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TheAshWolf 10-10-2013 01:50 PM

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Originally Posted by Tarka (Post 498879)
So I'm kind of mad at myself because of boy problems. And bleh. In short, I stopped having a crush on this guy because of reasons, but now I'm like "WUT I DON'T EVEN KNOW ANYMORE" and I might, and I think I have a crush on like three or four other guys and it's like "AAAAAAAAH TARKA YOU FLIGHTY FLIRTY POOP WHAT ARE YOU THINKING" -_-

I mean, it's NORMAL to have a crush on several guys at the same time......

Right?

I'm really ticked at myself right now -_-

Don't be upset with yourself, Tarka. <:^) It's not wrong to have several crushes at once. That's just how being a teenager goes. It's only wrong to start flirting with all of them. THEN you'd have a reason to be ticked at yourself. But you're not doing that, so, don't worry. ^_^

TheAshWolf 10-11-2013 02:27 AM

Too many emotions. *falls over*

TheAshWolf 10-11-2013 02:39 AM

Why do people get into arguments in YouTube comments?

Just...why?

maxi 10-11-2013 02:41 AM

Alice ~ Avril Lavigne

Amazing.

And just watched Alice in Wonderland (2010). Amazing.

TheAshWolf 10-11-2013 02:43 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 498989)
Alice ~ Avril Lavigne

Amazing.

And just watched Alice in Wonderland (2010). Amazing.

THAT SONG IS FABULOUS.

Have you heard the extended version? :D

maxi 10-11-2013 02:46 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 498990)
THAT SONG IS FABULOUS.

Have you heard the extended version? :D

YES. That's the one I was listening to. Splendid!

TheAshWolf 10-11-2013 02:54 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 498984)
Too many emotions. *falls over*

stop it, emotions
go away
you're scaring me.

TheAshWolf 10-11-2013 03:14 AM

Because this is kind of a vent...right?

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 498993)
http://25.media.tumblr.com/1873ad767...pzl4o1_500.png

http://24.media.tumblr.com/546644e70...pzl4o2_500.png

http://31.media.tumblr.com/0ed8c2cf3...pzl4o3_500.png

Seeing this worried me for about 5 seconds.

Then I remembered how I promised myself I wouldn't let WOT fall into some sort of huge stereotypical category of books. In fact, I made it a goal to be a stereotype-breaker, to write a story that defies the expected, and brings attention to things most people don't think about or don't even notice.

(I ALSO remembered that the plot of the WOT series as a whole doesn't follow this outline at all. I think I just had to immediately compare my book to this because that's just what my brain's first response was.)

Even though I can't ever make WOT perfect, and I can't make everyone like it, and I can't control my life like how I control this story...I can at least write this book series the way I want to. So what if there are some typos and other little mistakes along the way? I'm not perfect. Why should I expect my book to be?


lvhamsters 10-11-2013 03:24 AM

I'm a bad person. Oops.

TheAshWolf 10-11-2013 03:31 AM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 498997)
I'm a bad person. Oops.

Noooooooooooooo you're not. :> *gives you a cookie* You are a fantastic person who sometimes makes mistakes. No one's perfect. So don't be upset when you slip up. That doesn't mean you're a bad person. The fact that you regret/feel bad about whatever happened proves that you're not a bad person. You are fantastic.

Puckbrina159 10-11-2013 04:26 PM

I had a really freaking stressful day.
My math teacher wasn't there and the sub was running late and when she got there she was kind of a bitch. I figured out that I have a field trip at the end of next month and only three parents can go from each homeroom class and field trips stress me out anyway but more so if a parent can't go with me. I had a pep rally which is when every single student in the school gets gathered in the gym and we just do "fun" stuff and scream. Very loudly. I hate it with every fiber of my being. It gave me a killer headache and I felt kind of faint because it was so hot in there. My day just sucked absolute balls. Thank fu--ing god it's Friday and I don't have school on Monday. I'm gonna go curl up in a ball. Can someone wake me up when it's next weekend?

