my emotions are kind of twisting up inside my stomach into this huge knot and it's so painful. i want it gone, i want it to stop. i don't want to feel like this - i'm not sure what i'm feeling but i don't like it.
i'm just really stressed and confused and angry and sad, for some reason??
i dunno i just feel really useless right now.

hey you are not useless
i hope you feel better soon because you sure don't deserve to feel this way. *hugs a lot*

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hello all!

your daily reminder that you're all awesome and amazing and cool and lovely people! i genuinely mean this about all of you and you should be happy!

smile! even if you don't feel like it. because it can actually change your mood! drink water because it's good for you! take a nap if you're tired! remember you're all super cool people and i care about you! sweet dreams/have an awesome day depending on your time zone!

oh nooo ugh stupid emotions why u mess with lena
(*gives cookies*) (*hugs*)
hey you're not useless okay i really hope you know that you are amazing and a great friend and most definitely not useless
but as for feeling like that... i get that sometimes and i really just kind of sleep and cry and eat it out but idk how that works for you i think it might be just hormones fucking with you but ehhh (*more hugs and cookies*)
i hope you feel better soon c:

i give up

yay i'm happy for you!!!

I feel like I'm losing sight of you. I feel like you're beginning to fade, like I'm letting go of something I never had a firm grip on in the first place. I'm afraid-- I don't want to forget you, forget us, forget them... I want to feel the ache, the longing, I want to feel the pain of yesterday, the nostalgia that has plagued me for two years. I want to miss you, I need to miss you. I don't want to go, I don't want to leave, I don't want you to leave! I feel like you're fading, we're fading, I'm fading. I don't want to let go. I can't forget, I can't. You're disappearing, the wound is healing. I don't want time to heal my wounds! I don't want to heal! I don't want you to be gone, I don't want to be gone. The bonds that we painted are being blurred out by the crowds of people again. My feelings are being neutralized by the mob. Where are you going? Don't leave, please! I want it, I want it back, where is it going, where are you going? Was it her? Is N the one erasing, healing the wound, removing it? The fact that my relation with N is causing this leads me to believe that maybe I did have those kinds of feelings for you. I haven't seen you since January, haven't talked to you since December, haven't had quality time with you for a long while. I want you here, I want them here, I want everyone. I don't want anyone to go, please don't go! I don't know anymore, I don't know. But what are feelings? Do I have them for N, do I have them for you? Did I? A different loneliness sets in, a different emptiness. It would have been great if my feelings stayed unchanged. I wept for my unreturning past, I wept for you, but where did those tears go? A few spilled over while writing this, but then they evaporated. What now? What do I do? What am I feeling? I don't know. I'm calling for help, I need help, I need to be alone, I don't know. I don't know what's going on, I don't know what to think, what to feel anymore. There's so much I can't say, I don't know how to say, what are feelings, what is this? I can't express it, can't express any of it. What's going on? Just... Don't go... please don't go.

Hey, I'm glad you watched the video! ^_^ And I'm glad that we agree on why the world is such a mess--the first step to dealing with a problem is identifying its source, after all.

I can understand how you feel. There are a lot of misconceptions about the Witnesses out there. I assure you, we are Christians, too. We base all of our beliefs firmly on the Bible, and, as you know, the Bible talks about Jesus in great detail. His ransom sacrifice is the only thing that allows us to be forgiven of our sins. And we strive to follow is example in our daily lives.

And Jehovah's Witnesses differ from the Mormons in many, many ways--including the fact that there is no Book of Jehovah's Witnesses like there is the Book of Mormon. (No offense to the Mormons; I'm merely pointing out how we differ.) Although we DO have publications such as the Watchtower and Awake! magazines, these are NOT our interpretations of what the Bible says or anything like that. They are simply study tools for people who want to learn about the Bible in detail. They provide factual evidence and bring up important historical points on a variety of topics to aid in understanding. They also do a lot of cross-referencing between different Bible passages to support the meaning of a particular scripture. In a nutshell, we don't add anything to our publications that isn't already in the Bible. After all, Revelation 22:18, 19 says, "If anyone makes an addition to these things, God will add to him the plagues that are written in this scroll; and if anyone takes anything away from the words of the scroll of this prophecy, God will take his portion away from the trees of life." Meaning, anyone who adds to the Bible or takes away part of it will be severely punished and will not have God's approval.

Jehovah's Witnesses simply encourage people to turn to the Bible for answers, and encourage people to live by God's standards.

Mind if I ask, what specific Christian religion do yo belong to? And what beliefs that we don't agree on do you mean? ^_^ I'd be more than happy to explain why Jehovah's Witnesses believe what they believe. Our faith is NOT blind; we have reasons behind it. Because, like I said, all we're doing is turning to the Bible, and following EXACTLY what it says. Many Christian religions teach doctrines that are not actually found in the Bible, which is usually where these disagreements begin.