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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 340125)

It really doesn't. xD
(youshouldliketotallyrespondtomyemail)

Thank you so much. I know I'm being ridiculous, it's just something in the back of my head, CONSTANTLY reminding me of these things.

I'm leaving now. Nightie!

Yeah, I occasionally get some pessimistic thoughts.
My school gave this talk about self-esteem (for the umpteenth time in a fortnight) and they mentioned this little...well, creature, not voice that always discourages you, looking at the bad side of things and making it worst.
Argue back, if it's that kind of discouraging that I'm thinking of.
Though I usually find arguing hard when I'm really angry, so it's hard for me :/

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 340130)

I'm sorry. You help so much. So much. Heather, I care about all of my friends so much it hurts if I think anything bad happened to them. When Livvi broke her arm, I spent two nights awake, wondering if there was any way I could help. Heather, you're always right. Always. You always convince me that everything's fine, it'll be okay. So I trust you. I really trust you. You have never been wrong when you needed to make somebody feel better. Thank you for listening to my rant. Heather, you really are always right. You have some kind of... aura.

Always right. H'm. I should tell that to my parents... xD No, really, thank YOU. When I see that I'm helping someone and not hurting them more, that lifts my day by 1000% (yes, I do mean that many zeroes). I'm honored to have gained your trust, I really am. Sometimes I have trouble trusting myself, so you don't know how much this means to me. I always try to make people feel better, even people I don't really know, but it's easier when I know them and specifically what's been going on, y'know? Because when you're down and you're coming up with reasons why, you're likely to miss the fact that someone may have said something to you, and it really got to you and hurt you, but you didn't pick up on it at the time. So I want to remind people about this stuff. I'm sososososososoooo happy to help. I've spent too much of my life hurting, anyways. /glomps

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 340149)

I have this tendency to become depressed when others are depressed.
So I'm depressed. Yay.
/hugs Heather.

NO NO NO I AM NOT DEPRESSED DON'T BE DEPRESSED I WAS JUST HAVING A DAY. D: Seriously, don't be depressed. I'm fine. /hugsbackthough

I don't know what to think. I feel alone and confused. I feel used and I can't even make any friends. I fail :(

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 340280)

I don't know what to think. I feel alone and confused. I feel used and I can't even make any friends. I fail :(

No you don't fail! For Petes sakes Calla you are one of the better writers on KP, and I love all of your stories!

Now feeling used, I can understand. If it's one person, maybe try to avoid them. If it's a group, also try to avoid them. Tell an adult about this, and hopefully it will help.

Can't make friends? Its okay, I only have three other friends, and I may not be going to the same high school as them. Trust me, it's going to be really tough to make friends (if you are shy that is, if you aren't, well, find someone who has some of the same interests as you).

Hope you feel better Calla, and know. YOU AREN'T A FAILURE. :D

I just have this awful fear of death (and ironically, my favorite books of all time are the Harry Potter series.

I have the Catholic belief that I will go to heaven, but I still wonder--am I wrong? Is it just darkness when we die? Will I be staring at the inside of my eyelids for all eternity, thoughtless but conscious?

What about if I do go to heaven? What if there is some universe-shattering thing that dooms all of us, on Earth and off?

I just can't take it. I shouldn't be afraid, but I'm utterly paralyzed with fear.

It's like the calendar just skipped from September 4th to September 14th.
The month is already half bloody over. This year… it's quickly coming to a close. My days are all of no consequence. It's a month into the school year and I still don't have any real friends.
Where the hell is time going?
I'm afraid.

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 340334)

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:( Don't be afraid, Tredom. It takes a while to form good friendships. Time goes fast, yes, but you have to make it count. Try not to dwell on what might happen if you do something different or bold or straightforward--just do it. There's no point in worrying or wasting your time feeling anxious. Truth is, everyone's so nervous about how other people see them, they don't notice you until you make them. So you have to go out there, get the best grades possible, rock your English class with your poetry, and just be yourself! ^_^ Things will turn out well for you in the end, LST. I know it.

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Originally Posted by GabiDi (Post 340377)

Ugh.
Okay.
You guys shouldn't even read this, but it's so frustrating. So I'm just going to send a note to each of my friends. At least, the ones that are annoying me.
Y
A and MK,
Okay. Why are you acting like freaking hookers?! Jesus! I don't even - I'm embarrased to walk down the street with you. You think allllll the freshmen have real boners from seeing you in your smoking hot bikinis, huh? OPEN YOUR EYES. Did you hear him, what he was saying to you? What he totally thought you both were? Freaking whores. Because that's what you were acting like. And those are the guys that will keep their distance, what about the ones that won't because you're running around acting like you're of age and stuff when you're not even fourteen?!
Ugh. When I try to confront you about it you say that you just don't care what people think of you - like that's a good thing in the first place - but that's a lie and we both know it. You want them to think you're sexy. Remember today when you said, "I mean, we're such motivation - what could be sexier than a girl dripping wet in a bikini?" and I said something that you didn't hear and I wouldn't repeat for you?
I told you, "A girl with actual self respect." Because... ugh. You think they're going to like you when you do that?
THE GUY THAT YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH ASKED OUR FRIEND IF SHE FOUND YOU ON SOME STREET CORNER IN VEGAS AND YOU WEREN'T EVEN BOTHERED, HOOKERS AREN'T SEXY SO GET OVER YOURSELF.
Now, specifically: A. When you saw the guys in the parking lot you TOOK OFF YOUR COVER UP SO EVERYONE COULD SEE YOUR BIKINI. WTF?!
He said, "There's a thing called decency, you should try it sometime" and you literally told him that you had no decency. Again, WTF? How is that a good thing as you so clearly thought it was?
And MK, ugh. There's this thing called EMOTING.
I get that you're shy, I get it, I'm shy too but I get over it because being shy - ? I'm sorry, it's a bad thing. You can be reserved, sure, but you're so... ugh. I look over at you in first period and want to just shake you by your shoulders because you're just - I mean, you're quiet and just sort of looking into space, not making an effort or even... no wonder you want to switch to homeschool. Your mom's not even home all day and I have no idea where your dad is, how is that a good idea?!

N, okay. You heard a rumor that our awesome science teacher is lesbian and now you think that she "totally has crushes on all of us".
I wanted to KILL you when you said that.
Ugh.
Just.
You're so... /flails/

And...
And...
Okay, I'm done.

At least I still have Amanda, Maddie, Shantel Bailey and Deidre for company because I kind of want to veto all of you.

Aww, Gabi. D:> I tend to be really critical too. Seriously, I tend to just randomly criticize my best friends in my head and then I'm all, WHY YOU DO DAT. But yeah. D:
I actually know someone kind of like that. We were going hiking, and she saw a group of guys, so she TOOK OFF her shirt, where she was wearing a totally see-through tank-top underneath..... uuugh.
No one's forcing you to be friends with them. If you need your space, you have every right to tell them that.
Hope you get everything sorted out. :3

Three critics posting in a row. Pokey doesn't seem to critical, though :P
I'm so critical that my friend actually told me that.

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 340332)

Death isn't scary once you think about it. We'll never know until we die, so it's useless to ponder it now in fear.