trust me i know ill regret it i have once before (or not really bc that wasn't because of sadness i just happened to like the pain but that's another story)
no but i wasn't just think of past mistakes it was actually something that i did and i feel really bad about it and im not gonna talk about it anymore bc i shall start anew and try to make it disappear
so yeah idk
aw im sorry :( new years day is ironically not the best huh *hugs*

ikr i just want this day to be over already
also i seriously don't want to go back to school on monday because there are certain people who don't know how to respect boundaries and make assumptions they probably shouldn't and then make me feel bad about everything (one of my random awake-until-4 feelings) and also its my birthday soon, which is probably gonna be better because my mom and sister are finally coming home, but those certain people are gonna use that opportunity to say... well... things. (this is vague but i don't care at all)
*returns hug and gives floofs* *points at huge purple writing in signature*

don't worry let's be vague together
i feel you. mostly i hope im back to normal bc depressed feelings + school is a deadly combination but other than that all im worried about is forgetting an assignment or something
aw don't listen to people who make you feel bad <333 you're an awesome person ok
FLOOFS

ohmygosh do not even get me started on forgetting an assignment
like once i missed a 2 point homework sheet for math and i cried for a day... my only new year's goal is to get good grades without all this unhealthy baggage XD
floof

So I fainted in an optometrist office yesterday.


I hate having a uterus.

I don't know what just happened but every ounce of motivation I had just crashed and burned. Maybe it's the four hours straight of homework I did and it'll go back to normal tomorrow but I don't know. I feel crappy.

can I not just get some recognition or appreciation

i've had kind of a shitty day