MaggieMay 10-11-2013 08:44 PM

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Originally Posted by Puckbrina159 (Post 499088)
I had a really freaking stressful day.
My math teacher wasn't there and the sub was running late and when she got there she was kind of a bitch. I figured out that I have a field trip at the end of next month and only three parents can go from each homeroom class and field trips stress me out anyway but more so if a parent can't go with me. I had a pep rally which is when every single student in the school gets gathered in the gym and we just do "fun" stuff and scream. Very loudly. I hate it with every fiber of my being. It gave me a killer headache and I felt kind of faint because it was so hot in there. My day just sucked absolute balls. Thank fu--ing god it's Friday and I don't have school on Monday. I'm gonna go curl up in a ball. Can someone wake me up when it's next weekend?

I hate loud assemblies like that with a loathing... *hugs you and hands cookies*

Puckbrina159 10-11-2013 08:50 PM

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Originally Posted by MaggieMay (Post 499121)
I hate loud assemblies like that with a loathing... *hugs you and hands cookies*


Yeah. :/
Plus this was my first one at middle school so it was like 500 times louder than it was at elementary school.
*hugs back and takes cookies*

lvhamsters 10-12-2013 01:14 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 499003)
Noooooooooooooo you're not. :> *gives you a cookie* You are a fantastic person who sometimes makes mistakes. No one's perfect. So don't be upset when you slip up. That doesn't mean you're a bad person. The fact that you regret/feel bad about whatever happened proves that you're not a bad person. You are fantastic.

But what if it keeps continuing. I feel horrible about it but.....
Oops. Did it again.

L.S.Trendom 10-12-2013 01:25 AM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 499137)
But what if it keeps continuing. I feel horrible about it but.....
Oops. Did it again.

*hugs* hey do you want to get on skype and talk about it?
you aren't a horrible person

HeatherB 10-12-2013 04:57 PM

you guys i'm really scared i fucked up again and i think i have to go to the hospital i'm sorry i need help what do i do

lvhamsters 10-12-2013 04:58 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499186)
you guys i'm really scared i fucked up again and i think i have to go to the hospital i'm sorry i need help what do i do

:C If it's bad, you should definitely go to the hospital. Or tell someone. Anyone. Just get help :c

lvhamsters 10-12-2013 04:59 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 499138)
*hugs* hey do you want to get on skype and talk about it?
you aren't a horrible person

Nah :c It's just an overall thing. Like...... meh :c It's not just a situation. ARGH. I dunno how to explain it DX It's just bad. Like the tumblr posts. That should explain it.....yeah..... But thanks :c

TheAshWolf 10-12-2013 05:11 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499186)
you guys i'm really scared i fucked up again and i think i have to go to the hospital i'm sorry i need help what do i do

What happened? O_O What's wrong?!

Call 911. Ask for an ambulance. Now. Please. Tell a parent. SOMETHING.

HeatherB 10-12-2013 05:51 PM

i bullshitted them successfully. it's ok now i think

edit: now after the bullshit stage comes the parents arguing over me stage. funnnn

TheAshWolf 10-12-2013 06:30 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499196)
i bullshitted them successfully. it's ok now i think

edit: now after the bullshit stage comes the parents arguing over me stage. funnnn

D: Heather, what happened? *hugs*

HeatherB 10-12-2013 07:48 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 499201)
D: Heather, what happened? *hugs*

my therapist got fed up with me and told my parents about the self harm shit, recommending that i go to the hospital asap. however i talked with my parents and have convinced them and my primary doctor that i am not in fact suicidal even though i am and do not in fact need to go to a hospital even though, you know, i probably should. thank the lord for my fucked up people manipulation skills that almost never come in handy.

