The Writer's Block

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TheAshWolf 06-01-2012 08:38 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Jean (Post 291771)
Y'all can ignore this as well, it's just old thoughts that have been lingering.

I miss some of my old friends on here, but no use in whining, it won't change anything. I just left for a while and came back and none of them were on any more, and I'm not very good at making friends on the internet. So.. yeah, those are my emotions at the moment.

I know how you feel. A lot of KPers I knew when I first joined have left.

WELL, not very many people in the world are good at making friends, so don't worry about it. <:^J

I'm Ash, by the way. :) When did you join KP?

AlgebraAddict 06-01-2012 08:39 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 291989)
I know how you feel. A lot of KPers I knew when I first joined have left.

WELL, not very many people in the world are good at making friends, so don't worry about it. <:^J

I'm Ash, by the way. :) When did you join KP?

You shouldn't be complaining, Miss author-of-the-most-popular-story-on-KidPub. Just pointing it out. :P

TheAshWolf 06-01-2012 08:49 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 291991)
You shouldn't be complaining, Miss author-of-the-most-popular-story-on-KidPub. Just pointing it out. :P

http://awkwardlistdotcom.files.wordp...tening_dog.jpg

*le confuzzled face*
.....I was complaining?

.............and WOT's not the most popular story. o_o It MIGHThave been popular at one point, but it's not anymore.

AlgebraAddict 06-01-2012 08:56 PM

:rolleyes:

But anyway, for now, you win the debate with that cute dog. :D

http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_b3GHoGMBNp...unnylolcat.jpg

TheAshWolf 06-01-2012 08:59 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 292010)
:rolleyes:

But anyway, for now, you win the debate with that cute dog. :D

http://ihasahotdog.files.wordpress.c...tures-omg1.jpg
We were debating something...? XDD Man, my brain is nowhere. I guess that's what I get for only getting 6 hours of sleep.

I love Jack Russell Terriers. :D And that cat is awesome. He needs a cane and a monocle, though.

L.S.Trendom 06-01-2012 09:01 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 291991)
You shouldn't be complaining, Miss author-of-the-most-popular-story-on-KidPub. Just pointing it out. :P

She wasn't complaining. And it wasn't about comments, it was about friends leaving KP. :P

Leloo 06-01-2012 09:05 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 291991)
You shouldn't be complaining, Miss author-of-the-most-popular-story-on-KidPub. Just pointing it out. :P

Wait, what did that have to do with what Ash and Jean were talking about? X^D

AlgebraAddict 06-01-2012 09:15 PM

I didn't really read and comprehend. I think Jean said something along the lines that not a lot of people who were her friends were here anymore and then Ash said she agreed. :^\

Lily09 06-01-2012 09:34 PM

DROPPED A BUCKET OF WATER ON KINDLE AND PHONE! X( We dried off my phone and did the rice thing but thats a lot of rice for just the phone so we cant do the kindle :(

Lily09 06-01-2012 09:35 PM

I hope I won't be in TOO much trouble.

AlgebraAddict 06-01-2012 09:41 PM

Oh, that doesn't sound good. >__<

Lily09 06-01-2012 09:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 291984)
Remember Everything is the only song I've listened to.
You are awesome. Because of you, I have discovered the epikness of Egypt Central :D I mostly listen to Enemy Inside or Liar, if I'm not listening to Sick Puppies.

No. Remember Everything is by Five Finger Death Punch. I Hate Everything About You, I think.

MaryElizabeth 06-01-2012 11:39 PM

Vaguely jealous
 
I have got to stop looking at WolfWriter and Leloo's stories. XD They have at least fifteen comments on each chapter. .-. And two or three fan clubs. :P

Sandy 06-01-2012 11:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Leloo (Post 291913)
Three Days Grace is AWESHUM. >:^D And yes, they're very angst-y. Though I prefer Breaking Benjamin over them most of the time.

