The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 367311)

I haven't even been here for a year and no-one knows me XD

I have seen you around before. Hi, i'm Kendra :D

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 367308)

Then i'm with you, been here for about two years and nobody has really cared about me :/

Yeah. I mean, people notice me, I guess. LST, nngo, LJM, and a few others but I don't think I'm very well known.

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Originally Posted by nngo (Post 367299)

I see where you're getting that. I have had my doubts about Kidpub, as I do not find it 'fitting' to post my works on anymore. I don't quite have a *use* for KP anymore, but I don't mind staying on WB and just lurking. Sometimes I come across a good story on the NSP, though, and it's slightly uplifting. And yes, I have also been struck with the 'old' symptom, quite early on. The 'old' symptom of finding it hard to relate with the new people, finding the new people confusing, finding the new stories less interesting, and finding the next generation even more decadent than the last. Kind of depressing, but it is more often than not.

And me? Cool? Psshaw. xD But thank you, I appreciate being *cool* once in a while. :P

I plan on staying on WB further, maybe just as a lurker, as I don't really have much to do or much to say, really, but I would be officially 'staying' until I decide that there is absolutely nothing left for me, which is highly unlikely, as LST has not finished his Slender KP story yet. :P And yeah, KP is kind of turning out like 'high school' nowadays.

I hate being the oldie. I'm kind of glad I'm still in F1, with five more whopping years to spend at my new school, which is kind of awesome. I wouldn't like seeing **** and ***** and ****** leaving.
Excuse my rambling ._.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367198)

My mom's okay with me being Atheist, and so's my brother. They don't care at all.
Today I was talking to my dad, and he's like, "You're Bhuddist." and I replied, "No, I'm Atheist. I don't have a religion." His response was, "No, our family is Bhuddist. You're Bhuddist."
Even though I'm still not changing to Bhuddist, it kind of upset me that he didn't accept it. I can think for my own, and aren't parents supposed to encourage children to be themselves and form their own thoughts?

I tried to tell both of my parents I wasn't ready for confirmation (at my Christian church), and they forced me into it. >_> The church is all right and the people are nicer than one would expect, but that doesn't change the way I feel about religion--which is, I need time. So I'm technically confirmed as a Lutheran now. But when doing my high school admissions forms, my parents put me down as 'Lutheran' and I tried to get them to change it. I said that I didn't really feel like a Lutheran and that I hadn't been ready for confirmation (which is true; I just said it as gently as I could to not provoke... hard... feelings... :P). My mom refused. She said, and I quote, "The only thing I would ever require you to do as my daughter is to be a Lutheran." Half a year later, it still hurts. I'm leaning more and more towards Quakerism, what my school teaches--and what's been pounded in my brain for 9 years, IDK, I'm biased, it's a cool religion, so what. But I'm still confirmed. It's annoying and conflicting. Just... if there's anything like that in Buddhism, being confirmed, making a commitment, don't do it unless you're SURE it's okay.

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 367199)

I don't know. Nowadays, when I come online I hardly recognize anyone on the main page. Things just dropped from when I first came to KP. It's so different. I'm not really a newbie anymore, nor someone who can claim a place worth mentioning on KP. I haven't had my second yearaversary yet. Maybe I'll leave. I don't know.

I don't even go on the main page anymore. And I haven't had my first yearaversary yet. :P

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Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 367290)

i don't like hinduism. it's just complete nonsense to me, and i only pretend to believe it. but my parents don't understand. my dad's okay with it, but my mom and basically all my other relatives are trying to get me to stop being atheist. just don't listen to your parents. you can pretend to be buddhist, but don't actually believe in the stuff.

Ha! Same with me and being a Lutheran... :3 I'm just pretending so I don't 'disappoint' my mom or whatever.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 367305)

I don't really like pretending, because I'd rather be who I am than pretend to be someone I'm not.

This's true, but if your mom bites your head off as an alternative... well...

Nooooo, don't leave, (and no, I'm not quoting all of you), but I mean, we need the oldies, because that's what makes KP so awesome! I'm one of the newbies, and yeah, maybe my writing isn't as amazing as some others *coughcoughSANDYcoughcough*, but I still try, and I really hope you all stay for a while too.
Sometimes, because I don't know someone's username, I'll go on the main site, type their username in, and find some of there works and find what their actual name is (on the main site), and the last time they posted, and all that other crap. But I mean, I sincerely care.

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 367357)

Yeah, there are a lot of newbies these days... I can still remember the old days where I was, like, one of the only newbies. xD'

But just because they're new doesn't mean they're necessarily horrible writers. I mean, J. K. Rowling wasn't on KP and she's still an amazing writer, if you know what I mean. xD

Guys, my second yearaversary is in 20 days!!! :O

Thats awesome Caleigh!

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 367536)

Guys, my second yearaversary is in 20 days!!! :O

Really? My third's on December 21! Congrats!(20 days early xD)

I feel lonely...like no one is truly my friend, even though I know that's not true. I have at least one true friend, but I ditched her because I thought I was so much better than her, but I over the weekend while I've been sick, I've realized what a b**** I've been recently. I mean, who just ditches their best friend like that? I thought I had a group of friends who would never leave me, but that's a lie. I don't know who to trust anymore and I'm about to start crying like a little baby because I don't even know who I am anymore. I thought I was the funny girl who made everyone laugh, but I DON'T FREAKING KNOW. My friend has said some pretty hurtful stuff to me, and when I confronted her about it, she said she would stop. Within a week the insults were back and I don't know how much longer I can take it.