I hate this
my crush doesnt get this at all
i told him and he was like
so?
sometimes it felt like i only had my bff left in the world
when sometimes kp friends are unreachable
and irl friends don't get it
and i put all my feelings away and told myself I'd tell her
and now i feel like i have no one anymore
and shit I'm fucking crying
and I'm pretending to be happy
it kills me
im a bitch

god i dont know im super stressed for tonights class idk how well its gonna go and im a complete n total NEWBIE when it comes to this shit i might as well have it stamped over my forehead i fucking hate this stress also i really need more sleep bc i had a headache all day today from 2 hrs of sleep and i was suicidal earlier and even though im not suicidal now i /want/ to be suicidal if that makes any fcking sense i /want/ to want to die but i dont want to die i want to sleep and wake up but i dont deserve to wake up i deserve to die

Don't say that bc you're beautiful

I'm so scared I'm doing a 5k race for school, and there's a lot of stress because we're going up against the other two classes and we've won every time.

I'm sitting in the bathroom crying. My head hurts from holding it in.

so i can't say i love you to my favorite person now
now there's only like… one and a half people i can say i love you to
i hate myself and i really wanna relapse deeply and i'm like 95% sure i won't die of natural causes and im terrified im gonna become someone i hate and shit im just digging up a lot of self hate tbh

I'm slowly receding from my family.

Hide the truth away from your eyes,
Smile so as to uphold the lies~

suicide tw

LMAOOO im gonna kill myself over this right lol ok i dont even have a place on tumblr to vent anymore because people i know in real life

*hugs* I do n't know what to say but seriously I love you ok

Oh my gosh, Isaac, are you alright?! D: What happened? Who're you talking about? (*glomps*) I'm so, soooOOO sorry, whatever it is that happened shouldn't have happened. You're fantastic, and please don't forget that even though you can't say "I love you" to very many people, a TON of people could say that to you. <3 Please try to talk to someone about this, okay? Please, PLEASE don't worry about the future, and just focus on right now.