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soph-soph27 01-23-2013 08:02 PM

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Originally Posted by Confuzzled (Post 413428)
You know what is really funny? When I post my rants on this thread… no one answers. No one but Rachel. (Thank you!) And I feel like everyone else is when they rant and stuff… and now I am kind of feeling like there is popularity on here… like not in a bad way I guess… but I just….
Blah. Never mind. No one cares. I rant too much when I know no one cares. :D

Everyone cares. But y'know what? Quoting Heather's story: "Nobody gives a damn. Nobody gives a damn for anyone but their own." There isn't popularity. Did you consider that we don't know how to answer? I'm not trying to retaliate, but did you think about that? I used to think that nobody at school cared about me. My friends just didn't understand me. Think on it. <3

Also, I used to post here a lot. About feeling ignored. If you don't care, if you give up on yourself, nothing will happen. You have to make the first step, to stab depression or whatever kind of feeling is weighing you down in its soft, vulnerable belly. It's your choice.

MaryElizabeth 01-23-2013 08:07 PM

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Originally Posted by BlueMi (Post 413371)
Saying today was the worst day ever would be the understatement of the century.

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Originally Posted by AlgebraAddict (Post 413387)
I want to curl up in a ball and go to sleep. I'm not sure if I want to wake up.

I hate seeing you two like this. Email me?

I feel really stressed. I barely understand my math classes and I get reprimanded for defending a girl who doesn't seem to appreciate my defending her. She has some kind of condition...she is kind of underdeveloped. She is a bit slow and has trouble with schoolwork, and she has an emotional issue. People laugh at her, and I tell them to quit it, but they act like I'm commiting an incorrigible crime by doing so. The kids say I'm "commenting on something you don't need to comment on."

DragonRider 01-23-2013 08:07 PM

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 413434)
Everyone cares. But y'know what? Quoting Heather's story: "Nobody gives a damn. Nobody gives a damn for anyone but their own." There isn't popularity. Did you consider that we don't know how to answer? I'm not trying to retaliate, but did you think about that? I used to think that nobody at school cared about me. My friends just didn't understand me. Think on it. <3

Also, I used to post here a lot. About feeling ignored. If you don't care, if you give up on yourself, nothing will happen. You have to make the first step, to stab depression or whatever kind of feeling is weighing you down in its soft, vulnerable belly. It's your choice.

^ This.
*glomps Confuzzled* (sorry, I'm really bad with names)

DragonRider 01-23-2013 08:12 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 413436)
I hate seeing you two like this. Email me?

I feel really stressed. I barely understand my math classes and I get reprimanded for defending a girl who doesn't seem to appreciate my defending her. She has some kind of condition...she is kind of underdeveloped. She is a bit slow and has trouble with schoolwork, and she has an emotional issue. People laugh at her, and I tell them to quit it, but they act like I'm commiting an incorrigible crime by doing so. The kids say I'm "commenting on something you don't need to comment on."

There are people who will always find something wrong with you. I was bullied in primary school for standing up for an autistic girl. Always going to be those people.
But then there are people who are like shining lights, who will love you for who you are and stick by you no matter what. These are the ones worth being around.
Sticking up for yourself and the other girl is amazing. I applaud you. Those who do not are jerks and should stay away from everyone.

As for maths... Textbooks explain stuff better than teachers, in my experience. Or you could ask your teaher for some extra help or tutoring?

Confuzzled 01-23-2013 08:16 PM

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 413434)
Everyone cares. But y'know what? Quoting Heather's story: "Nobody gives a damn. Nobody gives a damn for anyone but their own." There isn't popularity. Did you consider that we don't know how to answer? I'm not trying to retaliate, but did you think about that? I used to think that nobody at school cared about me. My friends just didn't understand me. Think on it. <3

Also, I used to post here a lot. About feeling ignored. If you don't care, if you give up on yourself, nothing will happen. You have to make the first step, to stab depression or whatever kind of feeling is weighing you down in its soft, vulnerable belly. It's your choice.

Yeah, I get what your saying. But I am posting what everyone else is saying, about how I am stressed, I feel like I have no friends.. No one to talk to. I can't even talk on here...
Thanks for helping :D

DragonRider 01-23-2013 08:17 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 413447)
Life, what the fuck did i do wrong to deserve this in any way?

