hey dude you have every right to feel however you do. you should never apologize for your feelings, because they're not something you can help. (*gives cookies and hugs*)

But my mom seemed so happy when she found out.
I feel like it's a good thing but I can't feel positive about it.

it happens sometimes. just let the emotions run their course, because feeling bad about them only ends up hurting you.

let's play a game of how badly can I fuck everything up

dude im sorry. we all love you. please tell a friend.


in other news; i will kill someone. Likely Myself

o man,,, same,, im sry. Please Feel Better! <3

emotionally exhausted

My whole life I've been in all of the advanced classes. I've gotten all A's and tried my best. But now that I'm a sophomore and I'm taking algebra two and chemistry and honors English I'm just starting to feel overwhelmed.... Besides none of my friends are in the advanced classes and I just feel so lonely and all of them. My parents.....I shouldn't say pressure me to get good grades because I want to get good grades too but sometimes I just feel like I don't know if it's my choice or their choice anymore. For example my parents want me to take this thing next year where I'll take college courses part of the day and the rest of the day I'll take high school courses so by the time I graduate high school I'll have two years of free college. I mean free college is great and I want to help my parents out financially as much as I can but I just kind of want to enjoy high school. Idk.

I just got diagnosed with bipolar

they're going to give me mood stabilizers

eh

but see I actually enjoy my manic episodes

like i get so much done and it's so exhilarating and drug-like and just

eh

bro idk what 2 say but. *gives you a cookie*