I haven't drawn blood yet. Just breaking skin.

oh.
DUN DRAW BLOOD.
IT REALLY HURTS, LIEK, SRSLY.
aghhh, dang. sorry. i had WAY TOO MUCH cofffeeee.
i think i need more

Um, does anyone else hate cutting on their arms, because you just hate people wondering? I also cut on my thighs...

yes. i hate it.

i wanna cut my hair.

I'd be seriously mortified if anyone IRL knew I was cutting...well, I haven't in a long time, a week or so?
I realised that I don't hate school. I just hate going back home after school because i cannot leap over my procrastination to do homework.

Yes.
My mom almost caught on. I just lied.

I hate it with a burning passion. But I don't mind schoolwork. That's something that's always been easy. The rest of it is the part that tears me down.

I thought I was the only one too

people keep telling me i'm weird and acting like I make it up and that's when I started

Only one friend IRL knows about my... mental issues. And she doesn't even know about my self-harm. I really doubt she'll believe me. :/

What we're learning isn't hard. It's just that I find other things more interesting, such as KidPub, books, writing...and I have to go running twice a week. I get home at five, have fifteen minutes before I go down to the bus stop, and I get home again at nine. I need to prioritise, but I always put my comforts first.
My schoolmates are okay, but their ignorance seriously annoys me. I was happy yesterday, though, because my friend who hasn't seem like my friend (fine, she's my goddess/crush) talked to me.
:/

Okay. Have you ever had one of those days where absolutely nothing went right?

._.

I just had one of those days. And then I log onto KP and see that a nice big portion of my favorite book on here has been taken off KP early.


WELL

THAT'S

JUST

WONDERFUL.


*crawls under a rock and just stays there for eternity*