What happened? D:

Confuzzled 01-23-2013 08:17 PM

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 413447)
Life, what the fuck did i do wrong to deserve this in any way?

Are you ok?

soph-soph27 01-23-2013 08:37 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 413436)
I hate seeing you two like this. Email me?

I feel really stressed. I barely understand my math classes and I get reprimanded for defending a girl who doesn't seem to appreciate my defending her. She has some kind of condition...she is kind of underdeveloped. She is a bit slow and has trouble with schoolwork, and she has an emotional issue. People laugh at her, and I tell them to quit it, but they act like I'm commiting an incorrigible crime by doing so. The kids say I'm "commenting on something you don't need to comment on."

Commenting out loud is better than keeping it in. At least you're smart enough to express what you know. When intelligent people don't comment on things, intelligence is bottled up, and dries into this grotesque image of idiocy.

soph-soph27 01-23-2013 08:37 PM

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Originally Posted by Confuzzled (Post 413448)
Yeah, I get what your saying. But I am posting what everyone else is saying, about how I am stressed, I feel like I have no friends.. No one to talk to. I can't even talk on here...
Thanks for helping :D

We're all here. We just don't know how to answer...

MaryElizabeth 01-23-2013 08:41 PM

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Originally Posted by soph-soph27 (Post 413465)
Commenting out loud is better than keeping it in. At least you're smart enough to express what you know. When intelligent people don't comment on things, intelligence is bottled up, and dries into this grotesque image of idiocy.

Thank you. I should use that metaphor for my book.

soph-soph27 01-23-2013 08:45 PM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 413468)
Thank you. I should use that metaphor for my book.

Ha. My words in a book? That's a joke. But thank YOU, I'm flattered. And glad I was able to help.

CACrools 01-24-2013 09:13 AM

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Originally Posted by Confuzzled (Post 413448)
Yeah, I get what your saying. But I am posting what everyone else is saying, about how I am stressed, I feel like I have no friends.. No one to talk to. I can't even talk on here...
Thanks for helping :D

I know, sometimes this is just a Venting thread, and sometimes, it's mor a matter of what's more serious (AKA, cutting, depression, thinking about suicide.) In a way, it's how you phrase what you want to say. If you say "I'm so stressed", you probably won't get anyone to comment (but maybe me), but if you say "I'm so stressed about exams. I don't have a lot of confidence, and I could really use some advice.", you probably will get it.... And don't pester... (not that I think you did, just remember to not pester...)

soph-soph27 01-24-2013 09:38 AM

Hope
 
I feel again. I can control my body. It's the sweetest feeling ever. To feel at all, I used to need pain. It's like I've been behind a brick wall since a month and a half ago, and now it's gone, I can see the sun, and I can feel again.

LaurenM 01-24-2013 11:17 AM

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Originally Posted by MaryElizabeth (Post 413436)
I hate seeing you two like this. Email me?

I feel really stressed. I barely understand my math classes and I get reprimanded for defending a girl who doesn't seem to appreciate my defending her. She has some kind of condition...she is kind of underdeveloped. She is a bit slow and has trouble with schoolwork, and she has an emotional issue. People laugh at her, and I tell them to quit it, but they act like I'm commiting an incorrigible crime by doing so. The kids say I'm "commenting on something you don't need to comment on."

You're intelligent, I know that. Not being able to understand Maths properly is like me with Chinese.
And about the girl, well, if they don't appreciate it, you don't have to do it.

Sandy 01-24-2013 07:20 PM

I wish we had no pets. My dogs are so disgusting. Honestly, the only time I can stand them is when they're sleeping. Barking, crapping, everything else makes me want to rip my hair out. I am not a pet person--sadly my mom and my brother both need pets to fill the holes in their hearts.

maxi 01-24-2013 07:33 PM

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Originally Posted by Sandy (Post 413755)
I wish we had no pets. My dogs are so disgusting. Honestly, the only time I can stand them is when they're sleeping. Barking, crapping, everything else makes me want to rip my hair out. I am not a pet person--sadly my mom and my brother both need pets to fill the holes in their hearts.