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_lf...foyoo1_400.gif

You... you...
(*stares*)
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN FOR MY ENTIRE DURATION AS A KIDPUBBER
BREAKING BENJAMIN IS MY LIFE ASHJDKHSAJKHJKAHJKSDHSKJADAS I DONT EVEN (*explodes*)


Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 291927)
BTW, you haz mail.

(*neighs*)
WONDERFUL!! :D MAIL!!! MAEL!!! MALELLLELLELELNAKLSDKSJA
Argh. -_- I'm going cyber crazy again. -____-

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 291984)
Remember Everything is the only song I've listened to.
You are awesome. Because of you, I have discovered the epikness of Egypt Central :D I mostly listen to Enemy Inside or Liar, if I'm not listening to Sick Puppies.

Remember Everything... by Five Finger Death Punch? (*le heart breaks*) That song is so beautiful...
I love Sick Puppies, especially "Going Down" or "One of us is Going Down" or something or other about people going down... 8D
Thank you! :'D

Sandy 06-01-2012 11:45 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 292057)
I have got to stop looking at WolfWriter and Leloo's stories. XD They have at least fifteen comments on each chapter. .-. And two or three fan clubs. :P

http://2.bp.blogspot.com/-Ew0Z99gM0D...3105917154.png

Lily09 06-02-2012 12:00 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 292058)
You... you...
(*stares*)
WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN FOR MY ENTIRE DURATION AS A KIDPUBBER
BREAKING BENJAMIN IS MY LIFE ASHJDKHSAJKHJKAHJKSDHSKJADAS I DONT EVEN (*explodes*)



(*neighs*)
WONDERFUL!! :D MAIL!!! MAEL!!! MALELLLELLELELNAKLSDKSJA
Argh. -_- I'm going cyber crazy again. -____-



Remember Everything... by Five Finger Death Punch? (*le heart breaks*) That song is so beautiful...
I love Sick Puppies, especially "Going Down" or "One of us is Going Down" or something or other about people going down... 8D
Thank you! :'D

I was meaning to put in I Hate Everything About You, but I was listening to Remember Everything so :P
You're Going Down. I like The Bottom and Riptide the best. :)

Lily09 06-02-2012 12:07 AM

This is my favorites list in no particular order:
Enemy Inside-Egypt Central
Liar-Egypt Central
Riptide-Sick Puppies
The Bottom-Sick Puppies
The Last Night-Skillet
Breaking Inside-Shinedown

Lily09 06-02-2012 12:08 AM

But I listen to Egypt Central, Sick Puppies, Skillet, Shinedown, and Apocalyptica.

06-02-2012 08:26 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 292060)

Sandy....

Why don't they have hair? They look like aliens. xD

AlgebraAddict 06-02-2012 08:36 PM

And why don't they have clothes on? o_o

TheAshWolf 06-02-2012 08:43 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 292439)
Sandy....

Why don't they have hair? They look like aliens. xD

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 292440)
And why don't they have clothes on? o_o

XD It's just a meme, guys. Memes don't have a lot of detail.

06-02-2012 08:45 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 292444)
XD It's just a meme, guys. Memes don't have a lot of detail.

I was on iFunny, and there was a pic of a classroom with memes all over the walls. :D

TheAshWolf 06-02-2012 08:54 PM

My mood right now: UBER HAPPY! :'D Like, actually HAPPY happy. O_O Not just hyper. Not on an upswing of a mood change. Actually...happy. No numbness. :'3

Why, you ask, am I happy?

