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TheAshWolf 05-16-2013 01:26 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 459024)
Yeah.
XD
XD

...What's with the XD's? o_o

bookworm1999 05-16-2013 01:29 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 459026)
...What's with the XD's? o_o

The ten rule thing..... *facepalms*
<:^/

TheAshWolf 05-16-2013 01:31 AM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 459029)
The ten rule thing..... *facepalms*
<:^/

Ohhhh. 0_0 It just seemed...like.....you were laughing. 'Cause of the XD's. *kicks pebble awkwardly* Okay. Now I know. XD Sorry 'bout that.

bookworm1999 05-16-2013 01:32 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 459033)
Ohhhh. 0_0 It just seemed...like.....you were laughing. 'Cause of the XD's. *kicks pebble awkwardly* Okay. Now I know. XD Sorry 'bout that.

Yeeeeep.

o.o

*goes to write TBL*

bookworm1999 05-16-2013 02:24 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 459048)
TW.

F***.

I did it again, I cut again. I just can't stand life anymore. I just can't live on this Earth. I just broke today.


Lily: (This is incredibly hypocritical because ^) But please, stay strong, I know you can do this. And we've said this so many times, but we really know that you're going to okay. I love you. We all love you.

You can.
You're strong.
You don't think you can.
And we have got your back, but it's harder when you pull yourself down.
Pick yourself up, that's what makes you strong.
That's what makes you unique.
You're powerful, in the smallest ways, and when you work on yourself, learn in life, you blossom.

LaurenM 05-16-2013 02:34 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 459009)
i've been hiding from the internet all day
i found out two of my friends are cutting, one of them is one of my best friends.

and now i dont want to live and i accidentally scared my best friend oops

and im listening to never too late and drinking water and trying not to cry and trying not to break 3 weeks of not cutting

YUP IT'S NEVER TOO LATE.
Do they know you know?

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 459017)
i dont know if im strong enough
this doesnt seem to be my usual "fuck i hate everything"


more like
"hmm if it doesnt get better in a year im out bye"

You deserve more than a year's chance, Lily. /hugs.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 459048)
TW.

F***.

I did it again, I cut again. I just can't stand life anymore. I just can't live on this Earth. I just broke today.


Lily: (This is incredibly hypocritical because ^) But please, stay strong, I know you can do this. And we've said this so many times, but we really know that you're going to okay. I love you. We all love you.

It's perfectly all right to tell people not to cut even if you do so. You want them to have a better life even though you don't.
Pluzzle.../hugs.

LaurenM 05-16-2013 06:02 AM

Where are they located? If around the wrist, wear a watch (hopefully not). Or maybe use a bandage.

Owen-L 05-16-2013 11:24 AM

i don't even know how to vent this out anymore

otaku 05-16-2013 11:36 AM

/sighs/
I feel bad that reading the posts on this thread makes me feel depressed. /slinksoff

LaurenM 05-16-2013 11:57 AM

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 459113)
i don't even know how to vent this out anymore

Just try. There isn't much to lose.

otaku 05-16-2013 11:15 PM

How come you can just swear and brush off the ache of a bruise, but when someone hurts you with their words it's so much?

Lily09 05-16-2013 11:38 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 459048)
TW.

F***.

I did it again, I cut again. I just can't stand life anymore. I just can't live on this Earth. I just broke today.


Lily: (This is incredibly hypocritical because ^) But please, stay strong, I know you can do this. And we've said this so many times, but we really know that you're going to okay. I love you. We all love you.

but i dont know if i can i really dont i dont want to be here anymore

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 459053)
YUP IT'S NEVER TOO LATE.
Do they know you know?


You deserve more than a year's chance, Lily. /hugs.


they dont know
but i dont want to be here

LaurenM 05-17-2013 12:32 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 459349)
but i dont know if i can i really dont i dont want to be here anymore


they dont know
but i dont want to be here

Think of the best sensations, the good stuff in your life. When you talk to Isaac, when you get really feelsy (it's still nice no matter how overwhelming), so you can be glad that you're here to experience it. You're bound to experience it again in the future. You need to give yourself more chances.

