Originally Posted by meerkat (Post 570706)

alright. i'll keep it clear and concise this time, okay?

this isn't the first time you've posted here about killing yourself. this isn't the first time any of this has happened. and at this point, i don't think i can help. i wish i could talk you out of it, but i simply don't think it'll be enough. it seems like you're taking this seriously enough to need professional help, and there's only so much that this kids' writing website can do for you. i don't know what's going on in your life now, but remember what i said about the sine curve. maybe it's just a damped sine curve now, but that means it's gonna be so much better eventually. you never know unless you wait through it, right? honestly, there's so much you'd be missing out on, and there's so much the world would be missing out on by not having you, but i can't do much other than type things like this. if you need someone to talk to, my email is hi2meera(@)gmail.com, but keep in mind that there's only so much that i can do before you have to talk to a trained professional about this. stay safe, alright? <3

Originally Posted by Garrett (Post 570724)

I'm not sure what thread this should go under.
In something I'm writing a character's mother was not planned to be killed off. But she was. Like it just happened. And now the character is so depressed and angry and hateful and I don't know what to do.
Because I didn't ruin my character...she ruined herself. -_-

Originally Posted by Rockshadow (Post 570725)

Stories often write themselves, and that's both a blessing and a curse. Use your character's anger and hatred to move your plot forward. Think revenge, motivation, whatever your character will be fueled to do. Will she track down her mother's murderer, use her mother's death to push herself forward as a person and avenge her, what will happen? :) the world is your oyster.

Originally Posted by Garrett (Post 570726)

Her mother's murderer was executed xD
But I like what you're saying.

Originally Posted by Rockshadow (Post 570727)

well, even better. Maybe she doesn't feel satisfied with his death, maybe she suspects that something bigger is at play? :) toy with it, don't be afraid to try things out.

Originally Posted by mabes (Post 570741)

so apparently i mean nothing to my friends fun yay

and then also i'm stupid

school ends in 6 days but it feels like such a long time
i want to scream