Well guys, thanks for the help. She hasn't eaten her lunch today, I'm not sure about breakfast and she's probably not going to eat dinner.

I honestly have no idea what to say that might help, since I've been having anxiety issues lately and can't hardly finish any of my meals or skip them entirely, causing my weight to drop considerably. And I have no idea how to make it go back to normal.

So

yeah.

o_o

I really do hope your friend starts eating again... D: Do you know what's upsetting her?

I'm on my phone so I can't white-text this, sorry
 

Basically I'm worthless and have nothing to live for but a life of emptiness and burdens. There is no reason I can think of why I should continue my life. Regardless I am unable to kill myself of course, however I just don't believe there's any appealing factors to my life whatsoever. I have no friends that I can really connect with so I've just given up. I hate the life I have cut out for me and I hate myself. I'm ugly, stupid, and apathetic anyways, so I don't expect pity. I need a reason to live. I don't know how to make myself better and I feel stupid for feeling like this because literally no one I know has depression, or... whatever it is i have. Everyone around me loves their life and is doing just fine and dandy and knows they have something to live for. I feel like a mental case and maybe I should be. I don't deserve anything. There must be something wrong with me because this is the sixth year of suppressing how worthless I am and how much I don't want to live. At this point I don't even know if cutting would help me with the emptiness. I care about nothing in my life, and whatever I'm not apathetic about, I downright hate--and it's all directed at myself. Damn, even if I was at least mildly attractive I could look forward to the splendours of the life of a pretty person but I can't go even leave my room half the time and I know my appearance ranges from fucking disgusting to just stupid at best. What do I have to look forward to? A lifetime of this? Of denying the fact that I sincerely wish I had never been born?

SANDY.

SHUT. UP. Life will get better, I promise. Have you told anyone about your feelings? Talking about it helps me. If you don't feel like talking to anyone, write in a journal or-- if you're religious-- pray. I've never seen you before, but I know you're beautiful. *gives hug*

Oh god. I apologise for being a dick last night.
I hope you start eating as well :C I do know, but I can't really help her because the problem is that she has no friends in her class and is always alone...and she kind of just realised that a few days ago and completely lost her appetite and her health's been affected as well and she had to go to the doctor yesterday. Thanks.

I had that apathetic feeling of apatheticness yesterday night and it was horrible...I can't imagine how it is for you.
You can work on VM and your art, I guess? I don't really know.

(JUST SO YOU KNOW: the following rant is not about any of you. I love you all. :D)

Can I be totally honest? You're all bitches. You really are. I admit I had a lot of fun with all of you in the past two weeks but between that fun, was periods of time where I felt like strangling all of you. I long for the day when people aren't discriminated about their weight, clothes, sexual orientation, looks, or anything. And as long as you keep doing what you're doing, that's not happening. Let me teach you a little lesson.
1. Never EVER make fun of someone for being over weight. It's rude and just plain horrible. How would you feel if someone made fun of your weight? Not very good would you? So just DON'T.
2. Don't make fun of what someone wears or for their personality. Some people are different. So you're not. I don't give a damn. Just don't make fun of someone who is different. Different is great.
3. Don't point at people. Just that.
As soon as this madness is over, I'm out. I'm so done dealing with your shit.

My day just got 99% better. :D

What's the one percent? D:

The one percent is the shit that happened earlier that I'm still thinking about. :D