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Originally Posted by Arin (Post 428934)

I hate moving so many damn times. I guess to some people it might not be much, but I've moved like 9 times in 5 different states. It's so hard to say goodbye when you move. And it's all because of my dad's friggin' job.
We weren't supposed to move from Seattle, no. I was promised I would stay in Seattle, and where the heck am I now? Michigan, for crying out loud!!! Whenever I move I try not to make friends, or at least make lasting friendships because when I end up moving, I get all sad and pathetic. All because of my dad's stupid job. I envy people that were born in one place and have lived there their whole life. I really envy them.
"Apparently" my family isn't moving anywhere anymore. I just get so frustrated because it's so hard to make friends. Everyone at my school has been there WAY longer than I have, and all of them have friends that they've had since they were born. I can't seem to make any friends at all. I feel like an outsider. Nobody has excepted me as a "true friend."

Why is life so friggin' hard?

Do you ever get to go back and visit any of your friends from other places? Always being the new kid must be awful. You can make the most of your situation, though. Just because you're not going to be able to stay doesn't mean that you can't allow yourself to make friends. Even a short friendship would be better for you than being too afraid of leaving friends behind to make them. You seem pretty awesome, I'm sure you could make friends if you let yourself
A vaguely relevant quote:
"Because what's the point in them being happy now if they're going to be sad later. The answer is, of course, because they are going to be sad later." -Doctor Who, Coming Home.

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 429121)

I lost five pounds yesterday from vomiting.
Not on purpose, not bulimia or anything, just a virus.

D:
I hope you get better soon, Pokey.

oh crap

they've gotten so much worse this last week. It's gotten to the point I'm not sure whether some things are real or not. And the voices haven't gotten better, either.

meditating isn't working either.

stupid stupid stupid family history

Esther, I think you need to talk to someone who can help you professionally. There's very little that we can do to get you better.

The family doctor is my friend's mother. which might not work so well. :/

I could talk to my advisor, I suppose, but I would really not feel comfortable. Somebody's probably going to tell my parents. Who are going to get me an excorsism, not a therapist. :P

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 429174)

But didn't you say that your family has a history of similar conditions?
Seriously?

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 429179)

But didn't you say that your family has a history of similar conditions?
Seriously?

It's completely on my mom's side. My father is the one I'm really afraid of finding out, but my mom's really reliant on him. I honestly don't trust her.

There isn't much that irritates me more than when I'm feeling horribly depressed and I have a stupid, cheerful song stuck in my head that just keeps playing over and over no matter what other song I listen to. ._.

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 429184)

It's completely on my mom's side. My father is the one I'm really afraid of finding out, but my mom's really reliant on him. I honestly don't trust her.

Are there any aunts or uncles or older cousins from your mum's side that you can trust?