my god dad

just leave me alone


i know you keep on telling me these things


that i shouldn't be alone that you can help

no

you can't

what if i told you i thought that homosexuals should be embraced for who they are

what if i told you that i had written my will

what if i told you that i see and hear things that aren't there

what if i told you that i trust the internet more than i trust you


what if i told you that i have the suicide hotline number for our state in an envelope in my jewelry box?

I try to avoid those kinds of thoughts as much as I can. But I kind of eventually realize that I don't really like being alive very much.


anyway, I'm not as awesome as you think I am.








And now I am refusing to speak t my parents. Or my friends. at all.

I know the feeling. :/


hiya, lily.

hey .

music. /nods/ always helpful. always always always always.

My only advice for History is this: Try to imagine it as one intricate book after another that ultimately contributes to and/or creates the book we're currently characters in--the year of 2013. Look at the famous people in your history books as protagonists and antagonists. Look at the dates of important events as page and chapter numbers. I always found that thinking this way makes History a lot less boring. <:^J

D: Passing out is NOT good. *hands bottle of water and a fan*