Lily09 05-17-2013 02:06 PM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 459359)
Think of the best sensations, the good stuff in your life. When you talk to Isaac, when you get really feelsy (it's still nice no matter how overwhelming), so you can be glad that you're here to experience it. You're bound to experience it again in the future. You need to give yourself more chances.

I know but like, ugh I just don't think I can stand living anymore. I was actually planning on it when I turn 18 but I don't think I can even make it to high school.
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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 459379)
I don't want to be here either, Lily. And if you were to die* that would make us think that it's okay to give up too. None of us here are ready to give up. Not even you.

*i hate the word suicide

I dunno. it's not okay for you guise since you are all amazing but I just feel shitty and useless and worthless so *shrugs*

Lily09 05-17-2013 02:09 PM

and I killed the butterflies oops

camikat 05-17-2013 02:53 PM

(I've never been an advice giver but I really hope that this helps)

I know you probably won't believe this, but you aren't worthless. You may feel that way, but I can tell you that you aren't.Take comfort in the small things, the little things that make you smile. They might not be much, but they'll add up.
This is going to be a really bad metaphor, but what if a butterfly thought it was worthless? It can't see what it looks like, but people that see it think it's beautiful. It doesn't know how much it is appreciated. It may have broken wings, but they're fixable. And a butterfly that flies again is breathtaking.
Also, you could try teenhelp.org, since I can't give good advice.
Everyone has strength, some simply don't know they have it.

cheezemziez 05-17-2013 03:19 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 459442)
I know but like, ugh I just don't think I can stand living anymore. I was actually planning on it when I turn 18 but I don't think I can even make it to high school.

I dunno. it's not okay for you guise since you are all amazing but I just feel shitty and useless and worthless so *shrugs*

You can stand it. A lot of the people around you suck, but there are still good people there for you. You are stronger than all of those people who treat you badly, and you can survive this. You'll get out soon, and you'll get to live your life to your full awesome potential. You can make it. We believe in you. You can do it.

You are just as amazing as anyone on here. You are not shitty or useless or worthless. You are amazing and perf and you are worth so much.

BearWithAStrawberry 05-17-2013 06:54 PM

i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooo ugly.
honestly.
the girls at my school r liek tis:

https://www.google.com/search?q=pret...2F%3B500%3B491

And i'm the only one who's all like:

https://www.google.com/search?q=mr+b...2F%3B500%3B400

BearWithAStrawberry 05-17-2013 06:59 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 459495)
Human barbies are disgusting.

I'm sure you're beautiful, BWAS. I am sure you aren't Mr Bean XD ^^

worse than mr. bean.

BearWithAStrawberry 05-17-2013 07:00 PM

what the EFF happened to our NSP.

camikat 05-17-2013 07:14 PM

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 459494)
i'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ooooooooo ugly.
honestly.
the girls at my school r liek tis:

https://www.google.com/search?q=pret...2F%3B500%3B491

And i'm the only one who's all like:

https://www.google.com/search?q=mr+b...2F%3B500%3B400

Like Pluzzle said, human barbies are...ick. You don't have to be like that. If Barbie was a real person, she'd be, like, 7 feet tall. It's crazy.

TheAshWolf 05-17-2013 07:27 PM

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Originally Posted by BearWithAStrawberry (Post 459498)
what the EFF happened to our NSP.

...You mean the fact that several posts are titled in all caps? o_o

camikat 05-17-2013 07:35 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 459509)
...You mean the fact that several posts are titled in all caps? o_o

I know. e-e

{Now is probably not the time to rant about my problems but}

I feel ignored. Like I'm not enough. People always stay away from me, and only me. Like, at my church youth group, when I joined, people stayed away from me and ignored me, but then this girl came in and with no effort on HER part everyone's talking to her and socializing. >.< I mean, is it the way I look? An aurora I give off? Or what? I mean, I can socialize okay, I suppose, but people always choose other people over me. Always.

