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SilverMoon 12-01-2016 09:56 PM

I'm so ANGRY and FruSTRatEd and murderous and a festering wound of uGliness
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Graystorm 12-01-2016 09:59 PM

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Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 592131)
take a deep breath. do it again.

your mom's death is not your fault. it's not your fault you self-harm. it's not your fault you want to die. it's not your fault you tried to die. you are not evil. no one is evil, stormy. nobody deserves to die. not you. not anyone. you haven't killed anyone. we know you didn't kill anyone. you haven't hurt us. you will be okay. this is a sad chapter, but it's not a sad story. don't blame yourself. it's not your fault if you blame yourself. it's okay. keep breathing.

//squeezes in a hug so tight you can't breathe//

Gods, why do you always make me feel better. I mean, I still feel like shit, but at least I don't want to throw myself out my window.

otaku 12-01-2016 11:01 PM

days like today when I want to go change all my contacts and head somewhere else I feel like nothing goes right anymore and I'm always fuckin tired

Swallowtail 12-01-2016 11:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 592165)
Thanks swallow, but I could have saved her.

If I had just picked up the damn phone when she called, everything could have been different.

Listen stormy, you are not to blame for this. There is no way you could have known that. It's not your fault, I promise.

Alaska 12-02-2016 10:14 AM

accidentally posted something with massive text im paranoid it's not properly deleted someone let me know if thats ok
also it's been 9 months and i still am not over my friend i need her to return to earth

Frostblaze 12-02-2016 12:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Graystorm (Post 592167)
//squeezes in a hug so tight you can't breathe//

Gods, why do you always make me feel better. I mean, I still feel like shit, but at least I don't want to throw myself out my window.

[gasps for breath and squeezes you back almost suffocating u]

as long as you feel better, that's all i care about. listen, about what you posted to swallow's reply - you didn't know. how could you have known? it's not your fault. your mom would say the same thing. trust me on this.

Lily09 12-02-2016 12:35 PM

https://www.kidpub.com/story/whats-p...ions-627159924

also im bitter she commented that but wont acknowledged she called me 99% girl

also not related to her but related to the poem: i hate trans exclusionary radfems

and i hate myself

i thought i would feel better about myself in the morning but i looked in the mirror

SilverMoon 12-02-2016 04:16 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 592191)
https://www.kidpub.com/story/whats-p...ions-627159924

also im bitter she commented that but wont acknowledged she called me 99% girl

also not related to her but related to the poem: i hate trans exclusionary radfems

and i hate myself

i thought i would feel better about myself in the morning but i looked in the mirror

what the FUCK is her comment??? I read it and why did she even feel the need to comment on your post??
your pronouns are he/him right? just checking. if I ever mention you in anything I don't want to misgender

SAME like .... news flash..... trans is an adjective.... the noun is "girl" (or "boy", because feminism isn't only beneficial to women)

the teenage years are hard enough for cishet white neurotypical teens, and so much harder than that for anyone else. But I mean, think about it. Did you honestly feel as cynical and hopeless ten years ago as you did now? Think how much could change in another ten-- in you, and in society. If you look for the negative you're always gonna find it; it's a lot easier than finding the positives.

And I know you don't know me and have no reason to believe me, but I love you as you are and want the best for you. Always keep fighting. It's not that you can do anything if you try, but if you don't try, you won't succeed.

Things won't get easier. Things won't get better, but you will. You will be stronger one day. You have to believe you can get there.

pluzzle 12-02-2016 05:39 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 592191)
https://www.kidpub.com/story/whats-p...ions-627159924

also im bitter she commented that but wont acknowledged she called me 99% girl

also not related to her but related to the poem: i hate trans exclusionary radfems

and i hate myself

i thought i would feel better about myself in the morning but i looked in the mirror

I don't have any advice, but I just wanted to say I love the poem. Also, I saw your most recent picture on IG and you hair looks super fucken awesome.

Graystorm 12-02-2016 10:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Frostblaze (Post 592190)
[gasps for breath and squeezes you back almost suffocating u]

as long as you feel better, that's all i care about. listen, about what you posted to swallow's reply - you didn't know. how could you have known? it's not your fault. your mom would say the same thing. trust me on this.

People could tell me that a thousand time, and it might be true, but it will always and forever be my fault.


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