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The Way I Feel- ***** ***

He... can always... could always... make me smile, even on my worst days. I don't know what it is about him... but he just seems to understand. Even when he's not trying to... he always made me feel better. And now... he's gone.

We knew we'd been rowing our boat towards a waterfall. We knew we were doomed. We knew it couldn't last. And there was nothing we could do about it... Life would go on, the Time would come... and tear us apart. We (at least tried to) enjoy our time while we could.

But now, he's gone, and while I have other friends, he was the one that could, no matter what, keep me on my feet. Without him... I'm going deeper and deeper. There's no one to make me feel better... my internal wars wage, and without him to balance me, it's just getting worse and worse. I'm afraid of what's in my head, afraid of it starting to drown me and him not being there to save me.

And on top of that... there's an emotion towards him burning inside me that I don't even recognize. I can't identify it... I don't know if I've ever felt this before. It's difficult to describe... it's like... this fierce, passionate flame of... I dunno... he's just... do any of you get what I'm saying/trying to say? Do you know what this is?

(By the way, this is the short version)

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Originally Posted by SilverMoon (Post 448956)

:| These kinds of things really suck.

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 448957)

:| These kinds of things really suck.

They do.

none of my friends (that I see every day) realize how much it sucks for me right now. Except ***** *******. Thank the universe HE understands.

On a (sort of) different note, I'm listening to Confession (What's Inside My Head) right now. :I

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 448947)

I know the feeling. :| There's one "so sweet and innocent little boy" who I've had issues with in the past. And I'm always the one "bullying him". I shoved him into a wall because he was trying to strangle my sister. Her face was freaking turning purple and yet the story is of a nice boy who was viciously attacked by the High And Most Evil Esther.

By the way, the whole 'refusing to accept bad grades' thing was because of this theology essay we all had to write. She said to express your opinions, and she marked my opinions wrong for being "incorrect" and said I should read the bible more. You can imagine I found it hillarious and deeply aggravating at the same time.

Ugh. That sucks. Anyone who believes that sucks.

XD The same thing happened for an RS assignment I had to do on Anne Frank.

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 448951)

i have pent-up anger and i need a way to get it out other than revenge and being a bitch. poetry isn't working too well and music is good but still. help, please?

What I like to do when I feel really angry is just lie on my bed and punch it and kick it.

Gahhhhhh... please, someone help me... ah...

*is about to start screaming Confession or Fight Inside at the top of my lungs*

I'm fighting it.

I'm trying to get it off me.

Please.

Help... stop... just stop...

don't quote this just a short vent

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 448951)

i have pent-up anger and i need a way to get it out other than revenge and being a bitch. poetry isn't working too well and music is good but still. help, please?

Maybe play Happy Wheels? and you can rant about it to me if you want.

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 449026)

Maybe play Happy Wheels? and you can rant about it to me if you want.

oH, you already know what it is. :P

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 449026)

Maybe play Happy Wheels? and you can rant about it to me if you want.

That's a good idea. c: And pretend the person is the character.

i just had a f*cking heart attack and i don't even know how i felt
(no not literally a heart attack xD)