your body is the only one you'll ever have. it belongs to you. that's enough to make it beautiful, because it has a soul as wonderful as yours within it. please don't cut. (*gives cookies and sunshine*)

No, I'm not calling you about my future plans because I'm freakin' worried. I'm calling you because you and Mom are divorced. I didn't call up to cry over the phone about how our relationship will obviously change; I'm not as dumb and I think you expect me to be. I'm calling because you have to act on your end; I'm not a little kid talking to her daddy, I'm a young woman talking to her full grown father. So, please, take me a little more seriously. I honestly wish people would do that, but it's like my age is stopping them. WHICH SUCKS BECAUSE MY MENTALITY IS SEVERAL YEARS AHEAD OF MY AGE. PEOPLE DON'T EVEN KNOW IT UNTIL I TELL THEM.

So just...gosh, don't force me to grow up when I already have. And check into the freakin' train schedule while you're at it. I am the only person who always forgets the train schedule.

~ to mah parent

P.S. I didn't mention the legal stuff to either of you because I figured you would be all "oh it's not your problem, it shouldn't affect you, and it shouldn't worry you" when in fact it FREAKIN' DOES. Divorce freakin' affects the kids in VARIOUS WAYS. Why the heck is that such a hard concept for people to grasp.

this is the first time ive felt super ashamed bc of my anxiety...
i need a feel good playlist, several queer movies, and like a cuddle buddy.

i told myself i'd get better i fucking told myself i'd get better but i feel so worse and idk what to do what can i do to make myself better

*whispers* can i be your cuddle buddy? because you're one of those people who, when i learned enough about you, i wanted to be really good friends with a close but totally platonic relationship (unless you want it to be romantic, but then it would be more of a demiromantic?ish thing)

anyways i just really want to have more guy friends again because girls are fun and all but, gosh, having some really close friends who are guys is just...different. and it always helps if they are cute. yeah, i'm probably makin' you feel bad now, but, hey i'll be your cuddle buddy any time.

*sobbing because i don't know any good songs/movies for you*

absolutely!! u can defs be my cuddle buddy uwu
and thank you!!

u should come join me on plug im lonely and confused

http://plug.dj/kidpub/

Worst day of my life and I managed not to cut myself

Wanna talk about it? :c but good for you! Keep staying strong c:

@lena: are you okay hon??? what happened??