Originally Posted by chelseki3 (Post 280525)

I feel like no one loves me/no one cares. I feel like I have no friends. I feel like I could die in this world and everyone would forget about me straight away. I have nothing to clutch on to. My sanity is strong, but depressing is fighting over. I can't let that happen... I need my sanity to stay with me. I care what other people think because I need critisim...My mom says I'm stupid, I believe her. My auntie says my face looks like s*it, I believe her. They're both right, you know. I need to fight for my own rights. I'm bad at hiding my emotions. Stupid things that I believe in are messing up my mind and 'effing up my life. I need to stop. I need to keep my sanity, and hold onto God, because they will show me the light. I'm scared everything will fall apart....

I'm scared that my auntie will go psychotic again.

I don't want that to happen...

I'm scared.

Nervous.

I've never felt that someone has loved me truly sometimes.

If my mom annoys me I just burst out laughing. I've gotten ruder...stupider...weirder...

I'm nothing.

:o End of rant.

I'm such a loser I'm scared of dying...0_o

EDIT: I'm scared of making mistakes...I'm scared that everything will go wrong and fall apart...

Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 280553)

Your face does not freakingmatter. I think I'm a proud person, that's why I don't blush. I was scared of death too, but reading so many books about people dying has changed y views. To me, it's just oblivion.
You're a vigilant person. You're NOT nothing. Not an insignificant spect of dust, but the awesome Chelsea. Remind yourself.

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 280780)

I think because it makes you stronger. It makes you a better person. Like… purifying something by fire, a bit. It hurts, but if you make it through it, at the end you'll be epik. (Which you are. ^_^)