No one's perfect, Tredom. We all drive somebody crazy, sometimes. But that DOESN'T mean you're worthless! You're worth SO much to us, your KP family, and you're also worth a lot to your mother no matter what she says. Please try to remember that.

noooo we don't hate you *glomps*

I kind of forgot how depressing this thread is.

huh


well



I told my best friend that I hallucinated and I once was thinking about killing myself and I was kind of depressed


now she feels terrible



and I feel like shit for making her feel terrible


and school starts tomorrow


and I'm going back to all the fucking assholes who just have no point in life except to mess with my self-esteem


and I'm probably going to go back to getting no sleep and being stressed out and hallucinating and all that shit


so


yeah

It's going to be okay. Don't listen to them. Just ignore everyone. That's my technique.
And, AA, you are made of awesome. WB would not be the same without you. Never ever try to commit suicide or self harm yourself.
At least try to enjoy your first day and let us know how it goes! :)
*hugs a million times*

*huggles* Don't feel like shit about it. making yourself feel worse won't make anything else better.

i hope school goes better this year… and if they like making you feel shitty about yourself, they're douchebags and their opinions are stupid and invalid. In addition to completely wrong bc you are epik. c:

-_- No. Don't think about yourself like that. First of all, you are not a worthless piece of ANYTHING. You are an incredible person is plain 'ole amazing. Do you even know how many people look up to you on this website (including me)? You're like a KP legend, for goodness sakes! You're so funny and nice and comforting and an amazing writer and BLARGH. You're just amazing and don't you forget that. ^_^

:D And heck, I think everyone's parents complain about their kids to other people; my mom does it too all the time.

*huggles*



;_; These posts make me so sad because I wish I could like go to your school and bop all those kids on the head and be like "YOU SEE THIS GIRL RIGHT HERE? SHE IS AWESOME AND YOU GUYS NEED TO STOP BEING BUTTS AND RAWRGHHH ANDALSJDFAOWJEFLJ." -_- *huggles* Esther, you are incredible and a great writer and you just need to be above all those stupid kids. Just always remember how much the KP community loves you. And have you ever thought of getting counseling or anything like that? :3

WHAT are you talking about WB?
Fun fun fun.
Sorry.
Well, on the bright side, she isn't ludicrous about it. Why is she feeling terrible? It's natural to feel sorry, but terrible? Is it because she didn't help defend you or talk to you?
UGH I FEEL SO BAD I'M IN THE STATE NEXT TO YOU...well, a state contiguous to yours and it's probably the closest I'll be wih half the KPers and I can't do a thing wih you guys.

*hugs back* thank you so much. :)

They're kind of... skin-deep as well. And at least I can be smarter than them, if not anything else.


I guess, I don't know. She always feels like shit is her fault, and part of it is, but I'm not telling her that.

Zendaya Coleman is my height (5'10") and weighs 120 pounds. She's 16.

I weigh 157.9 and I'm 12!

Now I feel fat. :(

Everything is so depressing right now and I'm so terrified of everything.

Middle school starts in a week. Enough said.

Apparently, my dog is going to stay at the family we adopted her from for a week- which would be fine but it's the first week of school. I know it sounds stupid, but, in elementary school, everyday from Kindergarten to 4th grade, she would greet me at the door when I got home. Now I'm going to middle school. I don't want it to seem different. I don't want her to go the first week of school because it will be different from every day for 5 years and that terrifies me.

I have to get a tooth pulled in 3 days. Do I even need to give a reason why this makes me terrified?

Next week is the last week of summer, and I've done literally nothing all summer. I mean, I went on the internet, read a lot of books, made some friends on KP (which is awesome. Thanks you guys), and made some great memories with my family, but I did nothing exciting. Everyone is going to have stories when they go back to school when I'll have nothing.

And my best friend is transferring to a new school. I already miss him like crazy and now I won't even see him at school. On the first day of school, everyone is going to be running up to their friends and giving them huge hugs and I'll have no one. I screwed up big last year, and lost all of my friends except my best friend who is the one transferring.

I feel so depressed.

Don't let that get you down. She's underweight, definitely. I weigh more than that and I'm 5"2' (123 lbs.)

Starting middle school isn't all that different. I just came back from helping out at my middle school's sixth grade orientation (i'm going into 8th) and everyone was just as scared as you sound. There's nothing to be scared of, really And because you're at a new school, you'll find new friends! I'm sure you can keep in touch with the friend that moved... Just be glad you're not like me; I started middle school as a bullied "weirdo" who everyone hated. And if you want to have stories to tell when you get to school, tell everyone about how amazingly awesome the kids on KP are ;) Yay for lazing around all summer! As for the tooth... yeah, it's gonna hurt. Pain is temporary, though!

