WolfWriter |
02-16-2014 09:41 PM |
Okay, so I think I have a problem. I wouldn't say I'm a tease, since I'm a very down-to-Earth person, but I'm...fickle. I'm scared of never finding someone, but I want to get to know people and see what they're like. That sometimes involves flirting. And 85% of the time, that involves the girl I'm getting to know deciding they're really into me. Just as they realize that, though, I start to lose interest, not because they like me but because they're boring. That sounds horrible but I like them as a person, they'd just be boring as a partner because they don't challenge me intellectually. So I feel like some weird heartbreaker with these girls who've liked me and who I've stopped talking to. It's online and in person. There's this one girl in particular I used to flirt with constantly and she openly admitted to questioning her sexuality because of me but all the relationship is for me is fun and flirting.
Does that make me the biggest jerk ever? Like, am I a tease or a player? Because I'm incredibly loyal once I find someone I like; I just have to dig so deep to decide if I like them. I'm worried I'm performing open heart surgery and then leaving them bleeding on the operating table.
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