Why are your dogs disgusting?

CACrools 01-24-2013 09:51 PM

I'm getting weird signals from a guy. I know he likes me, or probably does, but he knows I don't like him back. I'm FB friends with him cuz I know him IRL, but he's really emotional, but I don't know how to make him feel better. I tell him I'm there for him, and I'm not mean to him, and I think he's going through depression. I highly doubt his major, just one of those self-confidence is lacking one... how to I let him know I'm there for him... And then I'm talking to him, and he leaves, says he'll be back, comes back, but leaves w/out telling me... And it doesn't help that I'm at my grandparents house, and I just want my mom...

EmmaR 01-24-2013 10:00 PM

I feel bad for feeling kind of happy that my friend is probably not coming to school tomorrow. I feel bad for her, because she's really sick and she might had strep (and we all know that sucks majorly), but it was really fun understudying for her on Wednesday and I might get to do it again during tomorrow's rehearsal.

HeatherB 01-24-2013 10:22 PM

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maxi 01-25-2013 12:22 AM

Sometimes I wish that my writing would dissapear so I could have time to myself. I have a big Writer's Block and it is bugging me so much as I want to write but I cannot--whenever I write, I scrap it and don't want to look at Word ever again. I feel like sometimes I never ever want to write this or that story again--yet, I want to continue on with another and, to me, it just isn't healthy for me to act and become this way because I am just mostly mad at what I write. I mean, Future Wars is okay and all but Adrian's Graveyard is one of those things that I am proud of but I still need to edit and then I am worrying if I should still be publishing or not and I am not sure and it bugs me as much as it ever could. I seriously want to become an author / writer or even just a journalist but I have to write more--writing is one of those things where you do it whenever you feel like it. But--when I write--I feel like I am just forcing all different experiments to come out and I really don't want that to happen. <:^/ I just want to write.

a tiny little voice is yelling at me to keep on moving--yet, i don't want to procrastinare or write right now.

JUST WRITE MAHX

evasong 01-25-2013 01:21 AM

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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 413879)
Sometimes I wish that my writing would dissapear so I could have time to myself. I have a big Writer's Block and it is bugging me so much as I want to write but I cannot--whenever I write, I scrap it and don't want to look at Word ever again. I feel like sometimes I never ever want to write this or that story again--yet, I want to continue on with another and, to me, it just isn't healthy for me to act and become this way because I am just mostly mad at what I write. I mean, Future Wars is okay and all but Adrian's Graveyard is one of those things that I am proud of but I still need to edit and then I am worrying if I should still be publishing or not and I am not sure and it bugs me as much as it ever could. I seriously want to become an author / writer or even just a journalist but I have to write more--writing is one of those things where you do it whenever you feel like it. But--when I write--I feel like I am just forcing all different experiments to come out and I really don't want that to happen. <:^/ I just want to write.

a tiny little voice is yelling at me to keep on moving--yet, i don't want to procrastinare or write right now.

JUST WRITE MAHX


Max, your writing is awesome, 'kay? Don't worry about what other people will think and just write coz people will love it. There's always gonna be critics but focus on the lovers no the haters. :) I love your writing and I bet ya that a lot of otehrs do too. :3

maxi 01-25-2013 01:25 AM

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Originally Posted by evasong (Post 413892)
Max, your writing is awesome, 'kay? Don't worry about what other people will think and just write coz people will love it. There's always gonna be critics but focus on the lovers no the haters. :) I love your writing and I bet ya that a lot of otehrs do too. :3

:)
I know about the critic part--they will keep on giving criticism and all--but it is the part where I don't believe that I can continue writing on a single night or the part where I don't think that writing should be a part of me (it seems sad but I love writing to the heart) so I should write--but what do I write? A word vomit? A chapter? A beginning? A reality expression? What do I need to write?

