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bookworm1999 01-02-2013 04:45 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 397464)
Ohhh.... hm.... maybe you can talk to her about it, like you said you have, but ask her if she sincerely means it and to not be afraid to tell the truth. Or maybe she just needs a little break from the book. It's hard to tell without their opinion :3

We had a break, for a month...........*headesk*

lvhamsters 01-02-2013 04:46 PM

Oh :\ Yeah, you should probably talk to her about it sincerely DX Like, deeper than you have before.

bookworm1999 01-02-2013 04:47 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 397467)
Oh :\ Yeah, you should probably talk to her about it sincerely DX Like, deeper than you have before.

I'm too scared all I 'll do is tick her off.....O_O

lvhamsters 01-02-2013 04:50 PM

Hm.... it's always easier to talk to someone online :3 Maybe you could use skype or messenger or something. And if you talk to her calmly and let her know how important it is to you, she probably won't get ticked off :3

bookworm1999 01-02-2013 04:52 PM

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Originally Posted by lvhamsters (Post 397470)
Hm.... it's always easier to talk to someone online :3 Maybe you could use skype or messenger or something. And if you talk to her calmly and let her know how important it is to you, she probably won't get ticked off :3

I have already mentioned how much it means to me. I mean if you hacked my email and looked at all the plots we made, you would be so disgusted by my love for this book. Quite literally, I think I drove her nuts... well I gtg and contemplate. Wanna do NES to keep my mind off of it for a bit?

01-02-2013 04:55 PM

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 397459)
Uhmmm... your sweaty self? (hahahaha ew)
I dunno. :P

My sweatness brings all the boys to my yard. :'D If we're going to do that, maybe we can just email it so the whole world doesn't see? Like..I'm ugly enough when I'm not all sweaty. XD

bookworm1999 01-02-2013 04:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 397473)
My sweatness brings all the boys to my yard. :'D If we're going to do that, maybe we can just email it so the whole world doesn't see? Like..I'm ugly enough when I'm not all sweaty. XD

Ahh, ESTI FRUMOASA!! That is Romanian for you are beautiul, yes I had to do it in a foreign language.

BlueMi 01-02-2013 04:58 PM

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 397473)
My sweatness brings all the boys to my yard. :'D If we're going to do that, maybe we can just email it so the whole world doesn't see? Like..I'm ugly enough when I'm not all sweaty. XD

Naw, I was kidding. xD We don't have to, but we should totally check in with each other on KP with our goals and progress. I'm about 110, and my goal is 100 (I think 95ish is the average weight for my size, I'm really short :D).

01-02-2013 05:17 PM

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 397481)
Naw, I was kidding. xD We don't have to, but we should totally check in with each other on KP with our goals and progress. I'm about 110, and my goal is 100 (I think 95ish is the average weight for my size, I'm really short :D).

Sounds good. XD Are we going to email and check in on a thread or..? :) My goal is 120 and I'm 134 right now. :/ I'm a soccer player, so my thighs weigh a tonnn cuz of muscle. XD And I am SOOOO happeh! I bought a shirt from Aeropostale that I wanted to fit into before I go back to school (tomorrow). So I tried it on and it FIT. Ohmigosh it FIT. XD Best day ever. I don't know how much weight I've lost so far...I'm doing weekly weigh ins so I don't weigh in until Saturday.

BlueMi 01-02-2013 05:26 PM

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 397497)
Sounds good. XD Are we going to email and check in on a thread or..? :) My goal is 120 and I'm 134 right now. :/ I'm a soccer player, so my thighs weigh a tonnn cuz of muscle. XD And I am SOOOO happeh! I bought a shirt from Aeropostale that I wanted to fit into before I go back to school (tomorrow). So I tried it on and it FIT. Ohmigosh it FIT. XD Best day ever. I don't know how much weight I've lost so far...I'm doing weekly weigh ins so I don't weigh in until Saturday.

The thread is easier, but if you want to email, my email is blah. Tell me when you've seen it so I can take it down. xD
Yeah, I don't do any sports except circus, but classes are expensive, so I only do it once a week, and that doesn't do me much good in the long run. My thighs are huge, but it's not muscle, I'm telling you. xD
Yay for you. *high fives* I was so happy the other day because my friend and I dressed like each other (it was a Spirit Week thing), so we traded clothes, and I borrowed her favorite pair of jeans. I expected them to not fit because she is really skinny, but they did! Even though they're big on her and tight on me. THEY STILL FIT. :D

01-02-2013 05:30 PM

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 397515)
The thread is easier, but if you want to email, my email is _____.Tell me when you've seen it so I can take it down. xD
Yeah, I don't do any sports except circus, but classes are expensive, so I only do it once a week, and that doesn't do me much good in the long run. My thighs are huge, but it's not muscle, I'm telling you. xD
Yay for you. *high fives* I was so happy the other day because my friend and I dressed like each other (it was a Spirit Week thing), so we traded clothes, and I borrowed her favorite pair of jeans. I expected them to not fit because she is really skinny, but they did! Even though they're big on her and tight on me. THEY STILL FIT. :D

