The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 374034)

We were watching the news, my dad, mum and I. And suddenly a Daniel morcombe case comes on (google it, it's Australian). I said how I didn't think he looked 14. And then I heard my dad 'quietly' whisper " she's awful.. Can I disown her?"

That made me die inside, it confirmed what I thought. I'm crying as I write this..if it was a joke, dad, you couldn't ever be a comedian. Don't say things like that to me. Ou know I'm quite... Sensitive. What you don't know is that I'm cutting, I'm depressed..

Oh and now he's yelling at mum. Fucking fantastic. Pardon my language, please...

I'm so scared ._.

Reminds me of how my dad has been treating me lately... I don't know what I did, dad, but I'm sorry...
He's yelling at me and getting mad at me for the tiniest things, which is really unlike him... I literally have to shut him up with my marks. He'll be doing what your dad does to you but to me, going on and on in this horrible sarcastic voice, and I'll say, "Dad, I have over 95% in all my classes and I just got a math test back, 97%, and then my English test was 96%..." and then he shuts up and stops for a little while, but I have to keep feeding him marks to keep him off my back.
I don't know why he's doing this. :/
I'm just a report card to him. Same with my mom...

My eight year old sister tried to shove me in front of cars at least twice today.
Intentionally.
And I can't do anything because no-one ever believes me.

I feel like I should post on the thread 'cause this isn't dark.
Today has gone fairly well and I feel kind of happyish at the moment and I'm listening to awesome (unhappy, at the moment) music. ^.^

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 374101)

I feel like I should post on the thread 'cause this isn't dark.
Today has gone fairly well and I feel kind of happyish at the moment and I'm listening to awesome (unhappy, at the moment) music. ^.^

Good for you! :'D

today i just felt really alone and neglected and idk. and then at the end of the day i was happy for a few minutes or so but then at ex-day it just reached a low point and when i got home i tried to stab myself in the palm with my sharpened nail when i was writing but it didn't work and i tried to draw blood but i couldn't even break the skin and i wanted to break the skin. i still want to break the skin and i feel like a big hypocrite because i just helped a friend to try to stop cutting and i'm bringing her candy on Monday as a reward but i'm not cutting, not really, i just want to bleed...

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 374125)

I know what you mean about wanting to draw blood…
how about i won't if you won't?

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 374134)

I know what you mean about wanting to draw blood…
how about i won't if you won't?

I need to feel something that isn't nothing. I need to.
i don't know if i can't but i don't want you to

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 374136)

I need to feel something that isn't nothing. I need to.
i don't know if i can't but i don't want you to

try something else like thinking of sad or happy memories or just the past if you're a nostalgic person
listen to some sad or happy music
please just try something else first

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 374139)

try something else like thinking of sad or happy memories or just the past if you're a nostalgic person
listen to some sad or happy music
please just try something else first

i'll try
if you try

dear god my palm hurts
but still i haven't broken the skin goddammit
BREAK

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 374141)

i'll try
if you try

dear god my palm hurts
but still i haven't broken the skin goddammit
BREAK

okay
even though i really want to try spiralling away from this apathy…
There's gotta be another way, something else that helps…

So it's mean to insult people with a disability, but it's okay to insult people who don't have a disability? Some people need to sort their logic out. It's not okay to insult anyone.