im actually rly fuckin done with this website

i have everyone's contacts that i need to (except bwas. regret) or tumblrs or whatever

i had fun once, so thanks for that guys

nooo you're so cool and I like just met you
but I respect that everybody grows out of kp so
good luck with everything you do and I really hope everything works out for you and you're happy (*hugs*)
i'll miss you. bye hon c:

Aww...
What's wrong?
Bye, I guess.
I'll really miss you.

what's wrong? We'll miss you, if you do go

(*hugs*) I'm sorry, man. <:^/ I hope that doesn't happen to you again. I'm really really glad you're feeling better, though! <:^3 Just try not to think about stuff like that, okay? Keep your mind occupied. Everything's alright, regardless of how everything seems.

LST if you ever need anyone to vent at and you catch me on Skype, I don't mind lending an ear. I went through similar stuff(and still fighting it at times) so I'm here for you too. I'm sorry I don't talk much on there. I fail miserably at conversations.

I understand all of this, but it was an emotional vent. I don't really care if you do it or not, it just gets on my nerves how much Kidpub has changed *shrugs*. I'm still getting used to it.

On a better (or possibly worse) note, imma teenager as of today so yeah :3

o whoa hold the phone- is it your birthday?
if so, congraaatttssss and happy birthday dear!
aha I think being a teenager is one of the best and worst times of one's life

Dear Grandmother,
Seriously. I'm sick of this. For the millionth time, don't force feed me just because there's leftover food and my darling angel of a sissypoop won't eat it because she's too high and holy. I'm not cattle for you to fatten up and then dissect later or something like that. I'm a person (GASP), and I know when I'm hungry and when I'm not. You claim to know my body better than I do, and you've even said so yourself. But you've never seen through my eyes and listened through my almost-deaf ears, have you? If you did, you'd be appalled at what I have to go through because of you. And is that mushy conglomerate of vegetables, which I call "pig slop" for the stink, your sorry excuse for food? No wonder I hate eating so much, if that's what I've been reared on for fourteen torturous years. Maybe if you fed me something else, and not just as "leftovers," I might enjoy that awful act I call "eating". Also, stop controlling my religion and making me pray each morning. You're denying me one of my most basic freedoms. You may hate it that American schools are teaching us this "nonsense," but I'm entitled to my own life, separate from yours. I hate eating. I hate your food. I hate religion. I hate not being entitled to my rights as an American citizen, no matter how small the infractions. And I know I'm supposed to respect my elders, but I sometimes can't stand you either. No, make that all the time. After a conversation with you, I go from loving the world to hating everything, including myself. And especially you. Basically we can never get along, so just leave me alone and let me enjoy my basic freedoms.
Yours truly,
the most disrespectful, annoying, and contemptuous granddaughter in the world.

I'm such a loner X3 it's embarassing sometimes. I get bullied for it but you know what, it's worth it. Sort of. I don't know. It's better to be alone than around people. I don't know how not to be a loner but i'm at at the point of time where it's necessary. It's physically draining to actually talk to people. Sorry for my random ranting. I have more to say but I'm currently paranoid someone will look over my shoulder. Bleh.