Okay, I saw it. :) I took it down up there for ya. ^^ I think doing circus would be fun. When it was soccer season and we were conditioning, we had to run about three miles everyday. It killed me, but it was worth it because now I got firm thighs. :D And yay! I'm happy for you. It's always an accomplishment when we can fit into our skinny friend's clothing, eh? You looked skinny in your pics on Instagram, though! My email is cmeeks143@gmail.com

BlueMi 01-02-2013 05:40 PM

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 397524)
Okay, I saw it. :) I took it down up there for ya. ^^ I think doing circus would be fun. When it was soccer season and we were conditioning, we had to run about three miles everyday. It killed me, but it was worth it because now I got firm thighs. :D And yay! I'm happy for you. It's always an accomplishment when we can fit into our skinny friend's clothing, eh? You looked skinny in your pics on Instagram, though! My email is an email

Alright, thanks! It totally is. You should just totally move here and take classes with me, that totally won't be inconvenient for you or anything. xD During the summer, my circus teacher would make us do the "burn" which was a five-ten minute intense work out, and it... well, burned. xD But it was worth it. And haha, yes, definitely. I did? Well, I'm good at positioning myself for the camera, heehee. When I take pictures of myself, I have to take it from twenty different angles to make sure I only have one chin. :P And okay, I added you to my contacts. ^_^

01-02-2013 05:51 PM

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 397545)
Alright, thanks! It totally is. You should just totally move here and take classes with me, that totally won't be inconvenient for you or anything. xD During the summer, my circus teacher would make us do the "burn" which was a five-ten minute intense work out, and it... well, burned. xD But it was worth it. And haha, yes, definitely. I did? Well, I'm good at positioning myself for the camera, heehee. When I take pictures of myself, I have to take it from twenty different angles to make sure I only have one chin. :P And okay, I added you to my contacts. ^_^

XD I would if I could! Somehow I have a feeling my parents wouldn't agree, though. I usually take a lot of pictures just because when I look at them again, they usually look horrible. xD And then when I find a decent one, I have to find an effect. And then I upload it and go cry in the corner. Jussst kidding. I just had a low-fat strawberry yogurt with granola, so I need to go do some crunches so I can still fit in that shirt tomorrow. XD I'll put a pic of me in it on Instagram tomorrow when I wear it to school. :D

BlueMi 01-02-2013 06:01 PM

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 397564)
XD I would if I could! Somehow I have a feeling my parents wouldn't agree, though. I usually take a lot of pictures just because when I look at them again, they usually look horrible. xD And then when I find a decent one, I have to find an effect. And then I upload it and go cry in the corner. Jussst kidding. I just had a low-fat strawberry yogurt with granola, so I need to go do some crunches so I can still fit in that shirt tomorrow. XD I'll put a pic of me in it on Instagram tomorrow when I wear it to school. :D

Haha, just a weird feeling that for some reason your parents won't want you to. Haha, me too. The other day, I was in the dining room and my dad was in the living room, and I took like fifty pictures of myself with my iPod, and it makes the camera noise when you take a picture, so he heard me take all those pictures and he kept looking over at me like I was insane. xD
After trapeze today, I went to this sandwich place for lunch and had a sub, and I was like GAMMIT I JUST LOST ALL THIS WEIGHT ON TRAPEZE AND THEN I ATE TWICE OF WHAT I LOST IN SANDWICH. xD

01-02-2013 06:08 PM

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 397588)
Haha, just a weird feeling that for some reason your parents won't want you to. Haha, me too. The other day, I was in the dining room and my dad was in the living room, and I took like fifty pictures of myself with my iPod, and it makes the camera noise when you take a picture, so he heard me take all those pictures and he kept looking over at me like I was insane. xD
After trapeze today, I went to this sandwich place for lunch and had a sub, and I was like GAMMIT I JUST LOST ALL THIS WEIGHT ON TRAPEZE AND THEN I ATE TWICE OF WHAT I LOST IN SANDWICH. xD

That happens to me ALL the time. D: After conditioning, I would go to Subway and get my usual: a 6 inch white, turkey bacon melt with american cheese, toasted, with lettuce and a TON of mayo. Not the healthiest thing. XD "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels." Oh, on the contrary, I can name a TON a things that taste better. Coconut pie, strawberries dipped in chocolate, bacon, double cheeseburger from McDonalds, etc. XDDD
Here are the reasons why I'm fat:
1) I eat when I'm bored
2) I'm bored all the time

