Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.
 

So, this is how it works. For the title of your post, put an emotion, like ANGER, JOY, EXCITEMENT, FEAR. Then write how you feel.


Vent vent vent!

Destructive :/
 

I'm mean to everyone. Not that I insult them, but I'm just so... silent... that it's offending. People thinkit's personal and feel like I dno't want to talk to them specifically. D:

Plus this guy that I liked asked me out, and I said no all mean annoyed like even though I really wanted to go with him. :eek:

This si a really good idea for a thread, though.

Jealousy
 

I don't know why I'm so jealous of my sister. It's just that she's so awesome to everyone. She's two years younger than me, but she looks and acts pretty maturely. While I get annoyed easily, she's kind and sweet and loves children. She also does not very well in her studies, but is pretty and athletic. I'm just the quiet, sullen, evil older sister who is an excellent scholar and can play the piano and doesn't like flowers in particular. What's with me?

Meh, I'm the youngest. For me, it changes a LOT. Sometimes quiet and sullen, and other times, I'm loud, hyper, and dancey. :P

I don't know how to change how I feel, so I guess I can't really help you either. :/

I don't know... my sister has this knack for being glamorous. I'm the person in the background. I like being dramatic and I want to be a musician and a singer and an actress, but I'm not glamorous exactly... my mood changes, too, but I'm never exactly the same level of glamorous that my sis is.

Confused
 

Guys.

That's it.

Sad, Angry, Jealous
 

My mom told me just an hour ago that we're having a christmas carol singalong at our house tomorrow morning. She gave me a list of songs to play, but I didn't even have a piano book of christmas carols! So then she bought a book of them, and they didn't have them on my level, and I can't learn ten carols four books above my level in just a few hours. Now I don't know what to do because everyone in my family but me will be playing and everyone knows I play the best in the family, and I'm so sad that I can't, and angry that I was never told and that I will have to be sitting in my room while my whole family plays, and jealous that everyone will clap for my sister and my brother and my parents while I sit in the corner. :(:mad::(:mad:

AA, I'm so sorry! I don't know what to say. Just... explain to your mom, maybe?

*cooes*
 

D: So sorry! That's awful... poor AA.

Yeah, I did, and she's just all, "Well then don't play!"

So... yeah...

EVERYONE'S LEAVING KP!
First Kiwara, then Rosie and Rachel and Stara! And has anyone seen Bingo or Eric around? What about DeEcrivan?

I'm leaving in 6 months maybe. You're lucky if I stay that long.

NOOO! NOT YOU TOO!
We can fix KP. We can turn it around again.

That's what they said... oh let's see.. 7 months ago?

Maybe we could try for at least part of it……

/laughs bitterly/ it's already dead. There's no fixing this place.

There's still some stuff left… WB, some people on the main site… :/

That's different.
I guess you're right.
KM is untouched though. Pretty much. That's the only part that's not destroyed.

I'm soo sad right now I have this big musical theater performance thursday and I need the costumes by monday anyways I was painting them with that fabric paint and it was a huge mess but finally I got it under control and my mom stacked them while they were still wet and ruined them but she doesn't want to buy new t-shirts to paint even though on has a big black glob that won't come out.. She's being so stubborn and annoying and it's a huge wreck and I started crying cause I don't want to wear the t-shirt cause it looks really bad and she doesn't even care she's just sitting on the computer looking at more fish to buy.. WE DON"T NEED ANYMORE F****** FISH!! She always does this, the fish always matter more than I do, I want to show her the dance for this musical theater show and I have to stop cause I'm SCARING the stupid fish.. I can only practice at school or in my room where i can't do the cartwheels cause that's the only room that doesn't have a retarding fish tank..

Eek... that sounds a bit sad... :(:(:(

worried
 

again om kimdle so grammar bad
anyway i lost the penvil pouvh and library booklif i cant find it on the bus i cat just say he u know that boolk i checked out a ay ago well i already lost it sorry heres money
*cries*

Great another problem to add to this Musical theater disaster.. My teacher decided since my partner doesn't have the song and dance down we have to sit on chairs and sing an upbeat song I worked soooo hard practicing the song and dance where she blew it off, now it's my fault.. Plus the t-shirts aren't bleaching out

...

The T-shirts Aren't Bleaching Out?

Stressed.
 

STRESSED.
Ugh ugh ugh ugh ugh.
Life is hard. Through ups and downs and twists and turns and... and... UGH. I don't feel like explaining... but I am... so... STRESSED.

D':

Everyone's so sad...

Jealous.
 

Last night was an orchestra concert. Everyone did great in the actual orchestra. The for the 2nd concert was extra curriculurs and we messed up a little and my mom got realy mad. I'm in 6th grade and she's like, "Well, that guy in front of you knew what he was doing!". That guy was in 8th grade Select Strings. That's like 5 years ahead of me. And she goes, "What?!
"Do you KNOW how advanced SS is?"
"Do you know MATH ?"
"Noami started playing when she was 3 and she got in, so how good do expect me to be?!"