(that was probably no help at all but whatever. i haven't even been on this thread in literally a year!)

Thanks. It did help a little. :)

NO
You just came back after disappearing FOREVER. Don't go again.
Well then.
There are some people who are crazily skinny. You don't have to be the same as they are.

When I go back to school, two of my best friends will be gone. One's in Michigan and the other's in London.
About pulling a tooth: I had four teeth pulled out, which was supposed to fix the positioning of my teeth. It's terrifying when they inject that numbing thing, but then it's easy. Have you had teeth pulled out before?

Heh, Michigan, eh? I live dere. e_e It's a boring place to live in .

Thanks. I never had one pulled before.

She used to live there, moved to Hong Kong and moved back because she couldn't keep up with the Chinese.
Good luck (:

/clings to pluzzle like koala.

MY FRIEND IS GOING TO LONDON FOR BOARDING AND I DON'T KNOW HOW i CAN GIVE HER MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT

YOU GUISE


Sixth grade rocks. Seventh grade sucks rocks.


IT'S SO FRIGGIN BORING AND OUR TEACHERS ARE ALL TOTALLY LAME EXCEPT FOR OUR MATH TEACHER AND OUR SOCIAL STUDIES TEACHER.


and even math is totally boring so

I got four teeth pulled one time too, and it's actually not all that bad. Looking back on it, it was pretty funny. I close my eyes when they gave me the Novocaine and I barely felt it, and then my mouth was just entirely numb. They gave me some Nitrus, which is like laughing gas, and I was all giggly and I felt like there were butterflies in my tummy, and I was just cracking up and talking to my mom and it was like a dream, almost. They pulled out my tooth and I was just like *giggle* "What was that?" *giggle* "Did you just pull out my tooth?" *giggle* "Weird."

Oh my god that's hilarious! The last time I was on laughing gas I told them I felt like a Care Bear! Yeah, I'm not really worried about it that much. When the laughing gas wears off, does your mouth hurt? Just wondering.

We didn't use laughing gas but it didn't hurt except for the injection.

My sister and I both got teeth pulled. I got this scary anesthetic that made my whole body go numb, but the dentist just yanked my sister's tooth out without anything. e_e

Ouchhhhh O.o Your sister is strong in the force.
Sorry. I just watched Star Wars....


I'm getting my wisdom teeth out in four days. I'm kinda nervous, but I've had like 9 teeth pulled due to having a crowded mouth so I'm not to nervous, though I've only been asleep on of the times. I just dread the laughing gas. Though that stuff smells so good..... Even if it's the last thing you remember c:
I remember just before I fell asleep I was given the sleepy stuff and these people were giving me a shot and I was just like O.O *flails* WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO.... to....... *sleeps*

I'm sorry, Calla, I cracked up at your post. The way you had a happy-go-lucky smiley face after the words last thing you remember was so awesome.

Why thank you XD I need happy-go-lucky feels right now. Because it will all end soon e.o

I just had a breakdown in the middle of Target. I am so stressed out.

Are you OK? What caused it?

Yeah, I'm okay. My day got a lot better, so that's good.
I was just really stressed and shopping for school supplies just broke me. I think that that's really what I needed; to have a good cry. I feel a lot better now. We started re-doing my room today, so I think that that just lifted my spirits a little bit.
Thanks! :)

/glomps-whether-being-sarcastic-or-not.
UGH MY FRIEND IS LEAVING HONG KONG ON THE 23RD...
What can I do without her next year? She's one of my best friends at school.

This is emotional so I'm posting it here o.o
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8d9FUYUv0JI
HOW DID I GET HERE.
It gets so sad towards the end and and and ;~;
*wipes tears from face* CAN'T STOP CRYING. UGH.
I need to stop watching sad videos o.o

NO! Don't be sad. D:

Here, have some kittens. Kittens will make you happy again.

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_mdrgv5i5Nz1r23lnc.gif

*o* If that ever happened to me I would cry tears of joy X3
Yesh, the kitties made me happy X3 thank you

Changing into uniform.

No, thanks. Not in front of everyone.

._. That horribly depressing moment when you see the title of one of your books mentioned in someone's bio amongst some other titles, and you actually think, "What's that book about?" before remembering THAT'S YOUR BOOK.

;_;

X_X I don't understand how schools expect kids to change in front of their peers. Seriously. I would die of sheer embarrassment.

Ugh. It freaks me out how people—ordinary people not aliens—can do that.

Thanks. :)