WELL. :D Here it is, in no specific order:

1.) Got to watch the latest Legend of Korra episode! ^_^ XD 'Twas great. O_O CLIFFAHANGER ENDING.
2.) The girl I met at the AIMS testing site finally emailed me back and sent me the story she's writing. o.o It. Is. EPIC.
3.) Pizza for lunch! XD
4.) My birdie and my poochie love me, and I love them, too. :3 *hugs Jojo and Tiger, who are both in a good mood today*
5.) 2NE1 IS AWESOME. *breaks into the chorus of Clap Your Hands right at http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...UM5Jy4E#t=139s *
6.) My sunflower seedlings are growing nicely, so I decided to plant some safflower, too.
7.) This has been THE coolest summer here I HAVE EVER SEEN. O_O It should be 112 F right now, but it's only 108. :') And it'll be only 74 F later tonight.
8.) DRAGONWRITER POSTED THE EDITED CHAPTER 1 OF VAAREN SALVATION. :D Excuse my fangirlishness, but I freaking luffed that story when I was a guest.

AlgebraAddict 06-02-2012 09:26 PM

I am bored. Desperately bored. I'm-trapped-in-a-cage bored. The bored that makes you want to jump out of a window.

L.S.Trendom 06-02-2012 09:57 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 291543)
o_o Feel free to ignore this.

-__- I don't know what's wrong with me.

I WANT to write. But...I just can't focus. At all. I write one sentence, and then my brain just gives up. And I hate it. I hate how I can't think of synonyms and can't organize my ideas and can't get the words to come out right and can't write dialogue.

This whole numbness thing has been hanging over my head for months, but it suddenly got worse about a month ago, right when all this stress piled up on me. I think that's it...this whole huge family issue has made doing anything feel like it's totally useless. I can't seem to cook food right anymore. I don't clean as much as I used to. I can't seem to enjoy my favorite songs. Nothing tastes good. Nothing sounds fun. All I want to do is curl up on the couch with someone I care about (though I don't know exactly who that person would be) and cry for a little bit, then go to sleep for a year. I KNOW if I can just cry it out, I'll feel better, but...I just...can't. I'm too steeled over. Too numb. Too apathetic of everything. And yet, I want it to stop. I've tried everything I can think of, but nothing works. I can't bring myself to be anything but numb or outraged or horribly lonely. And that means I can't write, because I can't describe the emotions my characters are feeling if I don't feel them myself.

...And you know what? Through it all, every time I feel lonely, there's only one person I seem to want to be with. And...it makes no sense to me at all. I want to be with my character Charlie when I'm feeling lonesome. Not my friends, not my family. They really haven't been able to help me. A lot of them just made it worse. All I want is to hang out with Char for a while...vent a little bit, then watch some movies together, maybe go on a bike ride or a walk, then curl up on the couch together and go on a YouTube music spree. I don't know why that's the first thing my brain comes up with when I'm feeling lonely, because I know all of that is totally impossible...but.....I don't know. I just don't know anything anymore...

Even though I'm a bit late… Not ignoring it. :B

Don't stress about it. It won't help; just give yourself a break and try to relax. :P

For the numbness… I have that problem too. :P It helps to listen to happyish music, at least for me. Like, Relient K, love songs, stuff like that. Think of your friends, everyone who cares about you, every good memory you can find, and look at the comments on your posts, everything nice that people have said about you. Hopefully it'll help at least a bit.

I think it makes sense: you based Amber off of yourself, at least partially, and Charlie's her best friend and awesome. :P

Quote:

Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 292448)
My mood right now: UBER HAPPY! :'D Like, actually HAPPY happy. O_O Not just hyper. Not on an upswing of a mood change. Actually...happy. No numbness. :'3

Why, you ask, am I happy?

WELL. :D Here it is, in no specific order:

1.) Got to watch the latest Legend of Korra episode! ^_^ XD 'Twas great. O_O CLIFFAHANGER ENDING.
2.) The girl I met at the AIMS testing site finally emailed me back and sent me the story she's writing. o.o It. Is. EPIC.
3.) Pizza for lunch! XD
4.) My birdie and my poochie love me, and I love them, too. :3 *hugs Jojo and Tiger, who are both in a good mood today*
5.) 2NE1 IS AWESOME. *breaks into the chorus of Clap Your Hands right at http://www.youtube.com/watch?feature...UM5Jy4E#t=139s *
6.) My sunflower seedlings are growing nicely, so I decided to plant some safflower, too.
7.) This has been THE coolest summer here I HAVE EVER SEEN. O_O It should be 112 F right now, but it's only 108. :') And it'll be only 74 F later tonight.
8.) DRAGONWRITER POSTED THE EDITED CHAPTER 1 OF VAAREN SALVATION. :D Excuse my fangirlishness, but I freaking luffed that story when I was a guest.

