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MaryElizabeth 09-15-2012 09:11 AM

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Originally Posted by Ruza (Post 340387)
Death isn't scary once you think about it. We'll never know until we die, so it's useless to ponder it now in fear.

Thanks, Ruza. I can get a little paranoid sometimes.

Sandy 09-15-2012 09:36 AM

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 340117)
Relieved. I shaved a minute off of a one mile run today. But now I'm nervous because I have to run a mile and a half on Monday. Now I'm nervous!

What's your time?
I'm freaking terrified of fitness testing--even though I'm planning to kick myself back into running, it doesn't matter HOW good you are. It doesn't matter if you're the chubby kid in grade three or Usain Bolt; you WILL be puking at the end of the beep test.
e_e
HJKASHjkdhsakjhdjsahjkdhjkashdjksahkjdhajk.
NOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE. NOPE.

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Originally Posted by nngo (Post 340129)
There was a movie about this beautiful, absolutely stunning girl who wanted a face surgery badly, which failed several times. Normally it would be sort of a petty problem - why should such a gorgeous girl want that Botox?
Turns out, the rest of the dystopian world looks like monstrous human pigs. That is the new beautiful, and she wants to be just like them.
Beauty is what you make it. Like how in some cultures, their standards for beauty is different. Imagine what it would be like if the entire world thought you were the prettiest person. That's what almost everyone would love, right? But you can't rely on people to think you're pretty or skinny. I want you - (Uncle Sam pointing) - to think you're good enough. That is all I ask, okay? Take relish that the thousands of pretty people and celebrities you see isn't the real world. Real people have flaws. And you know, most likely, your friends and normal people wouldn't even care if you're too skinny or too fat or your nose is too big or too small or whatever it is. They care about you, not the body you're marooned in that you'll eventually have to grow to like. Please.

Thank you. :/ I'm feeling better today anyways--sort of. It never really goes away, but I guess I have to accept that. I know that people with eating disorders, whether it be undereating or overeating, will have to live with their relationship with food for the rest of their lives: it just imprints into your brain. (*sigh*) Thanks for responding, though.

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 340334)
It's like the calendar just skipped from September 4th to September 14th.
The month is already half bloody over. This year… it's quickly coming to a close. My days are all of no consequence. It's a month into the school year and I still don't have any real friends.
Where the hell is time going?
I'm afraid.

8^C I don't have any real friends either! The only reason I show up is to learn--but the IB kids are showing their true colours now... I'm back in a class full of idiots. ._. I can't even believe it. XD This boy was harassing this preppy girl and shoving his butt onto our desk while we tried to sort out the French cards (I was the one who had to take over and get my group back on track >_> I dunno why the IBs fail so hard at French) and I'm the fastest one in Math, the only one who doesn't go home with a butt ton of homework, even though I don't do any of the calculator shortcuts (they're so confusing... e_e). Part of me is shocked, part of me is irritated... but I'm also relieved. XD
Don't be afraid: pick something in your future to look forward to and focus on that, and see all the challenges as steps you need to take to get there. I'm looking forward to getting a butt-smackin' awesome IB diploma and going to a butt-smackin' awesome school to get a butt-smackin' awesome career in what I love... but to get there, I'm going to have to apply for jobs that make me nervous, go through job interviews, do well on exams... and do fitness testing next semester and try out for the basketball team in a couple days. e_e I'm scared too, but don't let that hold you back. 8D

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Originally Posted by GabiDi (Post 340377)
Okay. Why are you acting like freaking hookers?! Jesus! I don't even - I'm embarrased to walk down the street with you. You think allllll the freshmen have real boners from seeing you in your smoking hot bikinis, huh? OPEN YOUR EYES. Did you hear him, what he was saying to you? What he totally thought you both were? Freaking whores. Because that's what you were acting like. And those are the guys that will keep their distance, what about the ones that won't because you're running around acting like you're of age and stuff when you're not even fourteen?!
Ugh. When I try to confront you about it you say that you just don't care what people think of you - like that's a good thing in the first place - but that's a lie and we both know it. You want them to think you're sexy. Remember today when you said, "I mean, we're such motivation - what could be sexier than a girl dripping wet in a bikini?" and I said something that you didn't hear and I wouldn't repeat for you?
I told you, "A girl with actual self respect." Because... ugh. You think they're going to like you when you do that?
THE GUY THAT YOU ARE IN LOVE WITH ASKED OUR FRIEND IF SHE FOUND YOU ON SOME STREET CORNER IN VEGAS AND YOU WEREN'T EVEN BOTHERED, HOOKERS AREN'T SEXY SO GET OVER YOURSELF.
Now, specifically: A. When you saw the guys in the parking lot you TOOK OFF YOUR COVER UP SO EVERYONE COULD SEE YOUR BIKINI. WTF?!
He said, "There's a thing called decency, you should try it sometime" and you literally told him that you had no decency. Again, WTF? How is that a good thing as you so clearly thought it was?


