At that last line, if I had been drinking water, I would have ruined the keyboard. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD Sure! Link: http://www.kidpub.com/story/sweetie-...ins-2115121081

Top, unfortunately. :P

Teeny tiny bathing suits really disgust me. *sigh*

Hang on, let me dig up a link...

Aha, here.
 

XDDDD Nice reply.

Ooh. That's bad. You guys seemed nice about it, though. I couldn't get past the 1st chapter. I'll comment on it later, since I'm on my sister's 3DS and it has low battery. :(

Haha, I just couldn't resist. :D

Check out her reply....*sighs with exasperation*

I know... GRRRRR.

We are totally just picking fights. :p

I know right??XDD

I just want to know if Catty is totally oblivious or not. :cool:

She's pretty oblivious...XD She takes the time to reply to our comments but claims she doesn't have enough time to edit her story, because she's in school. XD IT'S SUNDAY.

She talks about publishing when you're a kid like it's totally impossible. I published a few months ago. It wasn't very good, but at least it had a creative plot. :rolleyes:

She takes time to reply because she has to think a while before coming up with a comeback. I love how on her last reply, she says, "I'm posting another chapter soon. itll be quite the adventure in the hallway."

I'm guessing that she's gonna make Esther and Rockshadow villains.

You're talking about Catty?

Yes. 10 characters

Ohhh.. ... ...

I really appreciate your concern... <:^j
But I swear... I'm okay.


And every time I re-read that, it sounds like denial.
I don't want medications... I just want to be accepted, I think that would have the most calming effect on me.
I remember when I was little and I asked what schizophrenia was, my dad (a pharmacist; he prescribes medication, so he's rather acquainted with the schizophrenics and mentally ill in our city) told me that you just get really angry... I don't want to go into details because I don't feel like anyone needs to hear them but I have been getting very angry, but I don't know if it's just teenage spirit... And my dad waited until just a couple days ago to tell me to watch out because I had schizophrenia running in my family.

._.


DAD.

Sandy: GIT on the Phantom of the Opera thread. *deathstare*

That would be HILARIOUS. XDDDDDDDDDD And the second chapter was...(excuse my rudeness) well, horrible. She doesn't take CC, claims that she has school on Sunday, (which school in their right mind would do that??? That's ridiculous.) and accuses US of being horrible when she is the person actually fueling the fight. Yet she's still oblivious.
Okay, I'm done ranting now. :3

It all spells NEWBIE.

So true.

Funnily enough, when you said she accuses us of being horrible, I thought you were saying that she called the U.S. horrible. :D

I wonder how long she'll survive. Some of the bad newbies quit after a week because no one worships their stories.

*spews out water* oh that was hilarious! XDDDD And no, I think the U.S is a wonderful place to live. XDDDDDDDDDDDD

I've had stuff like that happen to me before. >_>
WHICH is why I decided to stick with one hairstyle. ^_^ And make my dad cut my hair. (I already cut his hair. Saves $12 a month. Why can't he cut my hair, too?)

...You sure, Cass? (I know, you weren't talking to me, I can't help myself. <:^D) I'm telling you, you don't have to take medication. AT LEAST go see a therapist. There's a good chance he/she can help you in some way shape or form. And, hey, maybe they can help you get through this, and maybe they won't. They'll at least help you control your moods better and your reactions to people and negative situations. (That's the only GOOD thing that came of me seeing a therapist when I was little.)

If it's any consolation, I've been going through serious moments of anger, too. I don't want to make this about me, but... I've already scratched the hell out of both my arms purely out of not having anywhere for my rage to go. They're very sensitive and as red as apples and starting to bruise. And I've kicked my poor little dog more times than I'd like to know...which doesn't help because now I hate myself for it...poor baby wasn't doing anything wrong. So if you feel like you're the only one that's angry, know you're not the odd man out, okay?