TheAshWolf 10-12-2013 07:53 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499212)
my therapist got fed up with me and told my parents about the self harm shit, recommending that i go to the hospital asap. however i talked with my parents and have convinced them and my primary doctor that i am not in fact suicidal even though i am and do not in fact need to go to a hospital even though, you know, i probably should. thank the lord for my fucked up people manipulation skills that almost never come in handy.

Heather...you probably should go to the hospital. Please, please don't do this to yourself. This might really help you.

Puckbrina159 10-12-2013 08:13 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499212)
my therapist got fed up with me and told my parents about the self harm shit, recommending that i go to the hospital asap. however i talked with my parents and have convinced them and my primary doctor that i am not in fact suicidal even though i am and do not in fact need to go to a hospital even though, you know, i probably should. thank the lord for my fucked up people manipulation skills that almost never come in handy.

Heather... if you need help you need to get it. Don't fight it.

rebecca 10-13-2013 04:18 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499212)
my therapist got fed up with me and told my parents about the self harm shit, recommending that i go to the hospital asap. however i talked with my parents and have convinced them and my primary doctor that i am not in fact suicidal even though i am and do not in fact need to go to a hospital even though, you know, i probably should. thank the lord for my fucked up people manipulation skills that almost never come in handy.

Heather,

I know this will come across as rude and disrespectful, which it probably is, but I'm in that kind of mood and I think you, my friend, are in need of assistance. Please don't think 'my friend' means I think of you as a 'friend' - I don't really know you, I just call everyone that. It's a quirk. Anyway:

You're suicidal? Don't even consider it. Okay, consider it, but don't follow through. There is a lot life has to offer, a lot of beauty, even if it's just pictures of the Horsehead Nebula or things that are not even of this earth. Think about it logically too. Some of the best people in this world have been depressed at one time or another. And many of them survived it.

So don't lie, march right out there into reality and sort yourself out, if only for purest stubbornness. Get to a hospital. Get medical attention.

I might not be your biggest fan, but believe it or not, I care what happens to you. Because we're all in the shit together, my friend, all struggling through a life that makes no sense in a world our species long ago fucked up. I care that much that I, with my usual eloquence and arrogance actually felt so strongly I had to swear. And I don't, not much. Only in periods of strong emotion.

Heather, it is a beautiful life, and if your life isn't like that right now, you have to make it that way, not wallow in a pit of shadows, torment and self-pity. If I had the attention span to ever be depressed, I would hope someone cared enough to rant nonsensically like this online. And I hope you realise how lucky you are that we, the pulsing, secret heart of the internet, even give a monkey about you, whereas there are others like you who have no one. There is a way out of this tunnel, this cave, this prison, and it does not involve death, no, it is simpler than you can imagine.

Please Heather, think logically.

Please do the right thing.

Yours sincerely/truly/however-I-should-end-this-ly, Rebecca Marshall.

TheAshWolf 10-14-2013 04:24 AM

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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 499307)
Heather,

I know this will come across as rude and disrespectful, which it probably is, but I'm in that kind of mood and I think you, my friend, are in need of assistance. Please don't think 'my friend' means I think of you as a 'friend' - I don't really know you, I just call everyone that. It's a quirk. Anyway:

You're suicidal? Don't even consider it. Okay, consider it, but don't follow through. There is a lot life has to offer, a lot of beauty, even if it's just pictures of the Horsehead Nebula or things that are not even of this earth. Think about it logically too. Some of the best people in this world have been depressed at one time or another. And many of them survived it.

So don't lie, march right out there into reality and sort yourself out, if only for purest stubbornness. Get to a hospital. Get medical attention.

I might not be your biggest fan, but believe it or not, I care what happens to you. Because we're all in the shit together, my friend, all struggling through a life that makes no sense in a world our species long ago fucked up. I care that much that I, with my usual eloquence and arrogance actually felt so strongly I had to swear. And I don't, not much. Only in periods of strong emotion.

