i'm sorry i'm just kinda freaking out
 

Soooooo one of my dog's teeth just rotted and fell out. x____x I just looked over at him and he just spit out a tooth.
He's already had to have 4 of them pulled a couple years ago and now he's probably going to need more pulled
I feel like sUCH a terrible person, even though I KNOW FOR A FACT this isn't my fault; small dogs (especially doxies like him) are prone to dental issues no matter what you do
He's also getting super old
Aaaand he's definitely losing his hearing
But he still runs around a lot and barks at everything and plays with his toys so it's not like he's dying or anything; so that's good.
But, OBVIOUSLY he's in pain from his teeth and i really really hate knowing he's in pain. But he NEVER EVER shows it. He still chews on stuff and eats his food without trouble. I just hate how animals hide how they're feeling health-wise, because that makes it SO hard to tell when they need some help. I had no idea his teeth were getting that bad.
Seriously we're gonna take him to get his teeth fixed as soon as possible. x__x

MY POOR BABY BOY! ;__; (*sobs*)

I think I'm getting more comfortable with myself and who I am and it's a nice feeling. I mean, people and friends are still an issue and I'm more than a little stressed out about school but I have a sort of peace like everything will work out.

I'm still struggling with self-image, but I'm a lot better and I'm on a healthier path than I was a few months ago. I'm still stupid, i'm still a teenager, there are always going to be things to complain about but for right now I'm going to try to be happier.

I'm sorry but sometimes I don't want a solution.
Sometimes i just want to vent.
And I know that's annoying and I know it's frustrating but it's what i need sometimes.

i've just had a really bad day okay

(*hugs and gives flowers and coffee*) hey babe if you wanna talk I'm gonna email you bc you deserve a better day tomorrow

it's going to be okay owen!! if he did find it, he'll probably want to help you but i don't know your dad of course.

you could always say it fell out of a pencil sharpener if you're really worried and he says something.

idk last time he saw my scars in like march 2013 he shouted at me for a week or something.

knowing him he would've said something immediately so idk i think i'm good??

I'm so sorry that rly sucks...

ok that's really good then :D

You'd think teachers would be like, "k it's almost fall break so let's chill." but apparently not.

I have had the most anxiety- filled week all year. I've had at least one quiz or test every day, and two essays to write, on of which was timed in class as a test grade. The subject was Biodiversity. ?? no one cares mr. bio teacher.

Anyway, on top of my grades and school work there's been all this ebola and ISIS crap and America's gone to pot and just rgihoerihgoerng

Wow I feel really bad about posting this because it in no way compares to everyone else's problems.