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Lily09 02-15-2013 12:53 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 423896)
;-; whaaat.

I want out. I don't want to be on this planet anymore. I said I'd wait until 18 to do it, but I don't even know if I can take it for another year.

maxi 02-15-2013 12:54 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423899)
I want out. I don't want to be on this planet anymore. I said I'd wait until 18 to do it, but I don't even know if I can take it for another year.

You're not doing what I--no.

TheAshWolf 02-15-2013 02:18 AM

To everyone on this thread. Especially Lily09!
 
I don't always respond to the posts on here. But that doesn't mean I don't read them. That doesn't mean I don't care. That doesn't mean I'm ignoring you.

Sometimes, I just feel...overwhelmed. Not just by the content of this thread, and what's going on in KidPub in general, but also overwhelmed by what's going on in my life.

I'm a Highly Sensitive Person, otherwise known as a HSP. One of the effects of this personality trait is that I can often be overstimulated by situations. It's not that I don't care about what you guys post on here, it's the sheer number of the posts and the rapid rate at which you guys post things is what puts me off, sometimes. It makes me feel like there's too much going on, like it would be impossible to respond to all of them, like me responding to all the posts would be redundant because most of you guys already have a bunch of people you helping out, anyway. Plus I don't always know how to react to what you guys say...so...that doesn't help.

Nevertheless, I'm here for each and every one of you, no matter what. I'd gladly push through what's going on in my head if it means really helping somebody. You guys are worth the effort.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ODDtLMiGnY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY9b6jgbNyc

Each and every one of you KPers are amazing people who deserve to be happy. I know most of you believe that, with the exception of yourself. (That includes me. I think that way. Does that make me a hypocrite?) If you as an individual can't accept that we ALL deserve to be happy (including yourself), then at least accept that's what the rest of us think. Accept the fact that I care about you guys, no matter what you do or what choices you make, and will always be here to help. Just say the word, and I'll be there, no matter what.

Less than three, guys. Less than three.
(For those of you who don't know that kind of math, that means: < 3 and when put together, that makes: <3 which looks like a heart. So...yeah. LESS THAN THREE = <3)

TheAshWolf 02-15-2013 02:24 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423893)
I want to give up.

Quote:

Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423899)
I want out. I don't want to be on this planet anymore. I said I'd wait until 18 to do it, but I don't even know if I can take it for another year.

Lily, you're one of the strongest people on here. You've been through so many hardships to count. I both commend you and feel horribly sorry for you. <:^/

If you really don't think you can take another year, there is such a thing as emancipation, or at least calling Child Protective Services.

Please don't hurt yourself, Lily. Please please please don't. When you beat yourself up mentally and then hurt yourself physically, we all feel the same pain because we all care about you. :(

All I can really say, now, is that it's going to be okay. I promise, in the long run, it's going to be okay. You just need to hold on for a little while longer. Until then, you have us to help you through. Just please don't let go now.

L.S.Trendom 02-15-2013 07:23 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 423906)
I don't always respond to the posts on here. But that doesn't mean I don't read them. That doesn't mean I don't care. That doesn't mean I'm ignoring you.

Sometimes, I just feel...overwhelmed. Not just by the content of this thread, and what's going on in KidPub in general, but also overwhelmed by what's going on in my life.

I'm a Highly Sensitive Person, otherwise known as a HSP. One of the effects of this personality trait is that I can often be overstimulated by situations. It's not that I don't care about what you guys post on here, it's the sheer number of the posts and the rapid rate at which you guys post things is what puts me off, sometimes. It makes me feel like there's too much going on, like it would be impossible to respond to all of them, like me responding to all the posts would be redundant because most of you guys already have a bunch of people you helping out, anyway. Plus I don't always know how to react to what you guys say...so...that doesn't help.

Nevertheless, I'm here for each and every one of you, no matter what. I'd gladly push through what's going on in my head if it means really helping somebody. You guys are worth the effort.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0ODDtLMiGnY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pY9b6jgbNyc

Each and every one of you KPers are amazing people who deserve to be happy. I know most of you believe that, with the exception of yourself. (That includes me. I think that way. Does that make me a hypocrite?) If you as an individual can't accept that we ALL deserve to be happy (including yourself), then at least accept that's what the rest of us think. Accept the fact that I care about you guys, no matter what you do or what choices you make, and will always be here to help. Just say the word, and I'll be there, no matter what.

Less than three, guys. Less than three.
(For those of you who don't know that kind of math, that means: < 3 and when put together, that makes: <3 which looks like a heart. So...yeah. LESS THAN THREE = <3)

YES YES YES
sometimes I feel too crappy/overwhelmed/whatever to respond to the thread, but I still care and I want to help and I love you guys so much. It hurts that you guys are hurting…
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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423899)
I want out. I don't want to be on this planet anymore. I said I'd wait until 18 to do it, but I don't even know if I can take it for another year.

You're not going to kill yourself. Neither are my other friends who have thought about it. It's going to fucking get better. You'll get to break away from your parents, be yourself, find someone you love, and finally get to really tell that depression to fuck off.
*hugs* I love you.

L.S.Trendom 02-15-2013 07:28 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 423862)
What DID happen to Heather, anyway? D: Did her parents find out she was cutting?

She wasn't cutting, just… self-harming in other ways :/ she said she's going to stop though.
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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 423865)
I SAID I'd come back, though. XD

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5...sk74o1_400.gif
have a GIF

that gif
i am in love

Owen-L 02-15-2013 07:41 AM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 423948)

that gif
i am in love

That's going on the gif thread... if it isn't there already. XD

Sandy 02-15-2013 08:14 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 423865)
I SAID I'd come back, though. XD

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5...sk74o1_400.gif
have a GIF

So you ARE leaving eventually...

My response: (*now, if only it will show up...*)
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/-jYOE3MbhCx...o-be-upset.gif


I always take unannounced breaks. XD I find it's easier. When you announce them, everyone panics and when you just don't show up for a couple weeks (like I did just now) no one cares. XD

christinamoore 02-15-2013 09:21 AM

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Originally Posted by EmmaR (Post 423894)
OMIGOD YOU'RE CHRISTINA B OF I
I WAS WONDERING WHERE YOU WENT

OMIGOD
OMIGOD
OMIGOD

*freaking out*


Yeah, I left because of well, many reasons....
Not related to KP though....thought I'd clarify that, KP has always been a great place! :)

I am glad to know that I am remembered....it is kind of odd though because I really like KP but I'm like older than just about all of you (minus Paige who posts poetry on the NSP every so often.)

christinamoore 02-15-2013 09:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 423893)
I want to give up.


You can do this Lily, no need to give up!!!
What you are feeling now will not last forever.


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