Aw sorry that happened. :(
Thanks though. :)

yeah if you could stop being an ass that'd be great because i actually really like you and am able to have fun with you if you don't ignore me all the time

There I go again, being a complete douchebag.

I hated the person I was before, but I hate who I am now even more.

I don't understand anything anymore. I don't know who I am. I don't know who I want to be. Sometimes I just want to dissolve away where I can't hurt anyone.

Why do I always have to screw things up?

are you okay??? like are you actually lost, or is it a metaphor?


Wow okay i have a toxic friend and it's not worth my time to be friends with them but im scared that she'll have a mental breakdown if we leave her, im honestly so scared that she'll do something silly.

im not scared for myself though tbh im past the point of caring and being terrified of what i can and probably will do to myself. im past the point of giving a shit about Anything™ and and and

i want to care about everything, i want to be a happy good person, i want to be able to prove a point about something that bothers me without breaking down, i want to do something with my life but i can't because im at the bottom of a deep deep well that's still getting lower.

i have never cared less about myself and it's not scary anymore. im numb to most and only those i really, really, really care about get my empathy

life's short so what's the point

but no actually life is the longest thing we'll ever experience tho \o/
i know it fucking sucks bc like you've only lived for so long and being this depressed makes it somehow feel sooo fucking long and yet too fucking short? and what do you do? you dont fucking know you're just sso fucking confused like what's supposed to happen??/
my suggestion: try to devote yourself to taking care of something besides you for a little bit. like, something youknow you can tolerate ( not your friend). im talking about a pet here, mainly. do you have a pet? a dog or a kitty cat or something? bc something that actually really helps me out is making sure my puppy and kitty are happy and healthy. taking a long time to prepare their meals, brushing them, washing them, playing with them, making sure they have a nice place to sleep. its very therapeutic. if you dont have a pet, maybe get one? like seriously, it is such a huge difference i cant even say. like, even a turtle or a frog or a fish help. it gets you back into the routine of caring about something and taking care of something when you feel rly empty.

MMmmm i have a kitty cat and he is asleep on me back right now *O*

mm,,, that poem u posted.. i feel it bro. u feel better too bro. stay cool... B)

thank u !!

guess who got 6 hours of totally unnecessary sleep last night because she couldn't stop crying after being triggered by a picture of a fluffing mutant turtle. i will be genuinely surprised if anyone ever likes me in any way. hey, at least THE FLUFFING MUTANT TURTLE IS VAGUELY UNDERSTOOD AND APPRECIATED. and that's what really matters. anyways, i'm gonna go lie down in a cornfield and never get up, so i'll check back with you guys after school and such (GOSH I HOPE I CAN NAP ON THE COUCH AGAIN)

yaya! take good care of your kitty cat whenever u r feeling sad and trust me u will feel as cutie patootie as ur kitty cat afterwards vuv

thanks man, keep it rad B))
ugh man, i know that feel. like no one will ever like you. it sucks dong. but hey guess what! you are just a teenager!!! it feels like forever but someday you will find the person/people you want to be with for the rest of your life !! be it a husband or wife or partner or best friend, whatever your preference, you will most definitely find someone who will love you just the way you are if you let them! you have SO much time to grow! don't give up on yourself now! that's like looking at a little sproutling flower plant that's only budded one leaf and saying "they'll never have a beautiful blossom" bc THAT FLOWER WILL HAVE THE MOST GODDAMN GORGEOUS BLOSSOM YOU'VE EVER SEEN HELL YEAH

my suggestion: if you're unhappy with yourself, just try to improve yourself! think long and hard about who you are as a person, and then think long and hard about who you want to be, and THEN think long and hard about how you can become the person you want to!! set small goals for yourself to reach your main ultimate goal! realize that it will take time, but that's ok, because a flower doesn't blossom in one day babe ! give yourself the days to grow!! if you just keep your chin up and keep on working and hoping, you'll get there!~

I'm so stressed out right now. I kind of wanna scream into a pillow or cry to death or beat someone senseless. Any would work.

why won't they talk to me anymore seriously what did i do wrong