Heather, it is a beautiful life, and if your life isn't like that right now, you have to make it that way, not wallow in a pit of shadows, torment and self-pity. If I had the attention span to ever be depressed, I would hope someone cared enough to rant nonsensically like this online. And I hope you realise how lucky you are that we, the pulsing, secret heart of the internet, even give a monkey about you, whereas there are others like you who have no one. There is a way out of this tunnel, this cave, this prison, and it does not involve death, no, it is simpler than you can imagine.

Please Heather, think logically.

Please do the right thing.

Yours sincerely/truly/however-I-should-end-this-ly, Rebecca Marshall.

YES, what rebecca said! O.O

I know we don't know each other very well, but...I care about you. I WANT you to stay alive and be happy. <:^) You NEED to seek out some kind of help if you're getting this depressed. Please...if you ever want to vent with someone who won't judge you, who won't minimize your problems, who will listen carefully and try to think up ways to make you smile again, I'm always here. *hugs*

LaurenM 10-14-2013 04:56 AM

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Originally Posted by rebecca (Post 499307)
Heather,

I know this will come across as rude and disrespectful, which it probably is, but I'm in that kind of mood and I think you, my friend, are in need of assistance. Please don't think 'my friend' means I think of you as a 'friend' - I don't really know you, I just call everyone that. It's a quirk. Anyway:

You're suicidal? Don't even consider it. Okay, consider it, but don't follow through. There is a lot life has to offer, a lot of beauty, even if it's just pictures of the Horsehead Nebula or things that are not even of this earth. Think about it logically too. Some of the best people in this world have been depressed at one time or another. And many of them survived it.

So don't lie, march right out there into reality and sort yourself out, if only for purest stubbornness. Get to a hospital. Get medical attention.

I might not be your biggest fan, but believe it or not, I care what happens to you. Because we're all in the shit together, my friend, all struggling through a life that makes no sense in a world our species long ago fucked up. I care that much that I, with my usual eloquence and arrogance actually felt so strongly I had to swear. And I don't, not much. Only in periods of strong emotion.

Heather, it is a beautiful life, and if your life isn't like that right now, you have to make it that way, not wallow in a pit of shadows, torment and self-pity. If I had the attention span to ever be depressed, I would hope someone cared enough to rant nonsensically like this online. And I hope you realise how lucky you are that we, the pulsing, secret heart of the internet, even give a monkey about you, whereas there are others like you who have no one. There is a way out of this tunnel, this cave, this prison, and it does not involve death, no, it is simpler than you can imagine.

Please Heather, think logically.

Please do the right thing.

Yours sincerely/truly/however-I-should-end-this-ly, Rebecca Marshall.

*applauds*
Heather, help isn't always that bad. You can call me a hypocrite for saying that since I nearly always refuse that but..yeah.

Timber 10-14-2013 07:55 PM

Hey I dont know if anyone remembers me...I'm kind of in the background of everything adding my two cents whenever neccesary but my 2 year KP anniversary was a few days ago. I just realized today. I havent been on in a long time, but I really want to meet some new people. I didnt really meet many KPers when I joined...just kinda stuck to my stories and stuff. Hoping to put myself out there more.
:)
Hi, I'm Timber...otherwise known as Eden. I'm 14, a dork, super shy and yeah.

HeatherB 10-14-2013 08:14 PM

la la la la getting hospitalized tonight miss you guys and stuff and i have no clue if there's internet there but w/e i'll make do i guess. bye for now.

graceterry 10-14-2013 08:19 PM

I miss my puppy so much. :(

lvhamsters 10-14-2013 08:21 PM

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Originally Posted by Timber (Post 499525)
Hey I dont know if anyone remembers me...I'm kind of in the background of everything adding my two cents whenever neccesary but my 2 year KP anniversary was a few days ago. I just realized today. I havent been on in a long time, but I really want to meet some new people. I didnt really meet many KPers when I joined...just kinda stuck to my stories and stuff. Hoping to put myself out there more.
:)
Hi, I'm Timber...otherwise known as Eden. I'm 14, a dork, super shy and yeah.

