How is it that I manage to fuck everything up?

Paper rubbing on paper, people scratching paper, certain materials some coats are made of (really dry horrible ones)...

Yes, they're there to help, but they have a warped understanding of it. Her telling you to be nice to people, is a misunderstanding on her part. I, for example, try to be nice, but by jumping into conversations and trying too hard sometimes, become slightly lonely. And I only try with people I like.

Some counsellors are only familiar with stronger examples of Asperger's, such as the ones who can't make any eye contact and obsess over things so strongly. It's different, for females anyway, and less spotted because it blends in more, and often just looks like shyness, or bitchiness.

As you can guess, I've read books on this. Aspergirls was quite a good one actually.

shit .

What's up ?

I wish I could help… D:
You don't. *hugs* What happened?

Don't worry. You've helped enough.

Just- people aren't being the normal kind of idiot. Everything that happens now happens because of something I did. I've been writing some morbid stories lately, and everything sort of smashed down this afternoon. I was empty for the rest of the day.

Nope. That is it. Wait a few days, Owen, and you will have a surprise. I do not want you to be this way.

neither do i. but life is a piece of crap and i guess it wants me this way.

Forget this way
Remember the other way
Try to be that guy who was always happy i dont know how this happened owen but it will be over soon