Feeling depressed doesn't mean you're a bad person, doesn't mean you're spoiled: you're not acting like it's the worst thing to ever happen to anyone. It doesn't matter that other people have it worse… That just makes you feel worse. And it doesn't mean that your problems aren't real.
You can email me, if you want… :^I

Listen to some good music, hit sofas with baseball bats, pretend to be a ninja, and get on through it. :)

For some reason I feel like a melodramatic teenager. Like, I always try to be the better person, and be friends to anyone who needs one, but it seems like I get upset over the littlest things such as: friends being mad at me, having to stop what I'm doing to do work, etc. And sometimes during class I'll get this feeling like "Man, I have to get out of here, NOW." and I feel like I'm about to cry. And then there's the teenage hormones telling me I'm ugly and that's why no guys like me, blah blah blah. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?! Sheesh. It's very annoying. I know there's people who have it worse than me, and I'm always throwing a pity party for myself over the stupidest things. >.< Mreh.

*pats on back* I know the feeling, bro. Hey! :D Wee can be melodramatic teenage ninjas together! :D

I hate when my Dad asks a stupid question, and I can't reply with a sarcastic answer.

*le me sitting on the couch with my hair soaking wet since I just got out of the shower*
Dad: Have you taken a shower?

*facepalm*

Haha! I always love to reply with really stupid, sarcastic answers.
Dad: Have you taken a shower?
Me: No. I just got back from running in the rain. *le outside is clear and cloudless*

I get in trouble for saying sarcastic remarks. :/ But I think them all the time and try not to burst out laughing. XD

My dad does that all the time too :p

I am stupid, ugly, and just a plain waste of space. Over the phone, my best friend said, "You're pretty stupid, you know that right?" I put on makeup everyday, and yet I hate who I see in the mirror. I'm not sure if I can keep going in life...

I JUST WANT TO DIE ALREADY!!!!

GAHH ~clutches head~ don't say that!!!! And don't trust mirrors. They deceive. And my friends always say im stupid! It's just a friend thing.
But don't say that. You've got to be strong and the kid/teen years are the hardest. After that it's pretty smooth, you know, aside from finding a job and all that. But just hang on and know that if you ever need someone to talk to, were here, on kidpub ^^ <3

XD My dad asks me that a lot. Some of my answers include:

1.) No. I just went over Niagara Falls in a barrel--that's why my hair is wet.
2.) I had breakfast with Shamu, actually. That's why my hair is getting the couch all wet.
3.) Not yet, no. Though I DID swim a couple of laps in the toilet. Does my wet hair smell funny?
4.) Nah, the dog just drooled all over my head. That's what this towel is for.

I hardly ever say the comebacks sarcastically, though. I'm just trying to make him laugh more than anything. <:^J

I thought that too :\ *hugs C.T.* I felt very whiny when I wrote my vent about what happened to my former friend and I.

You should make your appearance the least of your worries.
Listen to some really kick-butt songs, like So What by P!nk. It helped me.
Don't put make up.

I am freaking out. Someone from GERMANY tried to log into my Google+ account...luckily Google stopped him (i'm guessing it's a him anyway) from signing in but still...the fact that someone would try to hack me..I'm not anyone important, anyone famous!!
*le freaking out majorly*

Rockshadow, CHANGE your PASSWORD. That would be my first thingy of doing. So change it now!

How possessive can I be? Especially when I keep telling myself I don't have a crush on you. But you only emailed me a couple times all summer and...oh gosh. I've got to stop being so crazy and inconsistent. It's not even like you were ignoring me, but maybe you were, but I don't know. And now I'm terrified that we'll lose our friendship because we don't have any classes together and you didn't talk to me today and you don't email me.
Why am I so barking insane?

GHAHAHA. I FEEL FANTASTIC.

Lacuna Coil is awesome. I'm glad I listened to the person who recommended it to me.. a year ago or so.

I feel like that sometimes, but there's always going to be at the bare minimum one person who doesn't look past you and will love you to pieces forever.

You know what you need more than anything?

A mug of sweet, thick hot chocolate with a teaspoon of vanilla, a handful of pecans at the bottom, and as much cool whip/whipped cream as possible.

It works, trust me.

Every time.

pecans? ~pukes~ though the rest sounds quite good ~taps chin~ It may work.

How could that NOT work????

Ergh.

One girl is shallow and moronic.