Nah, it wouldn't do any good... I think there is nothing that makes me want to snap more than a therapist, looking at me, looking past me and talking like I'm not there, just spitting advice that erases me, erases the emotions.
I can see quite clearly how therapists get killed by their patients, and I shouldn't have to stuff myself with meds. No one should.
I find it kind of ironic... my mom, who is the most anti-med person I know, ending up with a kid like me... I'm extremely trying to her no-drug rule. >_>
You kick your dog? The worst thing I've done was throw a rock at a bird... About a week ago I started to get really angry at my mom for no good reason, and started hurling things around in my room and punched the wall, bit the crap out of my knee and lip, and, according to the Cutting thread, severed the nerves in my lower leg... And it's sad, because I can still taste how I used to be, impossible to anger... Instead of moving forward, I've fallen back... After my mom heard me start punching the wall, that was when she started to monitor my food... that was the day I heard the people in my head... :^/


The more I think about this, the more I think it's just a teenager thing with me. There's no way I'll ever take medication simply for growing. No way I'll go to a therapist as a mental patient just because I'm perfectly healthy.

If you honestly think that's what it is...then, well, that's good. That means it will end eventually. And I respect your choice of not seeing a therapist.

I DIDN'T MEAN TO...okay? ;_; I've never harmed my little baby before.....I feel so incredibly terrible about it.....especially since the sweet little dog totally forgave me. He just curled up in my lap about two minutes after it first happened. He was just in the line of fire when I got angry...I hate myself for it. I really do. *resists urge to dig my nails into my arm again* I talked to my dad about the whole thing, and I got the chance to vent for the first time in forever. I think it really helped.

I know how you feel about counselors and therapists, too -_-

While I was getting screamed out I was shaking on the couch, rolling around like a bug on it's back. Then I threw a remote control. O_O And yeah, my mom doesn't want me getting tested for some minor mentalish stuff, because she said it can be helped and controlled without meds. But keep in mind, the condition I may have is probably... minor? compared to schizophrenia.

Hey... don't feel bad... I don't think of you any differently. :P It seems the same way as me coming home, emotionally and mentally deadened from school and dissing my brother... I suck as a sister, but I've been trying to work on my meanness. >_<
Don't feel bad... just let go. <:^J
I'm pretty sure dogs do that in the wild, anyways.
I never talk about my emotions to other people, only when I'm forced to, and even then they're simplified enough to mean anything. "I threw my room stuff again, tried to rip open the pillows, came downstairs, curled up on the couch, punched my leg as hard as I could, bit my knee, bit the couch, cried with anger" becomes, "... I felt bad about it." I've always had problems with speaking, and it doesn't help when the words get caught, literally CAUGHT in my head and just don't come out. ._. Stutter = suckage.

My mom raised me not to be a complainer; so I am determined that just because I hear voices, they are not hallucinations (despite them being classified as so), and I am not schizophrenic. Sure, I fit the emotional criteria of schizophrenia and the physical criteria (catatonia, etc), but... I can't be mentally ill. It is not an option for me...
(*facepalm*)
My brain is too hard on me... -_-'

I don't mean to pry, but what condition do you think you have?

Oh yeah... The only people I can be certain are like that are the ones who follow me around, talking, talking endlessly, and when I try to get away (I've actually started running once) they chase after me, talking, smiling, laughing, and I keep running... keep running...
http://alltheragefaces.com/img/faces/png/sad-numb.png
I had a friend... with ADHD... who was also a sociopath... and the mind of an eight-year-old... I never knew eight-year-olds could be so maniupulative and toxic...

e_e

Head on over to the prom thingy thread and you shall se a an LST version of Vlad. o_o

Prom thingy thread? o_o I can't find it... what's the link?

I found the thread, but I can't find the Vlad thing. >_>
http://www.kidpub.com/forum3/showthread.php?t=2365

I dunno how I should feel when I find out my grandfather's going to die in several months.

Oh, no! :( That's terrible, nngo. Is he sick?

My grandpa drank too much...he's going to die too. :(

Well, he's got like, five types of cancer.

I'm sorry, Rockshadow. :( I never new one of my grandfathers...he died before I was born.

D: That's terrible. I'm so sorry. Cancer runs in my family, so I have an idea of what you and your family are going through. If you need anything, just come on here and ask, okay? <:^J

Happy
 

I am so confused and upset right now. Lately I've been feeling sad all the time. I have a few reasons to be sad (mostly drama at school, and a few things on KP) but I shouldn't feel this depressed. It's kinda freaking me out. O.o

I had a talk with my parents about it and they're the really understanding type and they really really care about me. I guess I'm kind of happy because I know that the sadness won't take over my life any more and they're going to do something about it. It feels like a giant weight has been lifted off my shoulders. :o It just feels good to talk about it.