LaurenM 01-25-2013 01:07 PM

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Originally Posted by GabiDi (Post 413846)
How DARE you? I have put so much into our friendship...I've put up with your boyfriends and your moodiness and your complaining and the way you're so shy I have to talk to other people FOR you and the way you so casually insult me, but I am NOT paying for you. I know your family is poor, I dont blame you for that...but you just don't try at all...did you know that that credit card was maxed out? You didn't seem at all surprised...you told me that you had money, you told my DAD that you h ad money, and after we payed for you then you said that I owed YOU five dollars?! That was a stupid bet that neither of us meant and I have paid for you and been there for you and stayed with you even when you annoyed me, so...screw you...you're just not the trouble and effort. Do you know how much my dad yelled at me on the way home? You're so inconsiderate of me and my family, you're so rude - in all the time that my family has given you rides home, you have never said thank you, not ONCE. Make an EFFORT, will you? What the fuck is wrong with you? Ugh...and when I say this to your face you are going to go to all of our friends talking about what a mean little bitch I am and I am so done with you... I am so. Done.

Yeah...friends can be such bitches. You listen to them when they vent but they just shake you off when you try to do the same in my case.
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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 413879)
Sometimes I wish that my writing would dissapear so I could have time to myself. I have a big Writer's Block and it is bugging me so much as I want to write but I cannot--whenever I write, I scrap it and don't want to look at Word ever again. I feel like sometimes I never ever want to write this or that story again--yet, I want to continue on with another and, to me, it just isn't healthy for me to act and become this way because I am just mostly mad at what I write. I mean, Future Wars is okay and all but Adrian's Graveyard is one of those things that I am proud of but I still need to edit and then I am worrying if I should still be publishing or not and I am not sure and it bugs me as much as it ever could. I seriously want to become an author / writer or even just a journalist but I have to write more--writing is one of those things where you do it whenever you feel like it. But--when I write--I feel like I am just forcing all different experiments to come out and I really don't want that to happen. <:^/ I just want to write.

a tiny little voice is yelling at me to keep on moving--yet, i don't want to procrastinare or write right now.

JUST WRITE MAHX

Oh, Writer's Block...I mainly write chapters even when I have Writer's Block.
Do you have a dA? There're lots of OC memes that you can fill in and they're actually kind of nince. That is more casual and carefree and might help you get back to writing.

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 413891)
*see cutting thread*

the tears just won't stop.

Wait, are you telling us to go to the cuttin thread or that you saw the cutting thread?
What happened? What happened to your Instagram again? Feel free to email me if you need to. /hugs.
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Originally Posted by maxi (Post 413893)
:)
I know about the critic part--they will keep on giving criticism and all--but it is the part where I don't believe that I can continue writing on a single night or the part where I don't think that writing should be a part of me (it seems sad but I love writing to the heart) so I should write--but what do I write? A word vomit? A chapter? A beginning? A reality expression? What do I need to write?

Yeah, I'm trying to stop hurrying my chapters which seriously need to be hurried and write a short story.

cheezemziez 01-25-2013 02:37 PM

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Originally Posted by GabiDi (Post 413846)
How DARE you? I have put so much into our friendship...I've put up with your boyfriends and your moodiness and your complaining and the way you're so shy I have to talk to other people FOR you and the way you so casually insult me, but I am NOT paying for you. I know your family is poor, I dont blame you for that...but you just don't try at all...did you know that that credit card was maxed out? You didn't seem at all surprised...you told me that you had money, you told my DAD that you h ad money, and after we payed for you then you said that I owed YOU five dollars?! That was a stupid bet that neither of us meant and I have paid for you and been there for you and stayed with you even when you annoyed me, so...screw you...you're just not the trouble and effort. Do you know how much my dad yelled at me on the way home? You're so inconsiderate of me and my family, you're so rude - in all the time that my family has given you rides home, you have never said thank you, not ONCE. Make an EFFORT, will you? What the fuck is wrong with you? Ugh...and when I say this to your face you are going to go to all of our friends talking about what a mean little bitch I am and I am so done with you... I am so. Done.

She sounds really rude. Don't feel like you have to stick with her just because she's in a bad situation. It will only make it worse for both of you.
And if your friends side with her, then they aren't worth it. "Those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind."

HeatherB 01-25-2013 05:00 PM

I don't know what to do.

HeatherB 01-25-2013 08:15 PM

food hahahaha what is this food you speak of i don't know anything i'm not hungry nope nope i don't want anything no food no non nonononon

L.S.Trendom 01-25-2013 08:20 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 414114)
food hahahaha what is this food you speak of i don't know anything i'm not hungry nope nope i don't want anything no food no non nonononon

fucking eat. what did you tell me when I was having food issues?

