hit, you should probably find an authority. Once is one thing, but several times is unthinkable. Even a teacher could help.
Third, about that boyfriend, falling in love thing. Everyone has that dream.... EVERYONE. (I mean, guys think about girls, but you know what I mean.) Just don't sweat it, love will find you sooner or later, and never in the way you anticipate it. So if you don't automatically befall for someone, don't worry, you will find him sometime.
Never feel alone, you have friends and peers that adore and care for you, so just embrace it. Remember.... KP is always there, and we will always be listening.

Hope that helped,
Have a blessed day...
-Alex

Not everyone. Girls can like girls, like half the people at school...

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 429325)

The only friends that I can really trust are LST, DragonRider, and Cheezemziez. And then I trust LaurenM and Heather also, but those Isaackle, DR, and Cheeze are the ones I go to the most.

Such an honour! :'D (And I'm not being sarcastic)

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 429327)

It's alright. I'm slightly bitter on the subject of family and friends. Both of which have proved to be slightly unhelpful in my life.

My family is awful one minute and epyk the next. I don't know what to think.

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 429340)

I'm so stupid. I'm too moronic to exsist on this planet. I can't even carry on a normal conversation. I'm so hotheaded, if I tried to keep my mouth shut, my head would explode. I'm a freaking idiot. I won't last two second in high school. I'm so stupid.

Don't tell yourself that.

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Originally Posted by TheMoonWakedWolf (Post 429451)

I just
I want to be more than a rock everyone can lean on
The second time I cut, one of my friends actually noticed, got out of her seat, forgave me for breaking my promise, and hugged me
And I would cut again and again just to have someone notice something's wrong with me and care
And I just…I feel pathetic
According to my dad, you're all pedophilic liars that don't actually care about me
And it's difficult to believe, sometimes, that anyone could care
And I'm shaking and crying here because I can't even tell my closest friends I'm not the happy-go-lucky one of the group

I actually fucking want pain so that someone will care about me.
There.
I fucking said it.
Maybe someone will notice someday.
Maybe someone will finally fucking realize how actually messed up that is.

Exactly. People keep venting to me for some reason but I never plucked up the courage to vent to anyone. Probably because someone laughed when I tried to do that when I was nine. SO LONG AGO.
At least your reason for cutting is understandable. I have this urge to cut because the blood welling up makes me glad for some reason.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 429493)

dad is threatening to leave

fuck

and it is all my fault
i just
want
to die

It can't be JUST your fault, though it might've triggered his reaction. His EQ is also part of the problem.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 429495)

Charlotte. CHARLOTTE. *huuuuggsss*

No, okay. Nononono. Please, stay strong. It's going to be hard, but I care and I know Lauren cares and we /all/ care. Please. It can't be entirely your fault. Even if it is, stay here. Stay alive, because we want you here, we /need/ you here. *huggles*

This.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 429509)

that is very awkward Ash XD

i can't leave though it's raining and everyone gets suspicious in the rain o_e

bleh i'm burdening you with my problems i'm sorry ~_~

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 429520)

bye bye

i guess

woah that glomp thing was cooool

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 429546)

mum's home
dad left
and i still want to die
yay feelings X_X

Lie in your bed and stare at the ceiling and try to zone out. That's what I do.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 429558)

For anyone feeling sad or bad about themselves
http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_me9a6f7vLm1r66k98.gif

This made me smile (:

not you too
it's not as easy as 'just do your work!'
sorry
I shouldn't have asked for your opinion.

I hate feeling like this. I hate flinching at every time you sound annoyed. I hate feeling weak. I hate being afraid to speak or afraid of how you'll react to the things I say. I hate feeling like an injured animal.

I just don't want you to be annoyed or angry at me. If I could change, I would.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 429622)

not you too
it's not as easy as 'just do your work!'
sorry
I shouldn't have asked for your opinion.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 429624)

Is it L? Or someone else?
*tackle glomps* You are amazing and perfect. No-one can take that from you. And no-one can make you feel inferior without your consent (who said that?). *mega huggle that wins mega huggle of the tear award* Email?

Day by day things continue to get more stressful and overwhelming. I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have my friends to help me get through it all.

I hate trying to be perfect.
Or even scarcely good.
I feel so un-perfect.
I feel like nobody notices me.
(Nobody does)

Stop talking behind my freaking back.
Stop whispering stupid lies about me.
Just shut up, okay?
Thank you, in advance, for shutting the heck up.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 429307)

But she's right.
AA's just being realistic. You mean ideal friends, not the friends in reality. My real life friends don't understand my self-harm. None of them I can trust. I can't talk to them about anything.

Steph: Well, we're here if you need to vent. My contact tab is always open. And I understand getting hit/beat. It sucks D: I've been dealing with it since I was little. It's not always just as easy as telling an authority, but if it gets really bad, then maybe you should.

Thanks Lily ^________^

You guys are amazing.