:'D
*Is very glad you're happy now*
And it's been a bit coolish here the past few days, too. XD

@Sandy: Yeahhhh… that's why I stopped listening to Three Days Grace. XD

TheAshWolf 06-02-2012 10:29 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 292476)
Even though I'm a bit late… Not ignoring it. :B

Don't stress about it. It won't help; just give yourself a break and try to relax. :P

For the numbness… I have that problem too. :P It helps to listen to happyish music, at least for me. Like, Relient K, love songs, stuff like that. Think of your friends, everyone who cares about you, every good memory you can find, and look at the comments on your posts, everything nice that people have said about you. Hopefully it'll help at least a bit.

I think it makes sense: you based Amber off of yourself, at least partially, and Charlie's her best friend and awesome. :P


:'D
*Is very glad you're happy now*
And it's been a bit coolish here the past few days, too. XD

@Sandy: Yeahhhh… that's why I stopped listening to Three Days Grace. XD

Thanks, Tredom, I really appreciate the feedback. ^_^ And the fact that you actually care. XD

;_; The happiness is fading.....gaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah. >_< MUST FIGHT IT. *turns on some Weird Al* XD Much better!

AlgebraAddict 06-02-2012 10:35 PM

Bang on a piano. :3

nngo 06-02-2012 10:58 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 292476)

@Sandy: Yeahhhh… that's why I stopped listening to Three Days Grace. XD

:eek: You stopped listening to Three Days Grace? D:<

AlgebraAddict 06-02-2012 11:01 PM

Idon'tknowwhatthreedaysgraceis. ;-;

L.S.Trendom 06-02-2012 11:01 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by nngo (Post 292514)
:eek: You stopped listening to Three Days Grace? D:<

They were depressing me. XD And I'd only listened to a few songs… World So Cold, Never Too Late, Pain, Break, and a few others…

AlgebraAddict 06-02-2012 11:02 PM

That does sound depressing. o.O

06-02-2012 11:07 PM

The Anticipation is Killlllllling Meeeeeeee
 
I only need $35.00 more dollars before I can buy my keyboard. :D

Does anyone know when the results for the May contest will be released?

AlgebraAddict 06-02-2012 11:08 PM

I don't. I entered, too. :P

06-02-2012 11:18 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 292526)
I don't. I entered, too. :P

My fable was really dumb. XD It had something to do with wolves, and the Man on the Moon, only it was Woman on the Moon. :p

nngo 06-02-2012 11:21 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 292518)
They were depressing me. XD And I'd only listened to a few songs… World So Cold, Never Too Late, Pain, Break, and a few others…

Weird, 'cause they were making me smile.

AlgebraAddict 06-02-2012 11:27 PM

Mine was weird. There was this girl who was the master of death and turned into the moon so that she could "keep an eye" on him. XD

06-02-2012 11:37 PM

Ompj...ompj...ompj!!!!!!!
 
I texted ChaCha and asked when auditions for season two of Majors and Minors would be, and they said this July!!! :D :D :D I'm about to pee myself I'm so excited.

MaryElizabeth 06-03-2012 12:47 AM

Quote:

Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 292537)
Mine was weird. There was this girl who was the master of death and turned into the moon so that she could "keep an eye" on him. XD

Mine was about the Moon tricking the Sun into letting her show off for Earth. :P

LaurenM 06-03-2012 01:26 AM

My Chemical Romance make me both happy and sad. Happysad? Like ROOM.

Lily09 06-03-2012 02:22 PM

Sick Puppies makes me wish I could sing as good as Shim.


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