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TheAshWolf 12-30-2012 10:55 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 393381)
That reminded me of the friend I have... she reminds me of you in EVERY way. o_O She's intelligent, wears glasses, is blonde, taller and thinner than me, etc etc.. one day we were sitting by our lockers doing homework, and she took out her apple juice just as these guys from our class came up from the cafeteria to get stuff from THEIR lockers... And of course, me being me, I look over at her, look at the apple juice just as she takes a sip, and say in a very Mitchell-like fashion, "... Drinking pee again, are we?"
She BURSTS out laughing and immediately starts to choke on the apple juice. I'm like, "OH GOD WHAT HAVE I DONE" and scoot away as far as possible because I'm scared she's going to puke up the apple juice on me or something (I have this weird dislike of apples and fruit juice). I mistake her choking for laughter and start laughing hysterically at her, and all the cute guys around me start to laugh WITH me at her, and by then we've formed this little circle around the poor girl, who is still choking on her apple juice... oh god... (*facepalm*) I don't even know...
Me and her get into so many shenanigans... our relationship is pretty much exactly like Travis and Mitchell's... pshhh...

O__o So, basically exactly what happened to me? And I remind you of her "in every way"?

....

Sometimes, I think the universe is a troll and enjoys messing with me. XDD

HeatherB 12-30-2012 11:25 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 394339)
what?
no matter what it is you're still a great person.

post later, sleep now. :'3

rebecca 12-31-2012 04:03 AM

Why do people write like this constantly?

LaurenM 12-31-2012 11:16 AM

They probably feel a lot more private.
It's much harder to climb the walls nowadays. My friend couldn't even do it. /sigh.../ the golden years of being nine are gone.
Am feeling very nostalgic...and am not sure whether this emotion is supposed to be expressed on this thread.

HeatherB 12-31-2012 11:36 AM

I don't think I take enough time appreciating what amazing wonderful friends I have and how they always manage to cheer me up and what beautiful, strong, awe-inspiring people they are and how effing lucky someone like me is to have such scintillating people in her life.
Seriously.
My emotion right now is partly really, really freaked out, partly grateful beyond words.

L.S.Trendom 12-31-2012 11:47 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 394363)
Sometimes, I think the universe is a troll and enjoys messing with me. XDD

I concur, the universe is a troll and it loves irony. XD


@Heather: :'D

Timber 12-31-2012 11:55 AM

I don't feel happy. I am scared to grow up. I am scared of dying. My parents don't understand how I'm feeling.
I've lost my passion for writing. I want to write but I'm not good at it anymore and it takes so much strength to do so. Why does life have to suck so much for me? I am much better off than a lot of people in this world, and I am still upset and afraid.

AlgebraAddict 12-31-2012 12:07 PM

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Originally Posted by Timber (Post 394718)
I don't feel happy. I am scared to grow up. I am scared of dying. My parents don't understand how I'm feeling.
I've lost my passion for writing. I want to write but I'm not good at it anymore and it takes so much strength to do so. Why does life have to suck so much for me? I am much better off than a lot of people in this world, and I am still upset and afraid.


I have the opposite problem. I am obsessed with the idea of death. I'm not suicidal nor homocidal, but I find it amazingly interesting.

HeatherB 12-31-2012 04:05 PM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 394721)
I have the opposite problem. I am obsessed with the idea of death. I'm not suicidal nor homocidal, but I find it amazingly interesting.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 394876)
I can agree with that.

Likewise to both of you.

HeatherB 12-31-2012 04:13 PM

So yesterday, I read this story.
And I'm not going to really disclose anything about it but a few details that are important to this rant.
Just telling you now.
You don't get the name, the author, nothing.

Let the rant begin.

There was once a story about... well, about someone dying. Someone who was fragile, breakable, and who hated himself...
He had, of course, his reasons, happenstances, to explain why this was.
But those aside, he was like me.
I don't have a reason or an excuse this time.
I am fragile, breakable.
I am awash in self-hatred.
I want nothing more than for someone to love and accept me--ALL of me.
And no, I'm not giving any reasons.
I am how I am.
In the story, told from the dying person's lover's POV, the lover said she knew that she loved and accepted and cared for the man.
But it wouldn't be the same till the man loved, accepted, and cared for himself.
...
So I'm trying this again.
I'm going to try to love myself, because, until my lover comes along, no one CAN really love me.
Except me.
I'm going to start over.
Maybe I've been looking at this the wrong way.
Instead of beating myself down when I get into a whiny bitch mode, I'm going to say, 'Well, that was stupid. Let's not say/do that again.' And I'm going to try to not say/do that.
...
Truth be told?
I don't really know what I'm doing.
But I know I'm trying.
I know that counts for something, even if this turns out to be the completely wrong thing to do.
Oh, well, whatever works.

And I'll see.


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