You said that? 8D That's freaking awesome.
I know, some girls are unbelievable. It seems strange, but once they realize that the opposite sex is still the same species as us, and that neither the brain nor emotions have gender, all this skankery will become obsolete. If they ever recognize it. -_- Hookers are not sexy. They are desperate, literally, desperate for money. That is the only reason that they allow the scum of the male population to use their bodies to fulfill their needs--NEEDS. Adults males DO need sex to stay on a certain level of sanity (thus, the frequency of masturbation during late adolescence, when these hormones are revving up for the first time ever)--it was the way they were programmed to maintain a growing population--but a need does NOT mean they are in love with some hooker who is sour and miserable because she has to sell herself to a bunch of SDI-ridden dudes. (*lols*) That is the most ridiculous thing I've ever heard. I mean, I've listened to prank calls on YouTube where a guy repeatedly prank calls a prostitute while she's working, and she is NOT happy to be doing what she's doing, nor is she exactly the most enchanting woman ever. Prostitute and customer have a mutual agreement--fulfillment of needs, and their relationship does not even come close to even a SHRED of platonic. Erg, you probably know all this... sorry. x_x Me typing out my brain again--I'm a kinetic learner so... I think aloud a LOT and aklsjkdljaskldjklsadsa
You're totally right. It's not that she wants other people to think she's sexy--that's what happens when a girl is unable to muster up some confidence for herself on her own. She relies on other people, but she has no flippin' idea what other people want from her because a) she's not other people and b) everyone wants something different/don't want anything at all. She needs attention. ._. Even if you tell her she's pretty WITH clothes on, that will only feed the fire.
Anyways, enough of my rambling ramble bluruiashda kldjaskl as.


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Originally Posted by Ruza (Post 340387)
Death isn't scary once you think about it. We'll never know until we die, so it's useless to ponder it now in fear.

That's why I just assume that I\m crazy enough that not only will I go to hell, but I have a special job reserved for me... poking souls with pitchforks. 8D
Anyone ever seen the movie "Little whatshisface? Benny? Jimmy?" The one with Adam Sandler in it... Little Billy? With the dog and the weed-brownies and the lisp and the three brothers who escape from Hell and wreak chaos upon the mortal world? X'D I love that movie...

LaurenM 09-15-2012 09:50 AM

I hope to beat two of my classmates in the nine-minute endurance run :P One of them runs long distance, like me, and another says she runs 200 metres but was sticking close to me when we Athletic Team people ram during the morning :P
Why am I fussing over this?

CACrools 09-15-2012 10:09 AM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 340417)
What's your time?
I'm freaking terrified of fitness testing--even though I'm planning to kick myself back into running, it doesn't matter HOW good you are. It doesn't matter if you're the chubby kid in grade three or Usain Bolt; you WILL be puking at the end of the beep test.
e_e
HJKASHjkdhsakjhdjsahjkdhjkashdjksahkjdhajk.
NOPENOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE. NOPE.
.

9:59/58. IDK yet. My best time is 9:08/07, and in the 1.5, it's 15.47, (though I've only ran it once). Yeah, the beep test (Pacer), I do about 42 I think. My best is 56, and I achieved that in 3rd Grade. Seriously? You are going into running again! That's amazing! I hope you do well. My suggestion is to start with like a football feild, and then half a mile, and stuff like that. Thanks for your support again. (And I hope you do well too) :o:D;):rolleyes:

Sandy 09-15-2012 10:17 AM

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Originally Posted by CACrools (Post 340431)
9:59/58. IDK yet. My best time is 9:08/07, and in the 1.5, it's 15.47, (though I've only ran it once). Yeah, the beep test (Pacer), I do about 42 I think. My best is 56, and I achieved that in 3rd Grade. Seriously? You are going into running again! That's amazing! I hope you do well. My suggestion is to start with like a football feild, and then half a mile, and stuff like that. Thanks for your support again. (And I hope you do well too) :o:D;):rolleyes:

For the mile run (here we call it the 1600m) my best time was 7:12, but that was last year and from there I've done a lot of training... dunno what this year's results will bring about. ._. My best for the beep test was 61, and at the end of both the beep test and the 1600 I was gagging, about to vomit everywhere. *_* I push myself pretty hard when I want to... My body is not naturally structured for running, though, and it took YEARS of training and frustration to even get that far. My shoulders are much wider than my hips and I naturally maintain upper body strength whereas, if I sit around, my legs will widdle down into nothings, so a) it's not easy on my diaphragm b) it's not easy on my knees, which are already weak in my genetics and c) eventually I'm going to have to stop and never pick up running again simply because of my bone:muscle ratio constantly pounding on my feet and knees. x_x It's quite complicated... I usually start with four miles at a set speed (I use the treadmill, so I go at 6 miles per hour, my top speed is 8 when I'm sprinting, 7 when I have a lot of energy, and 3 when I take a walking break) and just change the incline (my highest is 10 when I'm walking, 2-3 when I'm running and I'll reduce it to 0 if I'm tired or if it's the final fifteen minutes. :P)
Are you in elementary, middle, or high school? :P I\m in high school but I'm too terrified to join the running/track and field teams... ._. (*hides under a rock*)

LaurenM 09-15-2012 10:19 AM

Mile run...I've only done 1500 m before and it was...err...6:07:??, I think.

Sandy 09-15-2012 10:23 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 340423)
I hope to beat two of my classmates in the nine-minute endurance run :P One of them runs long distance, like me, and another says she runs 200 metres but was sticking close to me when we Athletic Team people ram during the morning :P
Why am I fussing over this?

We get a 12-minute endurance run. x_x

Sandy 09-15-2012 10:24 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 340437)
Mile run...I've only done 1500 m before and it was...err...6:07:??, I think.

Awesome! *_* That's fantastic! I hope I can shave off a minute... someday... ;_;

LaurenM 09-15-2012 10:29 AM

Well, adrenaline is useful :P That was during a competition.

LaurenM 09-15-2012 10:31 AM

UGH WHY U WASTE MY TIME RUNNIG COMPETITIONS?!
800 m at the end of September...on Mid-Autumn Festival too :P
And cross-country! /flails-and-dies.


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