One guy is prejudiced against my best friend.

This other girl is just plain cruel.

The two people who actually seem to be becoming my friends are apparently hated by everyone else.

School's great, other than that.

Can't let go...
 

I've been doing really good, emotional venting thread. I haven't had a bad day in a really long time, a couple of weeks now, and I think with school coming up, I'll be doing really well. Although my weight is still down somewhere around 133 lbs from 148lbs (which I definitely don't mind...), I've started a new schedule and my relationship with food is starting to heal, although I know that for the rest of my life, I will have problems getting myself to eat, just like obese people will always have problems knowing when to stop, even after they've lost the weight.
I mean, I'm better now. Why is it that I can't listen to a song like Lucifer's Angel, or anything like that without thinking about myself? x_x I mean, come on... (*slaps self*) Get out of your self pity, self! (*headdesks*) Is that what triggers are? Digging up your emotions and rehashing them like a deck of cards?

Ugh... I need to suck it up. >_>

Okay, so the bolds are the ones I'm going to specifically adress.
Anyways, Good! I'm really glad you are doing well!
With the songs, here's a really good song (if you can't go on youtube.com, sorry! If you can just search songs on grooveshark.com {awesome music site} The song is called Boomerang by Cirrus. Here's the link {just ignore the picture} http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PAjLAhC6CvA)
Just because you are thinking about yourself, doesn't mean you are self pitying. If you are, thats okay, it actually means you are accepting yourself. Trust me
No, you don't need to suck it up. Let your emotions flow, and then you will actually become bettter because you won't need to worry about stress as much.
Live with yourself, Laugh at your mistakes, Love everything you do!:p

Thank you so much. <:^J I don't even know you that well, and you're being so kind to me... that means a lot.
I'm listening to the song right now. Most songs that people send me, I only listen to for a couple seconds, but I'm listening to the whole thing. :D It's really chill and relaxing; I'm glad you sent it to me.
Your words really helped me; thank you so, so much. :)

Sandy: Just because I don't know you very well doesn't mean I can't be nice to you. Really your listening to the song? Yeah, its "chill". And you are welcome
Heather: Relax! You are perfect just the way you are, so don't worry about anything else. Depression sucks, I know, but make a list of everything you love about yourself, and put it somewhere where you will always see it. (or ask your friends to make the list).

I know this is the third time I've posted something like this on this thread, but... I think I'm getting there. I feel like I'm almost done with life. I feel like there's nothing to live for. I've prayed so much and nothing has happened. I need help right now or I'll lose it.

I often get bored with life, since sometimes it's just so uneventful.
Are your days boring?

NO.
I don't really know you very well but I don't want to see you like this—not because I want to see everything be all perfect but because I don't want you to hurt. Please, don't give up, never give up. There's still a lot more to live for.
You can email me, if you want; I have a contact tab on the main site.
*Hugs*

There is always something to live for. Always. You just have to find the right thing. For me, it was writing, acting, and singing... I don't really know you that well to be telling you what you're amazing and wonderful at, but there's got to be something. If you think there isn't, maybe you haven't found it yet. But that's no reason to stop living, that's a reason to search for your passion. You're going to be all right, and it's okay to post on here as much as you need to. This's the Emotional Venting Thread, remember? The whole point is to post on here when you're feeling down. :) So... just remember, if you're really feeling like you're going to slip away--something that I felt not long ago, actually--there are people out there who care. Even if you don't find a passion, you can find a person. Find a person you can trust completely, and remember that us KPers here are trustworthy too. It doesn't matter if the person's online or not, but I'm here if you need to talk, and so are the other KPers. *hugs of non-depression for all*

Problem: I don't believe in perfection.
....
Sorry to be a buzzkill, but I don't.
/sigh

Well, I've certainly changed.
Sorry for interrupting :\

It's all right. /smiles
Thank you... first and foremost, thank you so so so much. Okay. Well. The person is, actually, most DEFINITELY not who you think it is. ...yeah. And keep in YOUR mind that I, for one, take you seriously. I take you very seriously. Example: Your reply, quoted right up there. So... yes, I know you can help, too. And to be honest, I haven't heard a lot from that person you were, um, talking about up there... on this subject, anyways. On THIS particular brand of depression. (Or whatever the eff it is.) I'll email you now about, uh, stuff. Yup.
but you didn't respond to my last email
i'm sorry