I was having the same exact fears last year, but it's actually not that bad. It's not like everyone's staring you down while you do it; they're doing the same thing and are probably just as nervous as you. You'll be fine. ;3

But it would be incredibly expensive 0_0 and that boarding school takes away phones at night.

It's not really that bad. For one, you can use techniques to change without taking off your shirt completely.

Let it all out. *tear*

I think I broke WOT by editing it too much or something.

I just can't write any of it at the moment.

http://media.tumblr.com/tumblr_md31qo7HSw1qk1h9a.gif

I just got back from the dentist. So the Novocaine is gone...

The laughing gas was kind of fun though! XD
Charlotte's Web was on while they were working, and the friggin quartet was pissing me off.

ha is it bad its the second full day of school
and i can't bring myself to even work on some easy math problems

i'm gonna deal with my emotions and lack of motivation in a healthy way by drinking a shitload of coffee haaha this school year is going to be shit

So.... this person I don't know very well....gah ;~;
I posted a status saying i hate society and he's just like WHY YOU HATE SOCIETY. What's wrong.
And that's the first person that I'm friends with in person that actually seems like they care..... and. This makes me really happy.
And his response to what I answered ;~;
Tears. Many a tear ;~;

yeah pretty much my life


but you can make it through

and keep in mind too much coffee is bad




but yeah school is pretty much shit for me too right now so *hug* i hope we can make it

that's awesome :D
*gives you a motivation and huggles* you wiiill make it.

haha idec at all anymore if it's bad #yolo

Guys, I feel like everyone is depressed since some of you started school. I know, that it's a horrible feeling to get up at 6 in the morning and spend the entire day trapped in a building with a bunch of douches (and I hate it too), but it's going to be okay. Sure, once you leave school each day, there is some venting to be done, and I'm not complaining about that but that you guys vent and just don't stop. I don't mean it in a bad way, but the thing is, that I miss seeing you guys happy. You guys are all so awesome. You don't deserve to be depressed. And I just want to know, that, no matter how bad things get for any of you, you will try your best not to self harm. You are all amazing people that don't deserve to do that to yourself.
I'm not saying that when I start school, I won't have any venting to do, but if I need to, I'm just going to post about it on the EVT and than maybe take some advice, but then it's a good idea for me to go on a thread that will make me smile. You don't want to be driven by depression. Don't let it control you. I love you guys, and I hate to see you all so depressed.
I know that I'm 10 and I have no room to say this, but guys, it will get better.
Love you guys. Smile!

OH GOSH. I'M DEAD I'M SO SO SO SO DEAD.
Basically I left my journal out in the open in the back of my mom's car and she just left and I can't get it back.
I've written some stuff in there.
Some feelings.
Some bad actions.
And she's been wanting to read my stories. She'll be like "Ohey it's her journal there's stories in there I think I'll read them"
If she flips to the back..... she'll find out everything.

If I ever get my journal back safely I'm going to shred those pages.

Oh God, that is a problem. Is there any possibility of getting it back? Was there any crucial information that she can't read, or will it just be embarrassing?

Yeah o.o Crucial information. About emotions. And what emotions do. And cutting.

I just went to visit the middle school. It's huge. O.O

Did you say you left it in her car? Is there a spare key you could open it with?

Yeah .-. She drove away with it though. I'm so glad, I don't think she found it .o. I'm shredding it now. And then burning the shreds. And then feeding the ash to fish.
I really hope she didn't find it O.o I can't really tell. She's not the person who would confront me straight up about it.

I really hope she didn't. Good luck!
Does anyone actually MISS school? I mean, I just came back home from vacation four days ago and I have nothing to do except for Internet. And homework. Which is why I started reading Homestuck. Of course, I could ask my best friend to come over, but problem is, I don't like her that much anymore :|
Ugh, I just realised how I relied on school to socialise.

Would she say it to you at all if she had found it, even in a few days?
If she doesn't, she probably didn't and you're safe. Just make sure the fish down read it! ;)

pretty much the entire last week has been an emotional breakdown
lots of fucking fun
i'm so fucking pathetic

Hey dude, at no point should you start thinking you're pathetic. You're an awesome guy. You have a million things going for you. YOU. ARE. NOT. PATHETIC.
Thou art awesome. :)
Why a breakdown, feeling like sharing?

ok so there's this "friend" i have
and we were stand partners two years ago (which is the only reason i know her).
we were inseparable in sixth and seventh grades
but lately she's just been acting like an annoying flirt and a traitor (which she is)
she thinks we're still friends when i don't, and she follows me EVERYWHERE.
i just want to be around my real friends (ex: my little sister who she also adores) without her getting in the way, but it's getting harder and harder. i hate pretending to like her.
when will she just go away?

i have very very little going for me and countless reasons to think i'm pathetic
i don't even really know why this week's been so shitty, to start with

hehe bleck schools starting soon shiiiiiiiiii

tacos are awesome aren't they

You're ten

Whut


Okay you might be like the most awesome ten year old I know


you're probably the most awesome eleven-year-old I know too xD



YESH she's right guys be HAPPIER ITS NICE TO BE HAPPY SOMETIMES





im sorry I had coffee 8'D




I'm haaaaappy I spent the afternoon having a long-winded conversation with my crush that went from crappy 7th grade English to methods of carrying out a murder. HE IS SO MUCH FUN TO TALK WITH.

I"m feeling the same about my best friend too.
I feel you. /pats-back.
That's nince :D

i think im having a massive panic attack almost everything in my room is barricading my door shut in case my parents hear me pretty much screaming

:o shhh settle down. *glomps* What's wrong? :c

UGH
I've recently gotten so bored of my best friend because she's changed and I've changed but your mum keeps telling you to ask her over for dinner.
UGH WHAT DO I DO

And also you have nothing to talk to her about and it'll be incredibly awkward if I ask her over.

And now she's coming over UGH

Guys I know I just said to be happy and everything in my last post but oh my god I don't know what's wrong with me. Last night my cat jumped on my head at 4 in the morning (he's not a good sleeping buddy), and I pushed him off the bed because I didn't feel like getting up. Then he went and laid down on the floor. 5 minutes later he jumped at me again so I got up and kicked him out. So then I tried to get back to sleep. I closed my eyes for 30 seconds, and then burst in to tears. I don't know why. My brain was just like, "hey no one's around everyone's asleep seems like a good time to have a breakdown" Today is my last day with my brother because he's going back to college on Friday, I went to the middle school and it is overwhelmingly huge compared to my elem school, my sister doesn't give a damn that we share a bedroom and it's mine as much as her's, my dog got in a huge mess while we were at my uncle's house last night and I think my parents are talking about trying to convince us to get rid of her, last night after my dog got in to the mess, my dad tried to put the dog outside and she didn't want to so he dragged her and she made some yelps that I am never going to forget (I could have screamed at my dad. She was abused before we got her. How could he hurt her like that?), and I have no effing friends.
i guess in bed at 4 in the morning is a better place than in the middle of a target like last time.

Maybe reread the story?

It was extremely awkward for the first half hour, but we started playing cards and it was okay. Phew.
But I still look forward to meeting my other friend tomorrow more than this.

To anyone having a bad day:

http://www.cse.unsw.edu.au/~geoffo/humour/flattery.html

I really needed this right now. :)

Ha ha, I really need this, too. =)

Gosh, dude, say something! :) You need to get out of your comfort zone and tell an adult. It's not going to get any better if you just sit there and let them bully you. Are you seriously going to let them do that? You're letting them win! Stop it! You need to stand up for yourself, because no one else will. Show them who you really are, show them that they can't bother you. Stand strong.