Sorry. That was long. .-.

Lily09 05-17-2013 08:12 PM

charlotte, do you have an instagram
if so whats your username

SilverMoon 05-17-2013 09:27 PM

UGH

I HATE EVERYONE

INCLUDING MYSELF


FUCK THE WORLD


or to put it more plainly...

NOT SURE IF I HATE FACEBOOK

OR IF I HATE PEOPLE.

:mad::mad::mad::mad:

LaurenM 05-17-2013 09:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 459442)
I know but like, ugh I just don't think I can stand living anymore. I was actually planning on it when I turn 18 but I don't think I can even make it to high school.

I dunno. it's not okay for you guise since you are all amazing but I just feel shitty and useless and worthless so *shrugs*

Maybe a lot of us believe that we are shitty and useless and worthless too, same as you, but we still believe that they're awesome and that YOU are awesome.

Lily09 05-17-2013 09:38 PM

btw, lauren, i sent you a thingie on instagram

camikat 05-17-2013 09:45 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 459513)
;_;
That really sucks. I guess they just don't know good people when they seem 'em ^^

Do you mean aura?

Yeah. I suck at spelling. xD

Thank you.

BearWithAStrawberry 05-17-2013 11:19 PM

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 459510)
I know. e-e

{Now is probably not the time to rant about my problems but}

I feel ignored. Like I'm not enough. People always stay away from me, and only me. Like, at my church youth group, when I joined, people stayed away from me and ignored me, but then this girl came in and with no effort on HER part everyone's talking to her and socializing. >.< I mean, is it the way I look? An aurora I give off? Or what? I mean, I can socialize okay, I suppose, but people always choose other people over me. Always.

Sorry. That was long. .-.

Same with me.
idk why

BearWithAStrawberry 05-17-2013 11:20 PM

SO THis girl.

eveRY TIME SHE sees me, SHE make gross faces at me.
That's really immature, and she's making racist jokes about me.

just the norm

Lily09 05-17-2013 11:21 PM

hey, BWAS, got an instagram?

bookworm1999 05-18-2013 05:11 PM

Crap.

Go away, go away. Not before a hopefully good slumber. #feelsinsufficent#cantfinish#self_doubt

camikat 05-18-2013 05:13 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 459780)
Crap.

Go away, go away. Not before a hopefully good slumber. #feelsinsufficent#cantfinish#self_doubt

*hugs* You aren't insufficient.

bookworm1999 05-18-2013 05:15 PM

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 459782)
*hugs* You aren't insufficient.

Eh?

Right now, yes. Hopefully, in the future, I'll be better.

bookworm1999 05-18-2013 05:15 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 459783)
??

what im confused

Just feel really crappy today ._.

camikat 05-18-2013 05:17 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 459785)
Eh?

Right now, yes. Hopefully, in the future, I'll be better.

I don't know what happened, but it'll be okay.

bookworm1999 05-18-2013 05:18 PM

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 459788)
I don't know what happened, but it'll be okay.

Nothing.

My emotions have been wack lately. It was a busy, emotional draining day. Enough said being I feel crappy.

camikat 05-18-2013 05:19 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 459789)
Nothing.

My emotions have been wack lately. It was a busy, emotional draining day. Enough said being I feel crappy.

I know that feeling. :/

bookworm1999 05-18-2013 05:23 PM

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Originally Posted by camikat (Post 459790)
I know that feeling. :/

Yep.

And somehow, it's affected my writing process. Thoughts like "You won't finish. No one likes it. You're desperate."

Grr.

camikat 05-18-2013 05:24 PM

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Originally Posted by bookworm1999 (Post 459791)
Yep.

And somehow, it's affected my writing process. Thoughts like "You won't finish. No one likes it. You're desperate."

Grr.

It'll pass. Trust me. :]


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