^^Story of my life. :'D

CACrools 01-02-2013 07:15 PM

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Originally Posted by Caleigh (Post 397598)
That happens to me ALL the time. D: After conditioning, I would go to Subway and get my usual: a 6 inch white, turkey bacon melt with american cheese, toasted, with lettuce and a TON of mayo. Not the healthiest thing. XD "Nothing tastes as good as skinny feels." Oh, on the contrary, I can name a TON a things that taste better. Coconut pie, strawberries dipped in chocolate, bacon, double cheeseburger from McDonalds, etc. XDDD
Here are the reasons why I'm fat:
1) I eat when I'm bored
2) I'm bored all the time

^^Story of my life. :'D

I like the reasons. I'm gonna remember that.

maxi 01-02-2013 09:43 PM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 397442)
Wednesday, Wednesday, Wednesday...how I hate thee. x_x *sits down in a corner* *curls up into a ball* I just want to disappear on Wednesdays...

:^B Care to share or email?

HeatherB 01-02-2013 10:29 PM

Geez, Mom, I'm just trying to be honest, and you laugh at me.
how incredibly freaking NICE of you
Also I can't WAIT for the day I move out of here, don't you dare chain me to the house.

Lily09 01-02-2013 10:51 PM

Wow okay.
I hate how I'm jealous of my friends for having a good-ish life... like I should be happy for them and I am but I'm also jealous. Take L, she's got a cool dad who's letting her dye her hair and get a nose ring and supports gays and is just cool, despite some of his anger issues. And she's got a sister that she shares everything with. E's family has a bit more money than other families and she has a great life, despite her bad past.
And then there's me. I've got a bad childhood and I can't really remember any good times. The most I can recall is my dad hitting me and shoving me around and I guess you could say beating. And I used to have a great relationship with my brother, but now I'm just disconnected from my family. I hate myself every single day. It's 90% my fault when things go wrong.
I'm kind of jealous of how nice their lives seem.
And not just jealous, but I feel alone. L gets her electronics taken away every day at 6 pm, sometimes a lot earlier. So I don't ever get to tell her how I feel because all of these feelings come after 6. And not just that, she's such a happy person that I don't want to rain on her parade. With E, I don't know... I don't want to remind her of her own bad childhood that she used to have, since she has a good one right now.
A few weeks ago, L found one of my posts on here. When she pestered me about it I said, "I can't tell you." and she said, "Oh, so you can't tell me, but you can tell a bunch of people online? You shouldn't tell online people how you feel and your secrets."
But then, I'd have no one else to talk to.
I don't know.

L.S.Trendom 01-02-2013 11:20 PM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 398038)
Wow okay.
I hate how I'm jealous of my friends for having a good-ish life... like I should be happy for them and I am but I'm also jealous. Take L, she's got a cool dad who's letting her dye her hair and get a nose ring and supports gays and is just cool, despite some of his anger issues. And she's got a sister that she shares everything with. E's family has a bit more money than other families and she has a great life, despite her bad past.
And then there's me. I've got a bad childhood and I can't really remember any good times. The most I can recall is my dad hitting me and shoving me around and I guess you could say beating. And I used to have a great relationship with my brother, but now I'm just disconnected from my family. I hate myself every single day. It's 90% my fault when things go wrong.
I'm kind of jealous of how nice their lives seem.
And not just jealous, but I feel alone. L gets her electronics taken away every day at 6 pm, sometimes a lot earlier. So I don't ever get to tell her how I feel because all of these feelings come after 6. And not just that, she's such a happy person that I don't want to rain on her parade. With E, I don't know... I don't want to remind her of her own bad childhood that she used to have, since she has a good one right now.
A few weeks ago, L found one of my posts on here. When she pestered me about it I said, "I can't tell you." and she said, "Oh, so you can't tell me, but you can tell a bunch of people online? You shouldn't tell online people how you feel and your secrets."
But then, I'd have no one else to talk to.
I don't know.

*massive hugs*
I get jealous of other people sometimes too. You're not alone in that. It's natural.
I wish you didn't have to wait so long to get away from your family…
I really doubt it's 90% your fault when things go wrong.
maybe you could ask her if you could email her, while she's off her electronics, if you need to? That might help with her being pissed about you posting on here…
Don't hate yourself. To be completely honest, I don't think it will make anything better, at least not much. I have a lot of experience with self-hate, and, yeah, none of these arguments would help me. But I really think that, though you make mistakes, you're still a good person and you don't deserve to be hated. By you or anyone else.

Lily09 01-02-2013 11:28 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 398053)
She obviously doesn't understand you. She's not worth thinking about if she can't accept that you're comfortable talking to us.

