The Writer's Block - Your emotional venting thread. I'll explain.

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 463467)

And awesome, I forgot to add that. c:
I think so and so do Garance and Emma and Lily.
No matter what, you're definitely a better person than the idiots are your school who bully you.

I'm not awesome either.

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 463469)

I'm not awesome either.

Yes, you are.
Aren't you more awesome than the idiots at your school, at least?

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 463471)

Yes, you are.
Aren't you more awesome than the idiots at your school, at least?

I'm not.
No.

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 463472)

I'm not.
No.

You are.
how are they more awesome than you?

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 463462)

My writing is crap. I doubt I'll graduate from anything. I doubt I'll have them things too.

We all have doubts, but they shouldn't get in the way of something we pursue. Like I doubt I will finish a book, but just because that crappy, false part of me says I can't, doesn't mean it's right.

no but the worst part about this is that he's right
he can't rely on me to do things
so yeah, they micromanage me to the end of my rope
but it's actually for a good reason
i mean i wouldn't get ANYTHING done otherwise
but then all i do is bitch and complain and whine about how they micromanage me
and just
i'm not a good person
i'm lazy and i procrastinate to the point of harmatia and honestly
i don't even think i'm depressed
i know i deserve to be depressed
but i don't think that i am
and i've lied to everyone important in my life at least once about something crucial
and i've avoided telling certain people helluva lot of shit that they probably need to know
and literally all i've done with my life is manipulate people to get what i want
if you think i'm a good person it's because you're not ME
you don't know what i know about myself and you never will because i'm a vain little bitch and it's nice to have secrets
plus also i like to keep people under the impression that i'm nice and smart and funny and stuff
but i'm really just mean
and i don't understand why people don't hate me and beat me up and say mean things about me to my face because i sure as hell deserve it
and
yeah

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Originally Posted by Owen-L (Post 463462)

My writing is crap. I doubt I'll graduate from anything. I doubt I'll have them things too.

Your writing is amazing. You're thirteen, fourteen, fifteen? Have you read the writing of most people that age?

I've now lost a battle between me and my friend and she gets to read the atrocious first few chapters of Falling Maple leaves, thanks to Rebecca.
/insert-ffffffffuuuuuuu-meme.

people actually like me
people actually care about me
i make people happy
i make people ////happy////
and people want ///me/// to be ////happy////
im gonna
gonna
*crawls off into a corner to cry*

sometimes i just