HeatherB 01-25-2013 08:26 PM

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Originally Posted by L.S.Trendom (Post 414117)
fucking eat. what did you tell me when I was having food issues?

i'm sorry
i already skipped dinner except for some bread
and i gave away food at lunch
asgohsdpgosadg;
i'll eat tomorrow
maybe

cheezemziez 01-25-2013 08:27 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 414114)
food hahahaha what is this food you speak of i don't know anything i'm not hungry nope nope i don't want anything no food no non nonononon

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 414127)
mum asked me what i wanted in my school lunch and im all um i dont know but inside im like i dont even eat at school.

Heather, Pluzzle, this needs to stop. You need to eat properly. You have got no healthy reason not to. You will find it hard, especially at first, but you've got to try in the very least. So many things will go wrong for your body if you don't, and the mentality isn't exactly going to help either. Please.

HeatherB 01-25-2013 08:29 PM

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 414131)
Heather, this needs to stop. You need to eat properly. You have got no healthy reason not to. You will find it hard, especially at first, but you've got to try in the very least. So many things will go wrong for your body if you don't, and the mentality isn't exactly going to help either. Please.

meh

sorry

cheezemziez 01-25-2013 08:30 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 414132)
meh

sorry

Don't apologise to me. You're hurting yourself more than anyone else.

HeatherB 01-25-2013 08:31 PM

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 414134)
Don't apologise to me. You're hurting yourself more than anyone else.

Sorry for apologizing-- oh wait.
Yeah, I am.
whatever

cheezemziez 01-25-2013 08:38 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 414136)
Sorry for apologizing-- oh wait.
Yeah, I am.
whatever

It does matter, you know. All of this makes a difference.

Sandy 01-25-2013 08:58 PM

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Originally Posted by cheezemziez (Post 414147)
It does matter, you know. All of this makes a difference.

I couldn't have said it better myself.

lvhamsters 01-25-2013 09:38 PM

e.o ~walks on to thread~

Ahem.
Everyone, I may not know what's going on in your lives and I probably never will know the pain you may be going through, but I want you all to know that there are people out there who understand and who are going through the same thing =) And I also want you to know there's always going to be someone there for you, whether on kidpub or in real life ^^
And also, not eating and cutting isn't going to help. You may think it is, but the entire point is to GET BETTER! Starving yourself and cutting isn't any way to get better. You all want to be happy don't you? And please don't say no, because somewhere, deep inside of you, even if you doubt it, you do want to be happy. We want you to be happy too ^^
So stay strong ^^

~walks away~

LaurenM 01-25-2013 10:40 PM

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Originally Posted by HeatherB (Post 414126)
i'm sorry
i already skipped dinner except for some bread
and i gave away food at lunch
asgohsdpgosadg;
i'll eat tomorrow
maybe

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Originally Posted by pluzzle (Post 414127)
mum asked me what i wanted in my school lunch and im all um i dont know but inside im like i dont even eat at school.

Are you two not hungry or simply refusing to eat?

HeatherB 01-25-2013 10:59 PM

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Originally Posted by LaurenM (Post 414201)
Are you two not hungry or simply refusing to eat?

refusing to eat.


lst talked me out of it, though.
well, we'll see

Lily09 01-26-2013 01:20 AM

thanks for calling me fat
thanks for confirming my thoughts
thanks, I appreciate it a lot.
It really helps my self esteem.


ugh I don't want to eat

TheAshWolf 01-26-2013 01:23 AM

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Originally Posted by Lily09 (Post 414248)
thanks for calling me fat
thanks for confirming my thoughts
thanks, I appreciate it a lot.
It really helps my self esteem.


ugh I don't want to eat

You need to eat, Lily. You're NOT fat.

Lily09 01-26-2013 01:23 AM

idontwanttoeatidontwanttoeatidontwanttoeat
I hate how my brother is all like, "if you eat that you'll get fatter than you already are."
I'm 85 pounds but I can't help but agree with him.
Idontwanttoeat.


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