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Max, this is kind of random, but are you Christian?

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Originally Posted by Confuzzled (Post 478728)

Everyone makes terrible mistakes. The best people make terrible mistakes, and they learn from them. What are your terrible mistakes? I promise you, when you look at them from a different perspective, they don't seem so terrible. Whatever you did, good came out of it. GOOD CAME OUT OF IT. I know it's hard to believe, but it's true.

it doesn't matter what they are. it matters that i'm an idiot, i'm not worth it, i hate myself and i'm proud to say that.

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Originally Posted by Confuzzled (Post 478729)

Max, this is kind of random, but are you Christian?

no...

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 478734)

it doesn't matter what they are. it matters that i'm an idiot, i'm not worth it, i hate myself and i'm proud to say that.

no...

I would rather you call me an idiot and that I'm not worth it and I should be proud to hate myself than for you to say that.
Max, YOU ARE LOVED. YOU ARE WORTH IT. If you never existed, look at how many lives wouldn't be changed! You need to believe in yourself, you need to realize how SPECIAL you really are. 'Cause I swear to you, somebody out there loves you for who you are, and they would DIE if you were to say those things about your self. Stop torturing yourself Max. Stop saying things and then making yourself believe them because NONE OF THEM ARE TRUE.

Oh. Well I just wanted to say I'm praying for you. :D I know that's probably the worst thing to say right now, but I just want to let you know....

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Originally Posted by Confuzzled (Post 478740)

i swear to myself too every night. i don't like me and that's how it's going to be. people ask me 'oh why u hurting urself??' it's because i don't like myself. i hate myself. how can i believe in myself when i'm A FREAKING IDIOT? i can't love myself. i can't like myself. i can't even look at myself in the mirror and if i do i almost cry. it doesn't matter if i'm torturing myself. it's what i want to do.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 478746)

If its what you want to do, then do it. I can't stop you from that. But what I'm saying is you matter. Don't you know that?

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Originally Posted by Confuzzled (Post 478747)

If its what you want to do, then do it. I can't stop you from that. But what I'm saying is you matter. Don't you know that?

i matter?
no
no.
i don't.
i can't matter.
i'm a disgrace.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 478748)

i matter?
no
no.
i don't.
i can't matter.
i'm a disgrace.

So your saying if you die right now, nobody would cry? Nobody would care?
4,804 people have looked at your profile.
Don't tell me that you don't matter. At least 50 KPers MATTER about you!They care if you left. They would care if you died. Even more people than that care.

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 478746)

max, this may be kind of personal, but--
is kp making you do this? harm yourself, i mean?
if that makes any sense

I gotta go, but I hoped I helped. Right now I feel like I failed.

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Originally Posted by MaggieMay (Post 478750)

max, this may be kind of personal, but--
is kp making you do this? harm yourself, i mean?
if that makes any sense

nooooo.
no, no of course not.