I know it doesn't seem like much, but Naomi has everythnig. A bunch of friends, she's good at everything and the best viola player in the school. And I hate being compared to her.

Resentment.
 

I'm sending this email to my so-called best friend.
~
You can forget about our plans to go to the library as many times as you want. You can ditch me as many times as you want. You can decide Kristiana's more fun and go to her house every day of the week if you want. You can stand by and do nothing when she treats you or me like crap. Laugh it off. Or even agree. You can hug me and act like it's okay again. You can live with the fact that you're best friend is the girl who sent a message as me to you, about how much she hates you.
Oh, that's right, you already do.
Talk to me when you're feeling like a friend, M****.
~
(****=Her name...)

Depressed/Mad
 

So, I am kind of doubting that my mom even cares about me anymore. I think that she likes my little sister better. In fact, one time Elizabeth (my little sis) said that Mom said, "I wish you were the older sister instead of Stephanie." Also, today, she said, "If you weren't my daughter, I wouldn't even talk to you."

I mean, what kind of mom says that???

Ugh. I just always get so mad at her.

And, she always yells at me and hits me.... :(

Ouch... that sucks. It's okay, she'll probably get over it when she gets over the stress in her life.

Although I personally agree that my little sister would make a better older sister... she is better with little kids. :p

Psycho
 

http://s2.favim.com/orig/28/blues-cl...com-236127.gif




HAHA oh god, this is the time in the day, every couple days or so, when I laugh at everything. EVERYTHING. That gif, the crush thread, people suffering, sad songs, sad YouTube videos (I'm laughing insanely at this one, http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...&v=RNlDYyRRanw), sadness, all the bad feelings that anyone and I have ever had... it's all so funny... my gut is hurting from laughing so much at what would happen if I put some horrifying cryptic message somewhere for someone to find, their expression...
Oooh, my stomach... it hurts... hahehehehe... I'm trying to bite my tongue to stop laughing...
Ha...

Angry
 

Spelling bees are stupid. First, I only get to go trick or treating for an hour because the spelling bee is a day after. Then I can't even write because I' supposed to study. And now the whole school is counting on me to win the state. They all say that its a gift. Maybe it is a gift, but it is also a burden. And jeez, I'm only eleven. Leave my child hood alone. Maybe I'm greedy, but why does it have to be me? Like, go away and bother someone else please. I never wanted it. I just want to be normal. Isn't it already bad enough that I'm considered weird? If I don't win the national bee, I'm gonna be so angry that I missed Halloween and wasted useful time. I probably won't even win, and if I do, the trophy can be crushed by a hammer. Me winning the spelling bee isn't going to help me other than school. I know school is important, and it could be my future, but I'M STILL ELEVEN. PLEASE. I WANT MY CHILDHOOD, MY WRITING TIME, AND MY CANDEH. And I absolutely hate being filmed. I look all emo and depressed in pictures.

I'd happily pass on this chance, if my parents would let me.

Frightened and sad
 

The scary thing is that I don't feel like I have any emotion right now, that's what's making me frightened and sad. Listening to scary music and looking at gory pictures isn't helping...






@Lily09: I know how you feel. o_o I can't deal with the pressure, I expect way too much of myself, so I purposely strike out and go for third in every schoolwide spelling bee I go to. o_o

Emotion: Awwww crapppppp
 

I'm getting the feeling I shouldn't have had coffee today. This doesn't always happen, but about every month, when I have a cup of coffee, I break out into crazy twitching and almost-seizuring movements... I don't know if it's a reaction to the caffeine, but it certainly doesn't happen EVERY time, so I don't even know. My upper arms are twitching and I'm getting this weird feeling in my legs and diaphragm, just like I did last time when I broke out into this huge seizure thing and had to run to my bed as fast as I could and just flipped out there for like twenty minutes until my mom came in and I had to get a better grip on my movements...


I just realized that I'm spamming up this thread... >_> Sorry...

Dissapointment in Myself
 

When I get home, I have to take off all of my beads.
>.>
TT_TT

confused by picture
 

I have been staring at that for so long it's scary. O_O

THAT'S AWESOME!!!!! :D :D :D (*insert lower-case letters here to prevent the entire thing from going low-case*)

I'm not actually sure what the GIF is about. :P

Fear. Also a bit of deranged optimism.
 

I'm scared of what's going to happen after I leave KidPub. Everyone has lives to move onto, but I don't. My family seems to think everything is just fine. And I'm stuck, stressed out by everything. I'm afraid of the future and change. I'm terrified of the world. I'm terrified of life in general.

The optimism is in some dark and distant corner, shrieking, "YEAH WOOT LET'S CHARGE AND HEADBUTT SLASH TACKLE LIFE YOU ONLY LIVE ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!11!!!1!!!!!" or something like that.
Whyyyyyyy my optimism always insane. ;_;

Don't. You. Dare. Even. Think. About. Leaving. KidPub.

Because if you do, I'm pretty sure that at least ten people will also leave.

Anyway... try literally hugging trees. And growing flowers. And doing ballet randomly on the lawn. And climbing trees. And wearing polka dot shirts and shorts. That adds activity to life. xD