She's the only person that accepts me for being me, but she doesn't understand talking online because she doesn't have any friends online. :/

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 398062)
*massive hugs*
I get jealous of other people sometimes too. You're not alone in that. It's natural.
I wish you didn't have to wait so long to get away from your family…
I really doubt it's 90% your fault when things go wrong.
maybe you could ask her if you could email her, while she's off her electronics, if you need to? That might help with her being pissed about you posting on here…
Don't hate yourself. To be completely honest, I don't think it will make anything better, at least not much. I have a lot of experience with self-hate, and, yeah, none of these arguments would help me. But I really think that, though you make mistakes, you're still a good person and you don't deserve to be hated. By you or anyone else.

She doesn't have an email except for the school email and the school district can see that. And one time, I texted her while she didn't have a phone but she sounded kind of annoyed that I texted her while she didnt have her phone.
:/

L.S.Trendom 01-02-2013 11:30 PM

You could tell her that it's easier for you to confide in her when you feel crappy? :/

Lily09 01-02-2013 11:35 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 398076)
You could tell her that it's easier for you to confide in her when you feel crappy? :/

Yeah, I guess so.

TheAshWolf 01-03-2013 01:08 AM

*le ramble*
 
I don't understand this hostility bandwagon so many KPers are getting on nowadays. O_O Someone says ONE thing, and then ten other people have to come and participate in correcting the person or telling them they're wrong or just belittling them for the sake of doing so. That, or no one can handle not having the last word in an argument/debate/discussion, and things just go 'round and 'round until everyone ends up feeling horrible.

This may sound dramatic, but I've seen this happen on here several times in the last few months. Never in my two years (three, technically) of being on KP have I seen such a strange string of occurrences. o_e

maxi 01-03-2013 01:10 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 398194)
I don't understand this hostility bandwagon so many KPers are getting on nowadays. O_O Someone says ONE thing, and then ten other people have to come and participate in correcting the person or telling them they're wrong or just belittling them for the sake of doing so. That, or no one can handle not having the last word in an argument/debate/discussion, and things just go 'round and 'round until everyone ends up feeling horrible.

This may sound dramatic, but I've seen this happen on here several times in the last few months. Never in my two years (three, technically) of being on KP have I seen such a strange string of occurrences. o_e

*le kind of how I was mistaken*

maxi 01-03-2013 01:19 AM

I don't know what is happening to KP...e_e
I can easily see that fights are starting up again and it's by the people that are trying to make everything BETTER. ;_; I have no idea what's up....but sometime--somebody needs to stop it.

TheAshWolf 01-03-2013 01:24 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 398211)
I don't know what is happening to KP...e_e
I can easily see that fights are starting up again and it's by the people that are trying to make everything BETTER. ;_; I have no idea what's up....but sometime--somebody needs to stop it.

THIS.

*le feels smart about understanding Internet lingo now XD*

maxi 01-03-2013 01:26 AM

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Originally Posted by TheAshWolf (Post 398218)
THIS.

*le feels smart about understanding Internet lingo now XD*

THIS.

Excuse me if you wish but I don't know what you mean. ;_; Care to explain?

Lily09 01-03-2013 01:29 AM

THIS means, "THIS post/thing is awesome."
Basically, I agree or I like.

Lily09 01-03-2013 01:29 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 398224)
THIS means, "THIS post/thing is awesome."
Basically, I agree or I like.

She feels smart because LST explained it a few days ago to her and she understands.

maxi 01-03-2013 01:30 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 398227)
;-;

nope

just nope

THIS.
Hahahahaahahahaahaaaaloookatt mmeeenoowww. xD

Lily09 01-03-2013 01:32 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 398228)
THIS.
Hahahahaahahahaahaaaaloookatt mmeeenoowww. xD

I'm pretty sure she's venting about something else.
or not.

maxi 01-03-2013 01:33 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 398229)
I'm pretty sure she's venting about something else.
or not.

Oh.
Sorry pluzzle. 3:

LaurenM 01-03-2013 05:06 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 398242)
;-; in queue for web counseling

first step towards help is getting it, right

Great. That's really great, pluzzle.

maxi 01-03-2013 05:08 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 398388)
Great. That's really great, pluzzle.

Sarcasm - well done. (:

LaurenM 01-03-2013 05:10 AM

It's not supposed to be sarcastic :P

Lily09 01-03-2013 05:12 AM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 398242)
;-; in queue for web counseling

first step towards help is getting it, right

Wow...
That's awesome, reaching out for help.

maxi 01-03-2013 05:14 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 398396)
It's not supposed to be sarcastic :P

Sorry - it is hard to find out with online chatting. :P

LaurenM 01-03-2013 05:18 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 398399)
Sorry - it is hard to find out with online chatting. :P

And why do you say 'well done'?

maxi 01-03-2013 05:20 AM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 398403)
And why do you say 'well done'?

I don't know. ._, Sorry 'bout that. (:


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