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Lily09 03-21-2013 07:11 PM

I've seen two comments about 'age nine? how can you be sad?' and that's enough to make me need to comment about this.
I was bullied at age 8 and beaten by my dad since I was about fourish.
Tell me again how younger kids can't hate their lives or be depressed.
Not only that, guess what? Depression can sometimes run through the family. And sometimes, kids /can/ get depressed since age nine or younger.
Did you know, that problems can run through at any fucking age? and it's extremely insulting to say, "Oh you're age ___, how can you be sad?" because, well fuck off, you don't know anything about their lives.

Lily09 03-21-2013 07:23 PM

Garance: Can you please? That'd be wonderful, especially since spring break is coming up and things won't have to be extremely awkward between us.

AlgebraAddict 03-21-2013 07:26 PM

WHO THE HELL WAS THIS GUY?

I FREAKING. HATE. BACH.


mneh.

Arin 03-21-2013 07:33 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 442531)
I've seen two comments about 'age nine? how can you be sad?' and that's enough to make me need to comment about this.
I was bullied at age 8 and beaten by my dad since I was about fourish.
Tell me again how younger kids can't hate their lives or be depressed.
Not only that, guess what? Depression can sometimes run through the family. And sometimes, kids /can/ get depressed since age nine or younger.
Did you know, that problems can run through at any fucking age? and it's extremely insulting to say, "Oh you're age ___, how can you be sad?" because well fuck off, you don't know anything about their lives.
And alsooooo, you can act like an oldie without being rude.

:(:( I'm sorry, Lily, for the pain you went through at a young age.

HeatherB 03-21-2013 07:50 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 442407)

I don't do enough good. And I don't think it makes up for who i am.

LST, I honestly cannot change what you think. So I'm not going to try. I'm just going to tell you the truth, which is: whoever you think you are is clearly someone not good enough. But you've done so much good and listened to and helped so many people and it'd be wrong if we didn't at least try to help you too. You are fucking amazing and you deserve the world and very likely more. Considering that the Zogons are going to wipe out the planet eventually anyways. You're one of the best people I have ever have the privilege of knowing (not meeting. because we haven't. yet). I don't know what else to tell you, but it does hurt me to see you hurting. *hugs tightly* ((it's times like these when i really wish that we were much more technologically advanced than we are, because, c'mon: i should be able to walk through my laptop and into your house (((okaaaaaaayyyyyy not in a creeper way))) and give you a really nice hug right now))

L.S.Trendom 03-21-2013 08:04 PM

so.
i hurt the people i cared about most.
and possibly destroyed my life in the process.
if i'm not on kidpub or tumblr, my mom may have taken away my internet and/or phone.
[size=1]i haven't eaten since the day before yesterday. i've cut. i honestly have no idea what i'd do without being able to talk to you guys. but large amounts of self-hate i can't ignore + knowing i've hurt people a lot + having no one to talk to + hopelessness = pretty much the perfect thing to end up making me suicidal.. i'm so tired of fucking up everything
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcEcmtXmXNU

Lily09 03-21-2013 08:12 PM

i feel so fucking selfish isaac and im fucking sorry goddamit like why the fuck do i care about myself right now
im okay i'll live. if we lose contact, promise me to call me/text me/whatever as soon as you can?

HeatherB 03-21-2013 08:16 PM

Quote:

Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 442575)
so.
i hurt the people i cared about most.
and possibly destroyed my life in the process.
if i'm not on kidpub or tumblr, my mom may have taken away my internet and/or phone.
[size=1]i haven't eaten since the day before yesterday. i've cut. i honestly have no idea what i'd do without being able to talk to you guys. but large amounts of self-hate i can't ignore + knowing i've hurt people a lot + having no one to talk to + hopelessness = pretty much the perfect thing to end up making me suicidal.. i'm so tired of fucking up everything
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wcEcmtXmXNU

isaac. please. just. i don't know what to say.
i'm not good at this.
please
just
live

HeatherB 03-21-2013 08:17 PM

shit fuck i think i'm gonna cry

Lily09 03-21-2013 08:20 PM

self,
you wont cry
and you wont cut
and you wont kill yourself if you dont get to ever talk to him again
fuck i will probably do all of these things


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