I remember seeing you around! :) Happy late two year anniversary!
It's nice to meet you ^^ I'm Calla.

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499527)
la la la la getting hospitalized tonight miss you guys and stuff and i have no clue if there's internet there but w/e i'll make do i guess. bye for now.

Good luck! And it's good that you got help even if it doesn't seem like it..... *sucks at advice and stuff in general*

HeatherB 10-14-2013 08:41 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 499529)
I remember seeing you around! :) Happy late two year anniversary!
It's nice to meet you ^^ I'm Calla.



Good luck! And it's good that you got help even if it doesn't seem like it..... *sucks at advice and stuff in general*

hey it's fine; i'm probs way worse at it. thanks for the good luck wishes and stuff

EmmaR 10-14-2013 08:59 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499527)
la la la la getting hospitalized tonight miss you guys and stuff and i have no clue if there's internet there but w/e i'll make do i guess. bye for now.

Good luck! I hope you have a perfectly SWELL recovery! Lots of hugs from me.

Puckbrina159 10-14-2013 09:09 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499527)
la la la la getting hospitalized tonight miss you guys and stuff and i have no clue if there's internet there but w/e i'll make do i guess. bye for now.

Good luck. Hope to see you on KidPub again soon.

MaggieMay 10-14-2013 11:11 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 499527)
la la la la getting hospitalized tonight miss you guys and stuff and i have no clue if there's internet there but w/e i'll make do i guess. bye for now.

Good luck, Heather! ^___^

AlgebraAddict 10-14-2013 11:14 PM

this is the weirdest year of my life

rebecca 10-15-2013 01:53 AM

*sits upside down sipping tea on the ceiling*

What else is new?

TheAshWolf 10-15-2013 01:56 AM

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 499546)
this is the weirdest year of my life

In what way? o_0

TheAshWolf 10-15-2013 03:49 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 499555)
"FRICKING hell" describes everything at the moment. :P

asdfghjkl I just

Also good luck Heather - sorry I'm a bit late but I hope it all goes well x


Sorry for this but I have to get it out v I couldn't put it in white (so it wouldn't be part of this post largely ha) because I'm on the ipad. edit: nvm :P

so I cut last night because I needed to feel something and also I'm really stressed out because exams assignments and singing exam and yeah and I couldn't wear my jumper because it's a rule at school - it's like 40 c here - so I'm covering it up with rubber bands and my watch but they said no rubber bands and my watch is too bright for school. So shit :D. I just sat around crying for a couple of hours the other day and I was completely about to... Do I have to say it and the only thing stopping me was how sad my mum would be and that's all that's stopping me .-.


ick. Sorry.

I already gave this to someone today, but, I think it would help you, too.
http://wallpaper-kites.tumblr.com/po...ie-i-dont-care

*hugs* Pluzzle, I know we don't know each other very well....but I know FOR A FACT that you are a lot more awesome than you give yourself credit for! <:^D I'm really, REALLY sorry you've been so stressed. ;_; I've been there, I know exactly what you mean, and I'm pretty sure I know how you felt. Please, PLEASE hold onto that reason. Your mom loves you dearly, and so does the rest of your family--AND your KP family. If you ever want to vent or need some support, I'm always here, and so are the rest of us on this thread. <:^) *hugs again* Again, I'm really sorry you feel so bad. It'll work out, though, don't worry. And don't apologize--you can vent all you want. We're always willing to pay attention and hear your concerns and issues. I just wish I could help you more.

Bridie 10-15-2013 03:54 AM

seeing as this a thingy for emotional venting, well...
I'm under SO much stress right now.
1. i am preparing for a piano exam and working overtime!
2. I am busy with homework.
3. My grandma is really sick.

:mad:


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