Originally Posted by maxi (Post 449540)

JUST DELETE IT.
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 449544)

Max, is it because you're.. 'sensitive' to these things? When we skype Max gets me to delete messages to sometimes :P

Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 449518)

I can't deal with all of these things bothering me at once. I can't just let it go like I used to, because I have to sort it out to make it pass. I know I could easily sort almost all of them out in a couple of days, but just I can't bring myself to do it. It's just so daunting, so I retreat into my safe bubble of reading and music, and I can get away from all that for as long as I can. But I'm pretty sure that's just me being lazy and unmotivated and ungrateful. Everything's just building up more and more, and the problems are getting harder to face. I think I can do it right up until I actually have to, and then I don't know how I ever thought I could. I have moments of absolute panic that I can only seem to calm by getting everything done at once, immersing my self in distractions, or by being completely destructive and staying up late enough to make me physically ill and hurting myself and eating as little as I'm allowed. The first option is just getting more and more difficult, the second isn't enough any more, and the third one is not going to last long before something happens. I can't do this. I get so tired, and I'm just a generally shitty person all the time. I can't pretend to be happy, and people are noticing and backing off from me. At this rate, I'm going to end up dead or disowned (it's been threatened) and kicked out of school within three years.

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 449548)

*huggles*
hey there amme
hey there perf person
its alright if you can't do well in school at the moment
because all that matters at the moment, or should matter, is your happiness
you're not shitty
you are amazing (◡‿◡✿)
and eat darling. i know it's hard, but please try?
dont hurt yourself ;w;
and your parents are being shitty if they're going to disown you.
and my inbox is /always/ open.
*huggles more*

Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 449553)

It's good to sort things out, cause then you don't have to deal with them later.
Please don't hurt yourself, I know that saying that doesn't help at all, but please.
Eat for your own good. We want you to eat. We need you to eat ^-^
You aren't a shitty person... not at all. Belieeeve usssss :D
Your parents are the shitty ones if they're going to disown you.

Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 449532)

you have most definitely changed my life positively, ME. you are one of my favorite people in my life. in the top ten, if my calculations hold correct. and you are welcome. don't forget it.

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 449577)

I was reminded of some of the intolerance that people deal with and I was reminded that that's what I live with every day and the only minority about me is that I'm half-black but because I don't give a fuck whether or not you are transgender or asexual people come up with the solution that i must be a lesbian or nothing at all because I'm the only one who's wants to make a fucking difference but no matter what I do nothing changes and it's not going to until I have piles of money laying around and somehow make it in the limelight of books or TV and that will never happen because I can never afford something like that.

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 449568)

Heather, thank you so much. I've never even been remotely close to being someone's first choice, and just you saying that I'm one of your favorite people...it makes me forget about the scars on my arm. I hope you know that I think of you that greatly, too.